But my heart's in atrophy

she/ they, 20 and tired, running from one fictional character to another

[ohmycuckoo]

Jean Moreau loves peaches 🍑

[bigtittygothgirlandrew]

Kevin like

[i-cant-swim-actually]

jean and his lil peach has me emotional

[stupidbloob]

Heard this sound and thought of Neil on his runs.

Stills beneath the cut.

[pepeshka]

no thoughts just jeremy knox

[tolerateit]

2021 is the year I finally get my shit together

[tolerateit]

2022 is the year I finally get my shit together

[tolerateit]

2023 is the year I finally get my shit together

[tolerateit]

2024 is the year I finally get my shit together

[tolerateit]

2025 is the year I finally get my shit together

[sylviabit-thehand]

THE POT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK 😭😭😭

[thewisestdino]

andriel w #7

I don’t believe in God

But I believe that you’re my savior

[divkazkdovikde]

the fact that i’ve read only 8 books but over 250 fanfics this year absolutely terrifies me. like when i open goodreads i’m like okay damn this is pathetic but then i open ao3 and see the number of bookmarks i have (because i use them as my what i’ve read list) and i’m like damnnn girlll??? you have a problem what the fuck

[all-i-ever-do-is-yearn]

worse, I haven't even read many fanfics, but I've read the same fic about 500 times

[underthecloudy]

Not me becoming part of a fandom with traumatized, gay characters that have a found family. Again... Yep, definitely not me.

[charlotlie]

girls who understand ronan lynch are girls who understand andrew minyard are girls who understand kaz brekker are girls who understand regulus black are girls who understand—

[mochamarauder]

I wish that ao3 did a Spotify wrapped equivalent. I would love to know how many hours I spent reading about dead gay wizards from the 70’s and traumatised exy players

[murdockbuckley]

need someone to draw this as neil, andrew & kevin please

[all-i-ever-do-is-yearn]

Tsc 2/3 predictions (more like headcanons I'm trying to manifest)

jean meets andreil's cats and they love him. he tries to be all tough but ends up petting them for hours. this helps him agree to the idea of a service dog

jean gets a service dog (he picks a golden retriever because he knows jeremy is obsessed with them) jerejean become parents of the dog before they even start dating, and everyone refers to them as mom and dad (jeremy is the mom ofc)

once jean learns how drive a bike jeremy goes with him on a drive and he's trying to be supportive but he's also scared and clutching jean tightly without realizing. jean makes fun of him for it later but secretly he liked having jeremy cling to him.

hints that jean and neil cuddled at some point in between rounds of torture, that make many people jealous

everyone calling out jerejean on their obvious tension while they act clueless.

jean befriends another trojan who is his polar opposite (thiis is 100% due to @kevinsdsy 's shawn anderson I've grown attached to the socmed au characters like wdym they're not canon)

kevin has a crisis when he has to play against a healthy jean AND jeremy he realises how terribly he FUMBLED

andrew keeps calling jean valjean (they become best friends nora pls ) also the jean andrew height difference is so funny they make the best duo

jeremy is not so nice to neil, since he doesnt know their lore but he knows the one time jean left with him he came back crying. its subtle enough that neil doesn't notice but all the trojans are like 'who are you and what have you done with our captain'

neil mentions jean did his hair but not why. jeremy gets jealous and keeps asking jean to help him dye his roots too (that backfires spectacularly)

[joejhang]

has this been done yet.

[nevermind-i-dont-wanna-know]

Reblog to give Kevin Day a forehead kiss, wrap Jean Moreau in a soft blanket, and give Neil Josten a clear shot and no witnesses at Ichirou 🥰🥰

[adamsrcnan]

i didn't even realise that neil grabs jean's sleeve before he leaves the car when he tells him grayson won't bother him again. his sleeve !!! because he knows not to touch him without warning. the same way he does for andrew. i'm literally about to cry on the train. neil josten the boundary-respecting consent king you are !!!