Hey! I'm Dazai, a guy who is a fictive of Dazai Osamu from Bungou Stray Dogs. I use he/him pronouns, am an adult insystem and bodily, and am a member specifically of the @interstellarsystem! I'm actually a member of our council, meaning I am on the team that makes major decisions for our system. I'm also permanently glued to the "fronting room" aka I'm constantly co-conscious, so I'm always around!
More below.
About Me:
I'm a symptom holder of our depression, BPD and specifically our hallucinations. I'm also intra-disordered, having SZPD and ASPD. There's a little more to it, but that's what I feel is currently worth mentioning.
I see myself as both a fictive and a factive. I'm a fictive of Dazai from BSD, but because of the way source is constructed, there is no me without the real Dazai that inspired the source itself. So, I do identify as both fictionfolk and factfolk.
I like drinking, and it's pretty likely I'll come here to ramble when I'm drunk. For more productive interests though, I like singing and music in general, as well as contributing to the community in whichever ways are available at any point.
As an extension of our collective dragon kintype, I'm also draconic! Here's my dragon kintype form. Named separately from myself to be able to secretly pose as an OC.
Tags:
#op, rb, srb - Original post, reblog, self reblog.
#bsd - My source! Fandom posts will be here, usually.
#death or something - Warning tag for topics involving death, includes darker sui-brand jokes. Block if you don't want to see this.
#happy vibes - Likely to be fandom posts that I specifically get any sense of comfort from.
#hashtag mysource - Posting about my canon. Posts here might be mean or read as character hate, or affectionate or anything else, because it is about my experiences with my versions of said people. It is not about other fictionfolk.
Discourse / Stances / DNI:
I do think there's better things to do than go around harrassing people. So chances are, if you come out swinging, I will just block you, I have better things to do!
I also don't have a DNI, likely won't see anyone else's. You're free to block me and I'm free to block you, so let's do that if it's needed, yeah?
Quick stances for those who would like to block me though:
Endogenic plurality is fine. Tulpas included.
Shipcourse is annoying, ship and let ship, just tag whatever you write (nasty or not!) and we're good. I don't care what you do in fiction.
No disability makes someone evil. Narcissistic abuse is not real in the same way that autistic abuse isn't. Use proper terms and don't throw disabled people under the bus.
realizing that the online sphere and especially tumblr is NOT a good sample for ‘what everyone thinks’ is so, so, so good for your mental health and moral OCD. i swear to god. realizing that you don’t have to live your actual life like you’re being hunted for sport because the average tumblr user will hunt you for sport for wording something slightly weird or engaging in the wrong stuff or whatever is so incredible. like no you’re actually not fucked up and evil for not donating or for watching that one indie cartoon or questioning a post that everybody is agreeing with. that’s just tumblrs georg making you feel that way
It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere
More and more I realize that health institutions, especially mental health, don't want to heal sick people; they just want there to be no sick people visibly around. This goes for physical and mental disabilities, self harm, suicidality, addictions, and any other conditions that Look Bad.
Drugs are morally neutral. Doing or not doing drugs is not an indicator of how good a person is. There are addicts who’d give you the shirt off their back, and sober people who poison the homeless for fun.
I wish they made it even marginally possible to get a job like I’m so fucking sorry I don’t have a rare but also highly demanded skillset, an agreeable disposition, and the ability to survive off of three nickels a week I’m soooo sorry
the problem with addiction is not that it's pleasurable. it's not "having too much fun" disease. it's not even a requirement for addiction that you have fun at any point in the process at all and to be honest it is incredibly common that no pleasure is gained from substance use. imagining that addiction is about pleasure does two things: 1) demonises feeling good (there is nothing wrong with wanting to be happy/comfortable/etc), and 2) frames addicts as people who Like Having Fun Too Much. it's simply not useful to frame things this way as well as just fundamentally not being true