Bite The Hand That Hurts You

Who needs Anger Management when you can punch the person who's making you angry? This is where I'll come to rant, vent, or just post about things that anger me. Submissions and Aks are always welcome. 25 Years, Alex/Salem is my name. They/Them pronouns pls. Borderline Personality Disorder (Bpd) and Maladaptive Daydreaming (MaDd) along with a shitton of other things that go hand in hand with both of these. This is a vent blog so read at your own risk, there will be triggering topic here.

[baphomet-bitch]

you think you know what rage feels like?

have you ever had to write in excruciating detail how you would kill someone in the most personal way? have you had to draw it, visualize it and obsess over it so you can get it out from under your skin? have you ever been scared of yourself and what you’re capable of when you’re angry? have you ever felt like skinning yourself alive would not even be enough to stop the pure rage from imploding within?

[bpdarlingx]

I’m lost.

[its-simply-just-krys]

[lost-in-space-69]

I wanna be fucking normal. Why couldn't I have been normal?

[borderlineangel222]

i’m afraid that one day my anger will overshadow the little love i still have left for the world

[angry-regrets]

Why do I wanna shred the life I've built for myself, that took years of hard work, just for petty revenge that would feel all to good in the moment?

-Hateful Thoughts You Will Never Say Out Loud

[angry-regrets]

Franny can't eat shit while sucking my asshole and fucking die. Fuck you, you picky ass whiney cunt. You're a waist of fucking air and I swear I am going to bash your head into one of the counters if you don't stop complain about a single hair on my workstation and I DONT WORK IN FOOD I WORK IN STOCKING!!

#Franny is the new Karen

(Start calling Karen's, Franny's. Let's see what happens.)

Edit: Let me be clear that this is the woman who has gotten good people fired, has made peoples lives hell to where they quit, and because she is "bosses daughters friend" she is apparently immune to receiving the shitty behavior and comments she dishes out. So if you see this Mrs. Franny, this is Alex, you'll know. And I have one thing left to say and that is my life ends with yours. People like you don't need to exist. I'll meet you down in hell and make it one.

[angry-regrets]

The BPD is strong with this one

[angry-regrets]

So ever little thing I do is a callout to you huh? I own half of this gaddamn business, and you wanna bitch about me cursing when you curse and scream, when you yell about being poor and why do I have to be this way when we are in the same boat, because you are the OWNER of all this, then you wanna pick on every little thing I've done wrong or missed, I can't even get a goddamn sick day when you've taken multiple of them, i worked one day and thought i was going to have to call 911, but you didnt care did you? "Can you finish your job?" Is all you asked. Your faux concern show, and it's only to get me to do my job, to keep me here. You are a selfish, hypocritical asshole. You started this shit bitch, you made our contract that I had no choice but to take because I didn't have an option, and now you treat me like a fucking plaything because I'm useful to you. Because I'm useful and you physically can't replace me and the work I do, that means you get to treat me like shit? Like I'm nothing but a lesser being. I've had enough. 7 years is enough of your abuse.

-A resignation I've always wanted to say

[dead-core]

part of knowing me is watching me self-destruct. you cannot save me, you cannot fix me, and you cannot stop me.

[fuwaprince]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

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Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

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Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

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[uie-deactivated20230402]

ALWAYS REBLOG WHEN YOU SEE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PLEASE; ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN IMPORTANT TO PEOPLE. IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO SOMEBODY AND EVEN THOUGH YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THIS IN THE SAME LIGHT, SOMEONE MIGHT. INFACT YOU REBLOGGING THIS COULD STOP SOMEONE TAKING THEIR LIFE TONIGHT.

[kitten--aesthetics-blog]

I noticed there isn’t one here for Ireland, so

Irish free suicide helpline: 01-116 123

[thescientificviolist]

last time i reblogged this, i got this ask:

so please, please reblog. this could actually save a life.

[loullipopx]

My Pokémon ❤️💙

[sizzlingcandyjellyfishhh]

me whenever something bad happens: I need to abuse substances

[angry-regrets]

Okay I have given my blog an update because I'm back again babies! Never can leave this blog for long so send an Ask to the Void here or you could submit something. You wanna just rant here's the place to do it! Your welcome to rant and post anything.

[imsayak]

People aren't homes, they never will be. People are rivers, always changing, forever flowing. They will disappear with everything you put inside them.

~ Nikita Gill

[angry-regrets]

When your family makes fun of you for the way you're dress but they do it really low key so you don't get the joke and when you HAVE to ask wtf are they laughing about and you gotta laugh and try not to cry and/or scream.

[cormancatacombs]

Trying to hash things out with a family member who refuses to acknowledge how they’ve hurt you is like bashing your head against a wall and expecting the wall to bleed first.