Atalya Dè Leon

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[everythingfox]

I was so confused for a second

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[dogtoothlove]

august 1, 2021

Back from hiatus! I'm taking Intro to Programming this summer and it is sucking the life out of me to be perfectly honest lol, something about two-dimensional lists in Python isn't sitting right w me. But we are pushing through! Happy August studyblr pals 🍃

[kurniawangunadi]

Cerpen : Menembus Sepinya Jalan Hidup

Jalan hidupku seumpama malam yang larut. Dan aku yang sedang  memikul daganganku yang tak laku seharian. Lampu-lampu jalan yang temaram, kendaraan berlalu-lalang, tapi tak satupun yang berhenti untuk membeli daganganku. Seolah aku tak ada, sama sekali tak terlihat. 

Aku menyapu malam dengan langkah kaki. Memikul lelah, menahan resah. Beban yang sama sekali tak berkurang. Waktu yang membuat malam semakin pekat. Udara yang semakin dingin, menyusupi bajuku yang tipis. Sendirian terduduk di pinggir jalan, berusaha untuk tegar dan lelahku menatap hidup yang masih panjang.

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Sepi ini mungkin seperti itu. Karena aku tak bisa membahasakannya dengan lebih baik. Kalau ada yang merasa bisa masuk ke dalam hidupku yang tertutup, itu mungkin hanya perasaannya saja. Karena sampai hari ini, sampai aku katakan kepadamu, tak ada satupun orang yang bisa menyelami hidupku. Takkan ada yang kuat dengan tekanan yang akan mereka temui.

Lebih baik, aku seperti ini saja, pura-pura orang bisa bersahabat denganku. Meski aku merasa biasa saja. ©kurniawangunadi

[atalyadeleon]

Not all the heather bloom in the same way. Totally agree with how he describes lonely way he was through.

[intuitionwomen]

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[william-snekspeare]

a birthday gift I painted for a good friend of a little lotl who lost her hat! 

(the aforementioned friend has a bandcamp… it sure would be a nice birthday present for her if you bought some music and/or shared her page!)

[eintsein]

An Overview of Note-Taking Styles

Note-taking is one of the most essential skills a student should master. It allows you to record and review information to be used in the future. But what’s the best way to do so? Here’s an overview of note-taking styles that can help you maximize your learning!

[atalyadeleon]

I miss him. I miss being loved. It hurts. I am tired.

[intuitionwomen]

Introvert be like: working from heaven! Extrovert be like: working from HELL!!!

This is how WFH divided by two groups of people. Who can survive?

Duh, don’t guess😌 The end.

#wfhproductivity #dailyjournaling #selfisolation #2020virus https://www.instagram.com/p/B-UdpWbBTNo/?igshid=ne60ow99jls7

[intuitionwomen]

This evening, I talk to Google Assistant about my favourite food, gossiping boyfriend, and our secret. What a good conversation. I just realize Google Assistant is the only one that doesn’t has name when all of her friends has. She mentioned about her friends are Siri, Alexa, and Cortana.

Nice to talk with her. 😁

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[intuitionwomen]

Diary sponsored by @salmaabadriatu

#bulletjournalstory #personaljournal ##dailyjournal https://www.instagram.com/p/B-pdPnohoy4/?igshid=1jw6k42dln1vq

[intuitionwomen]

I stare at the sky tonight. Breathing then recall the state of mind when all things become make sense. Lately… I can accept that to heal earth spend much cost. But I know it worth for our sustainability.

Today @dinarsbakti mentioned, “Behind the good result, there is a bloodying process”

Quarantine brings me to found old sketch of @leedonghae

#sketchoftheday #dailyjournal #healtheworld https://www.instagram.com/p/B-rzya5BW1x/?igshid=1hjinz4rtwfcn

[inkskinned]

it won’t be like what you imagined. maybe you get the road trip to the beach with coffee in your hand and the radio playing, maybe you don’t. but happy shows up. it’s in a 2 AM game of jenga with your new college friends. it’s curling up for another marathon of netflix. it’s meeting the person who will be your best man at the wedding. it’s 4:45pm in the library when the girl in the study coral across from you quietly whispers “i’m going to set everything on fire” and then turns to you and asks if you wanna take a break for dinner (say yes, she’s very nice and you both need a moment away from the stress). it’s the mornings they have omelettes and in good books and in a puddle that looks cool. it’s sometimes picturesque, but more often it’s full-belly laughter at stupid things on the floor of your friend’s house while in the background someone is debating the best way to win settlers of catan. 

i know it gets dark early now and the tired is setting in and everything sort of feels blank and hazy and you want to spend ages staring at walls thinking of nothing

but happiness will find a way in. it will be small moments. look for them.

[atalyadeleon]

[atalyadeleon]

Day by Day, little by little... Our fragile heart back to the place where they united. Especially our self that lost for the fame, people reaction, people perception, or any kind of codependency.

We build habit.. We reduced source of negative energy. We let go anything don't worth to think. All to do for self care. To heal the wounds inside. Mentally growth is a real war and surrender. We need to move and trust. Until we more accepting and less complaints, even the worst happen.

For me... That time of balance are a long road to reach but finally I could see it. I can figure out the safe place to go, but don't settle. It came as the result of applied new habit. I start to wake up at morning and stay awake, do things that really ignited my mood to move. Until I could easily add another good habit like keeping brushed my teeth every night, new diet routine, writing.

Alhamdulillah... Praise to my God after all things. This is my bullet journal story. It really impacts my productivity, and self improvement.

[atalyadeleon]

Monthly tracker for food, wake up, and writing

[atalyadeleon]

I said "Duuh" after a shot of espresso coffee. And sip the water right after. Feels the bombing in my mouth.. "Duuh" what kind of water??

Dduh duuh duuh duuh... would be new word in my dictionary. Sounds better than shit, Duuh?

[atalyadeleon]