Inner Peace
Yeah so, I'm gonna need men to stop overwhelmingly trying to condense, control and contain female sexuality. I'm a straight black woman and over anything, I encounter this ss an issue so often it almost feels like society truly wants this to be a norm that we're absolutely obligated as women to accept and I'm not here for it and I WON'T accept it.
We can fuck to your leisure-when you're "up" to it as long as YOU'RE horny and " in the mood"? You can ask me for all the sexual favors in the world at the most inopportune/inappropriate times and regard it as a fetish or the "spontaneity you've been missing"? But then you, as a "man", get mad when I'm focused on my "sexual gratification"? When I set the mood so that pleasure, healing and growth can be attained-something we BOTH can benefit from-you want me to "focus on breathing" to "get over the feeling" and to "let it fade" ? Fuck you and all that you stand for 1000%. DAMN STRAIGHT I'll be focused on my sexual gratification ESPECIALLY when it takes more out of me mentally, emotionally and spiritually just to have you cum in 2.5seconds and feel that quick "euphoric feeling" only for you to sleep for another 6-8 hours while I lay there listening to your unruly gurgle to the nettlesome snoring I hear, just trying to see every reason to not regret the overwhelming moment of dissapointment from letting a emotionless and apathetic meatsack get his rocks off with the temple I regard as my body.
I can tell you that for me, just accepting and coming into the empowerment of my feminine sexuality that it's not all physical. For me it's theraputic, spiritual and to a certain point balancing because of the mindset I place myself in. You should never feel like it's a burden to embrace your feminine energy or the way you can achieve peace in this way, it's a literal gift and ability bestowed upon us from God.
