VarietyBlue

They/He/She|Genderfaunet|Gay, just kind of throwing things out there into the void. I like art, music, reading, writing, fics, and generally being creative(while also being sassy and/or sarcastic.) Highschooler

[bluetiger3000]

Quick-ish Explanations of my stories I reference

The longer it gets the less of it I have written down. It goes: Title (what I call/tag it) btw - I will update this with every new full idea 😭. The CWs will only be at the top if it is mentioned in the “blurb” so to speak.

(P. S. I might post some lil’ fics on my AO3 so, uh, here it is as a link; my user is VarietyBlue. Disclaimer for my bookmarks, I’m kinda a freak on main cause I have no shame)

Anyway:

The Realm: The Medic and His Soldier (Waren and Darby):

Set in The Realm, this follows Waren, a now-retired soldier of The Order of the Rising Wall with a shit ton of trauma surrounding people in general, and Darby, a kind yet sometimes clinical military medic. They’re both somewhat apprehensive of what is ahead, especially when it comes to the rebels that brought them together in the first place. Tori is really trying her best to keep Darby, her practical brother, out of trouble; however, her attempts are in vain as her job in the bomb squad keeps her away for long periods of time. Perfect time for him to do something stupid while Waren has seemingly disappeared. Split POVs, Waren and Darby.

CW: PTSD, past child abuse(physical, emotional), torture(thrice), panic attacks, slight homophobia, slight heterophobia (there’s a brief mention that when Darby came out as Bi, his father said he still had a chance; he meant it would’ve been better if he was gay), brief mention of alcoholism, classism(non-mage, mage).

Continued under cut I didn’t want this to be like miles long:

The Realm: Book One (The Realm):

Set in The Realm, this is the background to all of the other books in the universe. This follows Maryi, Protector of Peace and then Descenter of the Gods, as they try and fail multiple times to capture and perhaps kill Dot, their arch nemesis and their destined ally. Overall, this has accidentally turned from action and fighting to dealing with grief, a lot of salty thoughts, and dying. Main POV Maryi, almost never switches except in the prologue which follows Zemi the Demigod and his subsequent death.

CW: a lot of suicidal idealization, PTSD, racism, classism, a shit ton of other things spouted by Dot, sometimes gratuitous descriptions of dead bodies, death is a theme

Plotting Their Demise (Liann and Nickolas):

Set in Nuham, first book in the Piné Trilogy. Liann is an ambassador for the Pendatan region, and he has a score to settle. Nickolas is the last born child of the Kendran region, which is now run by his brother, the eldest of his three siblings; Nick does not want to be on this political venture in the first place, let alone be dragged into someone else’s scheming. But when this scheming involves a rather intriguing ambassador. . .maybe he could free up his non-existent schedule to help out. Main POV Liann, secondary Nickolas.

CW: transphobia(in only around three(?) scenes I may not even post so), misgendering(like once?),

The Shadows We Hide:

Set in an urban-fantasy-like area with magic and “Harnessers,” who are born corrupted and intertwined with magic. Harnessers are usually rabid and completely inept at understanding others’ emotions but not Daroak, no, he’s nearly human. Alvira really wasn’t trying nor hoping to get kidnapped after her routine night job of killing off Harnessers, but is anyone? Daroak has gotten out, it’s finally happened; all he needs is to get someone to help him. After that it’ll all be fine. POVs: Daroak and Alvira.

CW: self harm, thoughts of self harm, sometimes gratuitous description of dead bodies and blood, suicidal idealization, panic attacks, long periods of isolation, past memories of experimentation.

To Take A Kingdom:

Set in Nuham before all of the other books, it follows the eventual King, Kinder, and his eventual consort/king Umber. Kinder and Umber are each other's other halves, brothers in all senses except blood, bestest of friends. . .except they both kind of want it to be more. They’ve grown up together, schemed together, tried so very hard to not miss the other when they’ve barely left together, everything! Now Umber has another one of his plans, but it’s a lot bigger this time. He wants to stop the war against the People of the forest; the Kingdom of Nuham has encroached on the Peoples’ lands for decades, and now their knights are coming for the Peoples’ precious forests and they just wouldn’t have that. Kinder has to go with him, no matter how many doubts, because this is his other half, and he can’t protect him if he’s muddling around with restless rebels all alone. And then there’s the forest in his throat problem, but he’ll deal with that later. POV Kinder.

CW: racism, xenophobia, (idk where to put it but like they cough up forest shit so if that makes you nervy)

[Unnamed] (Cadion and Damian):

Set in Nuham, many years after Kinder is now King Kinder, and Umber was officially declared his consort who knows how many years ago (most citizens are just waiting for the wedding at this point). Cadion is at a university in Quinnterra, a practicing Hypnotic Mage on the cusp of becoming a Master after nearly twelve years of mage-school; he hasn’t stayed in one place for very long, moving from university to university with his friends just like his parents used to drag him around for their *very important mage work*. Damian works in markets, as his mother, and his mother’s mother, and his mother’s mother’s mot—you get the idea, don’t you? It’s been a while. His mother isn’t exactly the caring type, especially since his sister ran off to gods below knew where eight-or-so years ago. The two of them run into each other during the first week of university, when Cadion needs supplies and gets word from his rather destined to just be a bigot friend Jason. He still holds hope for his friend, and he doesn’t believe it when the man says there’s nothing going on behind the scenes. He surely doesn’t believe it when he sees exactly what’s going on, either. Main POV Cadion, side Damian.

CW: classism, internalized classism, panic attacks, racism (a little), self-mutilation(subject to change, current idea is an empathic monster so…pain).

[Unnamed] (Aaron’s Book):

Set in Nuham, second of three books for the Piné siblings. Lord Aaron has just gotten done with the whole Nickolas-not-wanting-to-be-political-then-suddenly-becoming-very-interested fiasco, and he’s done with being a lord. Well, not really, but he gets this way from time to time; no shock that this time it was because someone decided that they could poison his little brother and get away with it, Nickolas gets into that kind of shit a lot. He’s really taking this to get reacquainted with his people, understand the poisoning on the side, and see Orion again. Orion is a blacksmith born and raised in the mountains, dragged down to the valley closest to the Lord of the land’s manor after becoming his ambassador’s partner, and Aaron’s own later down the line. Scana is the aforementioned ambassador, an outsider inbred with Nuham’s own Quinnterra, and a street fighter when push comes to shove. The three of this rag-tag team get caught up in the local region way more than they should, getting a child off the street(Jackie), meeting foreign lords, ambassadors from other regions, and even the Special Knight Force after a rather unfortunate run-in with bandits. Will they even get home? I have no clue, I’ve only an idea for this tbh.

CW: slight polyphobia, PTSD, past child abuse, slight alcohol abuse, potentially triggering talk about being trans(everyone supports Jackson, it’s just a bit…complicated for a little).

Freddie the Alien:

Set in Nuham with the Special Knight Forces, who we actually meet in To Take A Kingdom. This is after, when they’ve finally got orders to come home. This all starts with Pete, or Sir Knight Paetoire, who is the “leader” of the group. It’s really more of a trio who think and move so intertwined that they’re fluent in each other’s body language, facial tics, and everything in between. Pete finds a young boy on a farm scared, shaking in his boots outside of the main house. Turns out the man who “owned” him was beating on another farm hand who didn’t do their job right. While Pete cannot save the man’s own son by Knightly decree, he can save the poor boy outside. Freddie isn’t from here, not at all, and he’s not sure how he got here. He does know that he wants to be human worse than anything. Fen is the Lady Knight of the group, hard outer shell and slightly harder inside, she’s the strategist but not a leader. She really cares, just shows it rather than tells. Then there’s Sir Knight Vianne. Cursed as some might say, they’ve been stuck to the two other knights for gods below know how long with only one relief: they’re deaf. Gifted from a mage, they’ve got some nice hearing aids, but gods they’re whiny; they usually speak in sign special to the three knights and eventually Freddie, as it’s an amalgamation of different signs throughout their years. POV switches between the four, but it’s mainly Pete.

CW: internalized xenophobia(he wants to be human and has taken that to mean that everything else that isn’t sucks), ableism,

When the Wick Burns Out:

- brief content warning - mentioned rape in blurb

Soon after the new king is instated—King Kinder—Torin gets a visit from a former “friend” of her mother’s. Torin is a kind yet ruthless soul, known to have been taking care of her region long before her mother died. Her mother was a druggie, sex addict, alcoholic, everything since her “husband”—really more of a one time thing but then she got pregnant with Torin and everything kind of spiraled—left. Torin leaned on the other leads of regions she thought she could count on, Lord Michael, a sleazy son of a bitch that deserves everything bad; and Lady Daine, who paid this “friend” of Torin’s mother to kill her off to weaken the Pendatan region and perhaps take it for herself—Torin is a rather influential noble at this point, though it has mostly been anonymous. In the shortest of short terms, this “friend” raped her. This novella is about Torin’s rise to Pendatan Ladyship, and about her relationship with Lord Kine and his ambassador, Sara Antonio, who is Liann’s mother. This is before Liann transitions and therefore we see little Liann and his struggles while he is ~12, although it is mostly background noise to Torin working through everything with Sara and Kine while distancing herself from the others—purposefully. Kine is tired, slightly anxious, and probably clinically alone except for his jigsaw family. When he sees Torin in need, he can’t not lend a hand to the sinking ship, even if that ship is scared of him from the get go. POV Torin.

CW: rape, PTSD, nightmares from past trauma, panic attacks, victim blaming, internalized victim blaming, slut shaming

Impulsive Decisions - [Link to Entity List]

Set in The Realm during the darker times but before Maryi joins Dot and while Hazel is still “missing,” it follows a trio of “Scrappers” who are trying to gain information on entities and their creators. Scrappers are the trackers of entities; the judge, jury, and executioners; the stalkers; whatever they claim to be, they slay entities throughout their regions of the realm and are usually somewhat nomadic. This takes place/starts in Nemesis, specifically in a rather prosperous coastal city where shitty cars are available. Our main character and first-person POV is Idon, a former Scrapper before they attempted a suicide mission and got turned into a vampire—which are in The Realm, but slightly different. His best friend/sibling Killian, or Kills, disapproves of Louis and is still a Scrapper; they say the only reason they haven’t killed Louis is because he means so much to Idon. Then there’s the vampire in question. Louis hadn’t intended to turn Idon, but when he saw him barely breathing and near death in a way a human wouldn’t live through, he did what he had to. In a diner, the trio are peacefully talking over plans for upcoming hangouts when a strange thing walks in. It isn’t human, it speaks in static-filled speech: a Splitter. Entities roaming the streets of a well protected city. Something has to be done, whether everyone participating want to or not.

CW: panic attacks(one kind of right off the bat), blood/gore, suicidal idealization(in flashbacks if I do them and mentioned)

[binch-i-might-be]

I just saw a clip of the in memoriam church service dedicated to the attack on berlin pride, and the chancellor attended. and when he stepped up and started holding his empty little speech, a bunch of people just got up an left 😭 common lgbtq W

[escuerzoresucitado]

[pbeeanjay]

i really like him

[jacksally]

SUPERNATURAL 12.09 — First Blood

[inacatastrophicmind]

Happy birthday, Heidi! As a birthday gift, here you have Dean and Castiel speaking with their eyes.

[autie-j]

Remember when Xbox was going to basically ban used games for the xbox one, and Playstation made fun of them with that video titled "how to share games on Playstation" and it was just one guy handing another a game disk? And now Playstation is getting rid of physical disks entirely

[larken-the-skies]

It’s like they expect us to just forget their original marketing schemes in favor of more and more money grabs.

[i-suggest-piracy]

i have a suggestion

[catilinas]

everyone i've talked to about this has been completely unaware so: if you didn't know already, there's going to be a solar eclipse, with totality or coverage of 90% or more in some places, over a lot of europe, on august 12th 2026. in the uk it will start just after 6pm, and the maximum will be at 7:13pm.

here is a map of the path of the eclipse (from timeanddate)

get eclipse glasses if you want to look at it. it is not safe to look at through sunglasses. ok informative post over o7

[ex-libris-craux]

mostly missing me but i know a bunch of folks that are right in the path 🥰 enjoy it for me, my lovelies!

[valdelion]

Destiel Angel Sex Fic Rec

All of the fics I've personally enjoyed, featuring grace sex, Cas being weird, metaphysical sex, and the works. Will reblog with other ones as I discover them - recommendations are very welcome bc I'm a sucker for this content.

a roaring undercurrent, simple and sensory by violethoure666 @sicksicksixx: Cas comes back, time for incredibly intense intimate angel sex. All of their writing has the sharpest focus and the heaviest yearning I've ever read, don't miss it

Passenger Seat by @lazarrusrising (tieflingtea): technically they're not even having sex here, and YET it's still the most profoundly sensual and soul-deep experience. Please come pestering the author with me so we can get more of their amazing writing

Full of Grace by ilovehowyouletmefall: Dean is in heaven and Cas is too, things evolve from there. I don't enjoy the idea of Dean being dead in any form, but this one tackles that part graciously and delivers weird metaphysical sex that's less sex and more staring into the truth of the universe. @theloversthings might also have some fanart to share at some point 👀

I CARRY YOUR HEART (I CARRY IT IN MY HEART) by unicornpoe: Cas takes Dean as a vessel. It's popular, I keep reccing it bc I used to be a different person before reading unicornpoe.

Before The Thunder by someonetoanyone: another one that I keep reccing bc OH.MY.GOD. Read the tags!! Very intense, but written so so well, it handles kink amazingly and it's the most creative True Form Cas I've ever read.

Renegade Angel : this one's mine :3 short scene from Cas' POV. I love Cas not controlling himself during sex so I have two fics coming up featuring that, if the writing gods will grant me out of this block: next chapter on All the Roses in Our Path and one called Stormchaser, post s15 where Dean and Cas take a trip away from populated areas to unleash, aehm, Cas' true powers

Check reblogs for more!

[valdelion]

as all the layers come undone by dunsummit: this feels like canon that's been inexplicably left out, but it's here now! Soul-touching for a case turns into the metaphysical experience of grace-soul mending. Absolutely amazing description of it, hot and sweet, glimpse of Cas' true form. I had to dig this out of the tags on this rec, thank you for this

[valdelion]

Being Led Home by someonetoanyone: I need to read everything from this author because hot damn. Sweet, intense post s15 fix it where Cas comes back and Dean immediately goes "you're staying"

[valdelion]

Shotgun by Xev3n: reverse verse drabble scene with Hunter Cas and Angel Dean. Technically not sex but there's grace involved. You will be changed in less than 500 words

Convergent Evolution by theskywasblue: it's sex, it's not. Evocative and cosmically magical, we can only hope the author keeps going

[valdelion]

look at me by dumsummit: Dean finds a magic mirror that lets him see Cas' true form. What can I say other than, oh my god, oh my god, oh my gooooddddd

[valdelion]

MORE ANGEL SEX!

Sing for Absolution by @cheesecakekiss & @xev3n with art by valdelion (me): Demon Dean finds an intriguing vial in the Men of Letters storage, calls Cas, synesthetic trip ensues. You've never read anything like this before, trust

Par For The Course (or Cas Knows How To Suck A Dick) by Xev3n: post finale, Dean injures his back while playing golf and Cas, ahem, heals him. Taking creative license.

What the Hell is Halatite? by Cheesecakekiss: this time it's Cas who finds a weird pendant in the storage that messes with his grace. Won't spoiled it too much, but Dean is Being Very Normal™ about his platonic buddy, until be isn't

Ache Like A Bruise by @lazarrusrising: season 6 intense alley encounter. Counting this as angel sex because it's Cas giving into the hunger but deploying every ounce of his heavenly warrior battle focus on Dean

p. persica by @dunsummit : continuation of All the layers come undone (see above), Cas pov on soul touching. Peak freak4freak, soul-melding destiel. This author can legally ask me to do anything they want and I'll do it as long as they are comfortable enough to keep writing

Bonus: keep em peeled for what @shallowseeker is up to during Restraintstiel week

[valdelion]

New favorites!

Wavelength-gasm by Mumble-bee: "Cas gets hit with a fuck-or-die sex hex except it's not his human vessel that needs to get off." Grace-gasm!! This is in the top two most original grace-sex/true form fics I've ever read. It's extremely funny AND sexy in the most eldritch way possible, fast paced, and the way it's described will knock your socks off with how genius it is

Failure Conditions by Shallowseeker: razor-focus Cas POV character study set after 13x06. They find a collar that's supposed to train the angelic wearer to be calm under pressure in order to use grace. The writing is gorgeous, the intimacy will get you and the philosophy of angel existence will finish you off

[bluetiger3000]

My dick slippery

[spltlvlhous]

wow i had an impact on someone

[stzero]

2/14/2026 CDMX • photos by _bbyshy_

[becherdireinen]

dating to marry? i’m dating to bind our souls together eternally so we'll find each other lifetime after lifetime without an end.

[shiroxix]

It is not the prettiest but here is a little chart I made of skin tones.

The idea is to eye-drop anywhere on the chart to get a unique skin tone instead of getting stuck in the loop of “white, tan, dark”.

[bogleech]

USEFUL.

FLESH CLOUD EAGER TO ASSIST YOUR ART.

[cynicalclassicist]

Not such an artist myself, but just putting this out to help anyone who might like it.

[i-am-rat-soup]

reblogging the flesh cloud in case I need it later (spoiler alert I will, and this is much better than the crappy one I made myself that’s just sitting around in ibispaint.)

[jakejavu-offical]

I can now draw human OCs correctly /sily

[thestormwielder]

ITS THE FLESH CLOUD ?????

[spacedout925]

it’s the flesh cloud!!!!! we all love the flesh cloud around here :DDD

[auxins-insanities]

FLESH CLOUD !!!!!!!!!!!!!

[avionvadion]

PRAISE BE THE FLESH CLOUD!!! ✨

[mayyak]

ALL HAIL THE FLESH CLOUD!!!

[winchester-reload]

←Profound Bond⤛

[strawlessandbraless]

She et tu on my brute till I’m gutted

[lesbiandean]

SELF-REC TIME!! If I were to stumble across your AO3 profile, which fics of yours would you want me to read first and why?

aw thanks for asking 🥹 i think i want you to read any of these firsts, because theyre all my favorite and im very proud with how they turned out 🥹

one of my favorite fics i’ve written is Farmer Cas and Painter Dean

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

If you don’t want plot, there’s this one that initially started off as crack with “did you use protection?” “i had my angel blade” 🤭

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

if you want some Dean whump, there’s this one where he’s blind and temporarily deaf:

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

and if you want some angst and monsters, there’s The Descent

https://archiveofourown.org/works/73359916

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works