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The last time Doumeki was on a knee in front of Yashiro it didn't turn out well for either of them. Don't screw this up. Doumeki was trying to keep him from leaving. Stop him from heading into danger.
Will he stay this time. Let his men take care of Kai. Doumeki is in no condition to chase you down this time. Will love stop him? 😭
I have cochlear implants and I can only buy parts to fix them or upgrade then from 1 corporation bc of tech exclusivity. upgrades to get new processors for both ears cost $23k & insurance only covers 90% (and it’s “good” insurance)
cyberpunk dystopia is already here for the disabled. fight for universal healthcare, fight against capitalism NOW.
I want all the abled people reading this to go price check a power wheel chair.
The future people fear with subscription fees for body parts is already here. The plot of Repo! The Genetic Opera is already here. Disabled people are already facing impossible prices for aids and treatments they need to live.
⚠️Saezuru chapter 63 spoilers⚠️
• The opening is that monologue page of Yashiro looking up the one the official account posted.
• On page 2, the official account only posted the top panel, but below that, there was Yashiro saying: "Is there anything scarier than that?"
• Then there’s a knock on the door.
• A subordinate tells him that Misumi is here.
• Yashiro answers reluctantly
• Misumi was worried about Yashiro being at the shooting scene and he also knew Doumeki had acted as Yashiro’s shield
• Yashiro: "Where do you even hear this stuff?"
• Misumi: "Don’t underestimate my information network."
• Misumi says Doumeki is clearly obsessed with Yashiro and asks Yashiro if he has any intention of accepting Doumeki.
• Yashiro: "I’ve never even thought about it." (smh)
• Misumi: "I see… good."
• Then Misumi mentions that because Doumeki acted as Yashiro’s shield, it completely ruined Tsunakawa’s pride, and no one knows how Tsunakawa will deal with Doumeki. So Misumi orders Yashiro, more than just "advises" to keep away from Doumeki.
• And Misumi didn’t come only to talk about Doumeki. They talk about Yakuza stuff
• Basically, Misumi wants Yashiro to do as he pleases as long as he also catches Kai while he’s retrieving the gun, creating a debt and also shutting up the higher-ups who hate Yashiro.
• After Misumi leaves, Yashiro thinks: "He’s totally keeping me like a pet. 'Right-hand man' my ass."
• Then Yashiro gets a call from Nanahara.
• Nanahara ran into Doumeki being carried in (with a high fever) when he went to bring payment to Dr. Kageyama. (What happened after the end of the last chapter)
• He also tells Yashiro that Kamiya and the others found Kai’s location.
•Yashiro asks if Doumeki is still with Kageyama, but Nanahara says Doumeki was sent home.
• Nanahara: "What should we do? We gotta find the gun before Sakura starts a shootout."
• Yashiro: "I know. I’ll go poke around."
• Nanahara: "Got it."
• Yashiro: "Just poke around. That’s all."
• Scene changes to Doumeki’s apartment hallway.
• Kamiya is carrying Doumeki.
• And then the club Mama appears…!
• She helps Kamiya support Doumeki.
• Kamiya: "Nothing in this room, huh? You come here often?"
• Mama: "…No."
• Kamiya: "Surprising. I thought you two were dating."
• Mama: "…"
• While Kamiya is explaining what Doumeki did (using his body to shield Yashiro), Yashiro is standing right at Doumeki’s door
• Kamiya: "But yeah, it makes no sense. Even if they’re old acquaintances..."
• Doorbell rings.
• Yashiro is standing there. Mama turns to look at him.
• Kamiya asks if Yashiro came to check on Doumeki. Yashiro says he heard Doumeki had a fever. Mama watches them talk. Doumeki wakes up
• Just when Yashiro is about to leave,
• Mama: "Um, if you’d like..."
• But Doumeki suddenly gets up, passes by Mama, grabs Yashiro’s arm and
• Doumeki: "Please… wait… don’t… go…"
• He can’t stand, so he drops to one knee 😭
• Kamiya: "What the hell, man? Just go lie down."
• Mama: "Kamiya-san, let’s go."
• She grabs Kamiya and drags him out, passing Yashiro.
• We get a panel of Yashiro looking at Doumeki, and Doumeki suffering from the fever
In the car:
• Kamiya: "You sure it’s okay? Leaving your man while he’s weak?"
• Mama: "It’s fine. It was a lie." (OMGGG!!!!)
• Kamiya: "Wait, so you weren’t visiting his place all the time?"
• Mama: "Not like that."
• Kamiya: "…Why lie, then?"
• Mama: "…It was just more convenient that way."
• A panel of Mama tattooing Doumeki’s back (I KNEW it)
• Mama: "He has someone else he cares about. I kind of knew."
• She then says she wants to do something else with her life, so she’ll close the shop.
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Omfg. SO MUCH happened this chapter.
When Misumi asks:
"Do you have any intention of accepting him?"
And Yashiro says:
"I’ve never even thought about it."
💀 LIE.
Huge lie.
Misumi’s "Good" is chilling.
He’s relieved. 100% because Yashiro having attachments threatens his usefulness.
"He’s totally keeping me like a pet."
This is such a raw line. Dark underneath. Yashiro recognizing he’s being handled like property.
Doumeki grabbing Yashiro’s arm while collapsing to one knee. Begging him to not go, is the most openly desperate Doumeki has EVER been. Especially after the time skip.
It’s pure attachment.
Pure fear of abandonment.
Pure "don’t leave me again."
This scene is the emotional core of the chapter.
Misumi ➡️ keeps him like a pet
Doumeki ➡️ collapses begging him not to go
Mama ➡️ quietly steps aside
Everyone is reacting emotionally.
Yashiro is the only one publicly pretending not to feel anything.
The ✨drama✨ is ✨drama-ing✨ fr this chapter.
Hopefully they COMMUNICATE next chapter and make Yashiro's birthday next year an amazing one!!! 🤞🤞
Chapter 63 previews are out!!!
Title page-
"I don’t know what it is I want.”
Manga page 1
“It’s been a long time since I heard him make that kind of strained voice.”
“I thought everything had changed. Was I wrong?”
Manga page 2
“If he hadn’t changed…”
“If he were still the way he was back then…”
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I'm SO HAPPY to see Yashiro again 😭♥️
And he is actually thinking about Doumeki's actions last chapter!! You are SO CLOSE to the truth Yashiro 🤞🤞
girlfriend
Zi'ang and Shuhe + chin/throat touches for @bisexualdisasterwenkexing
I can't lose him again.
“i only hope to spend a single day with you openly as ordinary lovers.”
I hope we may be together to the end of time.
Kill to love episode 1 - Duan Ziang/Xiao Shu He
“legend has it that hair cut with a bloodied blade ties the soul to the next world.”
Had to gif the whole thing even if it took me three parts.
[Pt.1] [Pt.2]
"I want to wait for someone too. When I died, I was in his arms."
KILL TO LOVE (2025). EPISODE TWELVE.
"I hate you, but I hate myself more."
KILL TO LOVE (2025). EPISODE TWELVE.
See you later