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in the age of repression and purity culture, getting more perverted is the only morally correct course of action

i went from 58 browser tabs open on my phone to 7 please clap

#all i did was bookmark and then close them. LOL

i think i found a cheat code to getting myself to the gym and its wearing a shirt thats cropped just enough to not feel slutty until im doing shoulder presses

#will probably have to do this with all my shirts now..

tennesseewillams

LGBT = Lets Go Buy Tix for the MOVIESSSSSSS

princesssokphanny

A once-in-a-lifetime shot — the moon perfectly framed by a rainbow. Caught at just the right time. 🌈 🌕

kedreeva

Sourcing the photos as taken by Mark Ham on Instagram, according to one of the replies.

leebrontide

Happy Pride month to the moon

#the moon rise was sooo pretty last night i had to stop omw home from work and get some pics ugh. love her

i went to the gym fuck yeah man

fuckyeahbillhader

!!!!!!!!!!!!! instagram(.)com/p/DYhbrC_mx2F/?igsh=NWhsdDBlcGV5MWFw

(mcswys insta)

#omfg he's on set this is not a drill #bill hader

i am not a smoker and probably never will be* but sometimes i walk out onto the loading dock at work and either its a much needed breath of air or the weather is just really nice or im like pissed tf off at a coworker and im just standing there like fuckkk a cig would be so good right here right now**

#*despite the fact that i give off the vibe of one apparently which i do think is hot of me #**i dont actually know the rules bc none of my coworkers are smokers (shocker kinda!) but i would assume its not allowed since its a school #anyways this is what i mean when i 'JOKE' to my parents about how good me & my sisters turned out despite their bad habits #youre telling me i have undiagnosed adhd undiagnosed depression and im nonbinary AND im bisexual AND im not an alcoholic AND i dont smoke?#my parents are like wow we're lucky shes lowkey a loser❤️

sophsun1

The Birdcage (1996) dir. Mike Nichols

leonardcohenofficial

“To sit alone or with a few friends, half-drunk under a full moon, you just understand how lucky you are; it’s a story you can’t tell. It’s a story you almost by definition, can’t share. I’ve learned in real time to look at those things and realize: I just had a really good moment.”

— Anthony Bourdain, in his final interview

#:(

gender thoughts below thank u

soo idk i just refilled my rx for testosterone & got the next 3 months on lock but the other day the thought came into my head that i could stop & maybe i want to... or just go lower dose... because like. well first of all frankly i think i'm getting uglier. and i dont even know what to do about that like my hairline is still stressing me out and at my most recent appt the doc was like "well i always tell people if minoxidil isnt working for them after a year then it wont work in the future" and its been about 7 months and im still not happy so LMFAO AWESOME!!!!!!! and my facial hair looks so scraggly and weird and i just. feel ugly all the time lol. and i'm still not used to shaving. like i'm still only doing it maybe twice a month but today i had my "groom everything" shower so i cut my hair (a little shorter than normal) and i shaved my face and tweezed my eyebrows lol and honestly.. i think i like when i look like i did before i started T if that makes sense.... like its still giving non-binary but if im being real with yall im still so scared to commit to going to mens bathrooms and mens locker rooms (i think this is whats keeping me from going to the gym as well) and living life is way less stressful when i just. remove the facial hair aspect of it all, which in my head at least is what makes everyone see me as a man. and so ill just have to shave everyday and thats gonna be so much more maintenance but idk. i guess a lot of this could be relieved if i had top surgery bc im also feeling a lot of swimsuit anxiety since i still have boobs to cover and then the thought of people seeing me at the public beach or pool with a full beard but bikini on like makes me want to throw up idk. i try to be cool but i cant help but notice how transphobia seeps through the cracks of everything including my own brain & self image. yay

#i think i'm also realizing that for as much as i say i want to be perceived as a man.. well first of all i dont want to be perceived period #but secondly this is all making me realize how much i really do feel like non-binary is the only label for me #and how much i resent that ppl see it as just being a stepping stone to get to a binary trans identity. its fine if thats you #but it's def not me. but of course that makes things harder as well bc society at large doesnt see nb as a full identity #idk. my therapist never scheduled me for another appointment so i'm just talking to a wall now thanks for listening

why am i kinda scared to ride a bike now