even the depths of the night cannot blind me

I'm just a nerd, any pronouns, if you see me reblogging about one subject, good luck, that's all youre gonna see for a while.

[nitramaraho]

[cumleak-deactivated20210627]

this is probably the best compilation out there

[adamjk]

it’s hard to believe this entire moment in our lifetimes has come and gone

[sodiumvaporss]

ryland grace and the world he saved

[leolaroot]

a kitty is like a stuffed animal that is so heavy and it bite you and she loves you so much and you're best friends

[jesterstep]

thinking about jonathan sims being asexual. thinking about how most ace/ace-coded characters in media are represented as cold, distant, unfeeling, too busy, smart, or ambitious for sex, “barely human”, sometimes literal robots or aliens. thinking about jon, who first comes off as cold and rude but who we gradually discover to be compassionate, anxious, kind of a dork, funny, lonely, stubborn, brave. who struggles so much with his own humanity. thinking about the aces who feel different, disconnected, broken, who lack or have a complicated relationship with “the thing that makes us human.” thinking about jon, who even in his worst moments, cares so much and loves so deeply. who, on the surface, embodies the asexual stereotype of a character who’s too cold and inhuman for sex, and yet who subverts that stereotype over and over again by being a complex character struggling with his disconnection from other people in a way that beautifully ties into the unfortunately common asexual experience of feeling broken and yet who remains so very human, despite everything. thinking about how jonny probably didn’t consider all this when he wrote jon as asexual but fuck it it’s 3am and i’m emotional over the jarchivist. uh, in this essay i will-

[late-to-the-magnus-archives]

I'm love him your honor

[annabelle--cane]

the book's space kidnapping scene is so... the two flashbacks about it (the actual space kidnapping & the being in russian jail which is actually pretty nice) feel so intimate. like, when stratt is talking about how half the world dying is a conservative estimate, and she details how exactly people will suffer, and it just. really hammers home that helplessness that everyone feels, that she feels. and how like... disgusted she feels that he won't die for this.

it's just. it's the them scene of all time. she stands impassive and guilty and angry and powerless. and he's not even brave enough to run.

the complete contrast of their two emotional states in that prison scene is exactly what gets me, because, like. grace states directly that this is the most vulnerable he's ever seen her. she's fully dropping her leadermode mask and really trying to give him a complete honest explanation of why she's willing to do all of this. she won't say she's sorry, because she isn't, but she thinks she owes it to tell him why she's this desperate. and he's just point-blank unable to accept it or let the gesture connect with him in a real way, because of course he isn't, she has him locked in a prison cell as he waits to shipped off for execution ft. a mind wipe, he's not in any kind of frame of mind to be receptive to her vulnerability or contrition. he tunes her out and dismisses it as "if that makes you feel better to think." he habitually closes himself off from people to avoid heartbreak, he slipped up and accidentally let himself trust her, she betrayed that trust dramatically and floridly, so now he's icing himself over to try and prevent any more glancing blows. and, like. she had to have known that would be the case and he wouldn't really listen to her, and she still tries anyway and simply gets no resolution at all. #theirparallelmiseries

[lilyblisslys]

if I ever tell you “lmk what you think if you read/play/watch it!” I am firmly inviting you to send me a play by play minute by minute cataloguing of your thoughts about The Thing

[katumi-art]

“Tired of Dead Cats”

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Grace trying to speedrun a crush and failing

Sorry for lack of posts sometimes the internet gets overwhelming and I go hide under a rock-I’m excited for what I have planned for future chapters just forgive me for inconsistent posts

[kacklepop]

More reverse AU : featuring my Eyeball mutation focused Grace.

If Simon is TEETH Grace is EYES

[viralfrog]

[ratcandy]

are u guys hearing this

(This is a Great Golden Digger Wasp - Sphex ichneumoneus - doing what its name implies, digging. But you may also notice, if you turn the sound on, that she’s making some incredible noises as she does so.)

[ratcandy]

Incredible onomatopoeia practice happening in my notes

[robotslenderman]

I’m sorry my lovelies but the reason you hate yourself is because you treat you like shit. If you came up to me and then told me I was a fuck up who could never do anything right I'd fucking hate you too.

[robotslenderman]

if you didn't let me go to bed until after midnight because you'd rather watch Netflix than let me rest, and then got mad at me for not being productive the next day I'd be PISSED

[robotslenderman]

You keep calling me a fatass but you tell other overweight people they’re beautiful? Why do you keep shitting on MY weight, then?

Oh? It’s different if it’s me? Wow fuck you too

[robotslenderman]

Love is a verb! Self love isn’t a warm fuzzy feeling, it is compassion and action in support of yourself!

And yes, this includes having compassion for the bully in your head. Unfortunately that part is also you and deserves as much of your understanding as the rest of you.

[weaver-z]

I think the only person I've met in real life with 100% career satisfaction was this gal I knew who was a presenter at a children's science museum and delivered every line like she was running a WWE match. Every time you passed the room where she was giving a presentation, you'd hear something like "WHO'S READY FOR CEPHALOPODS?!?" and the kids would go absolutely nuts cheering.

[artemissoftstepper]

need a bad sleep reset

this is a very delicate operation which involves not falling asleep until the late enough tomorrow that i can get a normal nights sleep

[voxelfoxkae]

[dlcallie]

I need warframe and phm crossover fics. Need Grace and Rocky finding out the never ending horrors the operator was subjected to and rocky being like “Rocky hate Ballas. Rocky glad he dead. Statement”. Need Grace to meet the hex and nerd out with Amir. Amir would lose his god dammed mind if he showed him one of the many laptops that has literally all of humanities collective knowledge (and also video games). If Drifters nickname is Marty hes for sure nicknaming grace after doc brown or the equivalent in the wf universe.

[noodlebuoy1]

oh my autism

where is the ao3 page i need it

this is literally a dream come true

[gruvu]

Please don't throw back that man. Rocky please. But anyway I do read tags and you guys are really fun. So as a treat some more bloodymary, just a little. I got to go back to warframe.

[chromaticrainarts]

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[starrose17]

He's literally doing this: