[tragbarerpanzrabwehrkomplexfagot]

[lakevida]

i bet the pain will end if i arrange a perfect enough sentence about it

[soleandborn]

I bet the pain will end if you rearrange my guts enough to where I don’t need to talk about it 🙂

[keepthemaway2]

i bet the pain will end if i cum deep enough inside her and cuddle about it 🙃

[lakevida]

and im here too! 😃

[unpretty]

the thing about having been really broke. averaging $500 a month in a good year broke. using a gamestop credit card i shouldn't have qualified for to buy taco bell gift cards for food broke. is that i am SO bad with money. i have a degree in accounting and i am so bad with money. i do not think of myself as superstitious at all but money feels so cursed. not in a spiritual way, i mean literally. practically.

having 'too much' money feels so bad. money is a thing you spend as soon as you get it because it's so cursed. the more it is the more cursed it is. i save too much money and bad things will happen that cost all my money. money is a thing that summons expenses. if i have no money and the car breaks down i find a way to make it work. i scrounge and resell and pass the hat and talk to my mom's friend's friend who knows a guy and in the end i'm so relieved to be right back where i started. but if i were saving my money for a new computer and then the car broke down, the money is just gone. i spent the money i saved for a thing i wanted on a thing i needed instead and after all that hoping i'm right back where i started.

i get a windfall and i set the money aside because if i'm careful that's enough to pay for gas for months. but then i need to pay for heat and i apply for assistance and they look at my bank account and see i have money and now they won't help pay for heat. soon it's just a habit. i get the money and i spend the money. immediately, as soon as possible, get this money away from me. don't even save enough for cigarettes. i can find money for cigarettes, somehow i can always find money for cigarettes. cigarette money is a weird magical fake money i summon from dark corners whenever i run out of cigarettes. i don't know how it works either. i've tried to summon the cigarette money for things that aren't cigarettes and it never works. just get this out of my bank account. get it out of here before something notices there's money here.

anyway i'm working on it but god it's hard

[unpretty]

every welfare and assistance program in america teaches you that holding onto money is a thing you will be punished for and then when you finally get lucky and get a good job and spend your paycheck as fast as possible to keep the wrath of god away it's proof that you were only ever poor because you were bad with money

[unpretty]

i appreciate what you think you're doing here but the hypothetical puritan in my mind did not declare me ineligible for medicaid or heat assistance when i had too much money in the bank

i mean maybe the tagger meant a more general 'you', a sort of culture-at-large 'you', but it's weird how many people do treat this like a brain problem and not. idk. a perfectly rational learned behavior. saving too much money is not currently a risk to my well being, but i am one very bad day from it being a very real concern for the entire rest of my life.

when help is only available once you're in a crisis situation, you learn to always be on the brink of a crisis situation. when you're poor you get shit on for spending money on things you don't need to survive, but like. you can get help with surviving.

[krchov]

[74sf]

💦💦💦

[namethatghostling]

stop drinking beer with the deer and come have a cider with the spiderrrr

[pendej0elquel0l34]

[sacred-portal]

[darlingofdots]

so fun how as a tenant you just have to double check everything your landlord says against the actual law because they WILL demand money from you for repairs you legally are not responsible for. why do I need to be an expert in tenant's rights in order to not be exploited. why are there no consequences for landlords who lie to their tenants in order to extract more money from them

[loveridden1999]

now that the world cup is out of the way can we focus on me instead

[martindykewood]

theres some stuff im rather abnormal about

[release-the-sheep]

just witnessed something devastating

guy on the subway with one ear pierced, little gold hoop. other guy on the subway very quickly and subtly googling "which one is the gay ear". it is not the gay ear. visible disappointment on his face as he puts his phone away.

[cardassian-artistry]

[catsofyore]

💋 Photo from my collection, 1970.

[tradingberry]

[technically-a-unicorn]

point and click adventure inventory

[dykebeckett]

business chatelaine

[lacefuneral]

office butch

[rolameny]

today we are going to learn about horses

horse fact 1: horses are partially exoskeletal

horse fact 2: horses are partially trees

horse fact 3: got frogs in em

these are all the facts we have about horses.

[sunfortune]

crying

[ardentguilt]

Uh....australian here. We don’t talk like that. At all. This shits closer to how white South Africans talk lmao

[kodzukens-thighz-deactivated202]

Uh...white south African here. Neither do we lol

[german-milfs]

uh... white person here. i jack off to goombas from the super mario bros games

[dogpuppy]