Azzy the smol's little blog space

pfp by me 🙏 || They/him pls || pansexual 🕺 || homophobes/transphobes, ableists, racists, and sexists will all be yeeted off the premises || -13 dni pls || this is so messy but what can ya do || 18+

[franniesbridgerton]

Feel like getting murdered in a scary dark alley in MTL in two weeks?

CONNOR STORRIE as ILYA ROZANOV and HUDSON WILLIAMS as SHANE HOLLANDER episode 4 of HEATED RIVALRY

[intergalacticmca]

I love the way they portrayed Ilya’s jealousy in the show. I love that it’s blazing rage and disgust with himself. We’ve seen in the first two episodes that Ilya does not react well when he’s in emotional distress and that he tends to lash out when he’s emotionally overwhelmed (at Shane on the rooftop in Vegas, at Shane in Sochi) and the way he reacts to his jealousy is so consistent with that.

He’s angry and disgusted at himself for being jealous because this has never happened to him before. He has never cared about sharing a lover before, but the thought of Shane loving someone who is not him is making him sick and he doesn’t know how to control it. We’ve talked a lot about Ilya’s need for control due to the lack of it in his own life and how his sexual dynamic with Shane satisfies a lot of that need, but now Ilya has totally lost control of the situation with Shane and he’s spiralling out.

He aggressively checks Shane into the boards. He angrily storms out of the room when he sees Shane and Rose on TV. He stares in disgust and anguish at himself in the mirror.

This is someone who has no idea what to do with all that he’s feeling. He’s not angry at Shane; he’s angry at himself for caring, for needing Shane, for trying to take more from Shane than what he thinks he deserves. He has never felt anything like this and it’s eating him up inside. He would give anything to not feel it - he goes to the club to get drunk and get laid, only to find the very bane of his existence there lived up with his new girlfriend.

Ilya, who is usually so good at compartmentalizing and hiding how he feels, is in uncharted territory - he’s in love and he knows it, and he has no idea what to do with everything he’s feeling, so he lashes out.

It’s absolutely devastating and delicious to watch.

[jiwoodawnstarnation]

[spending-life-pretending]

the craziest thing about “you’re starting to sound like him” is that shane’s response wasn’t “who?”

[azzy-the-smol]

YEAH

Scott clocked him I'm afraid

[bai-xue]

“You are responsible for the minors in your fandom!!!”

No, I’m fucking not. I’m not your parent. My past-times do not automatically sign me up to act in loco parentis. If you need someone else to monitor your own content consumption online, go get mommy and/or daddy to set up a content blocker on your computer.

[elder-millennial-trash]

Louder for the minors in the back, please.

[mirrorstone]

What I’m responsible for in my fandom:

1. Making a good faith effort to include relevant and informative tags and labels on my creative works.

2. Making a good faith effort to use the “author chose not to warn” rating, a “contains potentially upsetting content” note, cuts or community ratings, or otherwise indicating that there might be untagged, triggering content if I’m not up to or don’t want to tag it.

3. Being a good fandom citizen; not sending death threats or hate, not bullying people, being kind and thoughtful to those I interact with, and leaving alone things that would prompt me to act otherwise.

4. Curating my own experience; not engaging with people or material that I know will be harmful or upsetting to me, disengaging when I realize that something is harmful or upsetting to me, and using tools such as blocklists and tag filters to hide content I don’t want to see.

5. Doing the opposite of whatever the fuck bullshit is going on in tiktok at all times.

[niuniente]

Being a good fandom citizen; not sending death threats or hate, not bullying people, being kind and thoughtful to those I interact with, and leaving alone things that would prompt me to act otherwise.

It is simply JUST that easy. All the fandom shit exists because people choose to behave badly and it’s too often younger ones holding fandom spaces as societal influence & activism spaces instead of a HOBBY SPACES.

[azzy-the-smol]

THISSSSS

[blinday]

You get the one in a lifetime chance to add the word "Fuck" to any LOTR moment, which one of the following is your choice?

Fuck your secrets then

A fucking Elf

I have no fucking memory of this place

One does not simply walk to fucking Mordor

They have a fucking cave Troll

AND MY FUCKING AXE

This forest is old as fuck

Fuck it

My fucking precious

Voting ended onMay 11, 2023

[lookiamtrying]

A very important poll you need to see @jobean12-blog @randomfandompenguin 🤣

[jobean12-blog]

@lookiamtrying omg omg Mina, this is AMAZING!!!! I had a hard time choosing in general but especially between the fucking cave troll and the old as fuck forest hahaha! LOVE IT🩷and you! Thank you for this smile, have the best day! Hugs!🩵

[wonderlandfandomkingdom]

I love the added edits, it makes voting so much better lol 🤣🤣🤣

[abnerkrill]

don't forget during the WGA strike that animation is not covered under the WGA deals and as a result animation has gotten the shortest possible end of the stick in under-staffing, under-paying, and generally turning the field into gig employment.

please sign the petition here for Disney to recognize animation production workers as a union and reblog this post!

[sentimental-apathy]

I'm crying from laughing so hard, this improv is so damn hilarious omfg lol

[bellphine-deactivated20260811]

Hand manually censoring Bailey nips after I spent an hour drawing em was not in my bingo card, twt users are the only people that can get joy from them ig

[knightfisherr]

what species are they? sorry I stacked them

[imaginariumwanderer]

MYSTIC FLOUR COSTUME NEXT UPDATE LETSGOOO

[imaginariumwanderer]

You're just as bad as he is

[azzy-the-smol]

DID YOU AT LEAST KISS THE BRICK BEFORE YOU THREW IT

[imaginariumwanderer]

You're just as bad as he is

[imaginariumwanderer]

Some stuff happened and now vani got a hot snake husband idk

[zarvasace]

reference by @/_doodles_i_guess_

[imaginariumwanderer]

Credit to @ @luffanoodles on twitter for snake!smilk's human design

[floralmonarchh]

what if i showed you the same act of gentleness that saved me.

[azzy-the-smol]

TGCF ON MY TL YEAHHHH