Hi, I would also like to make an appeal on the situation in Gaza, Palestine. Words cannot describe the immense pain I feel seeing those innocent civilians getting killed day by day. There is not much we can do, aside than praying, and spreading information. Please use all of your platforms (even if you don't have a large amount of followers) to spread informations about the current situation.
Try to avoid buying brands that support Israel, you can find them on internet. There's also a site that indicates which brands support Israel to make you avoid them: bdnaash.com
Thousands of innocent people, mostly women and children are dying everyday. Please, make a small effort and let's try to save them in the way we can.
From the river to the sea, Palestine will be free.
- utopia: an imagined place or state of things in which everything is perfect.
pairings: soonyoung x reader
genre: fluff, angst, slight fantasy
warnings: parallel world (an imaginary place)
wk: 1,3k
summary: soonyoung and you are in a beautiful place, just like you dreamt of.
When Soonyoung’s eyes open, he’s met with a very bright light, making him squint his eyes back shut. Slowly he would get used to it and finally lift his half stiff body. He feels something soft yet biting on his skin and when he looks around, he realizes that he was laying on fresh green grass.
The place looks surreal: along with the grass are some colorful flowers, all of them are bloomy and smell fruity. The sky is clear, in a soft baby blue color.
“Soonyoung! Here you are”. The voice makes him snap his head, looking towards the sound.
His eyes widened at the sight - it was you. Standing there and looking down at him, with a tilted head, the sides of your lips curved upwards, forming that beautiful smile of yours. He smiles as well and gets up, his body towering you.
You look around, your eyes are dreamy, sparkling. “Isn’t it beautiful? This place?” You mutter and bring your gaze up to his face again.
Soonyoung takes a look at the place once again before giving a short, obvious reply: “Yes, it really is''. He turns his head back to you, a puzzled expression setting up on his face. “But…Where are we?”, his hand - which was resting on his side -, lifts slightly to take yours into his.
Your smile fades a little and that makes Soonyoung’s confusion grow even more. You’re blank for a few minutes, before you smile again. “It’s our favorite place, Soonyoung. Come here, let me show you!”
The hold on his hand tightens and you start walking, guiding him through the unknown place. He’s confused, but he quickly shrugs it off, looking at the locks of your hair that are swaying each step.
It seemed like you knew this place as you walked confidently in the grass. It felt like a dream, both of you walking freely, totally in love. Soonyoung always dreamt of living with you, scattered somewhere, where no one could find you. And a house, big enough for you two and maybe even a family over time.
His thoughts are cut short when you stop your tracks and turn to him. “Soonyoung, look”, your hand raises, your finger pointing forward.
His gaze lifts looking at where your finger is pointing, and his eyes widen once again. A beautiful tree, hovering the both of you: a cherry blossom with its pinky flowers. Soonyoung feels a light breeze on his skin, making him get goosebumps.
The gentle wind waves the petals of those pink cherry blossoms. He smiles and looks down at you. “This sight is so pretty…” he slowly brings his hand on your cheek, caressing it softly, “Just like you”. His words make your cheeks heat up as you smile.
It felt like a dream, like you both were floating, surrounded by love and the smell of flowers. Everything was perfect - too perfect. His eyes gazed at yours and the only thing you could see in them was adoration. Soonyoung adored you, in a way no one has before.
When Soonyoung breaks eye contact and glances behind you, he lets out a small gasp. “A waterfall”, he mutters, making you turn as well. “Oh!” you smile. “Let’s go?” you look at him, waiting for his reply. Soonyoung simply nods, excitement filling his body.
You both ran towards the waterfall and when you reached there, the both of you were both speechless. If the cherry blossom looked pretty, this was indeed delightful.
Green surrounded the water as it quickly fell in the small forming lake, the water looked clean, like pristine.
You walk besides Soonyoung, going forward. He looks at you, both in admiration and panic. “Y/n?” He calls out, but you keep walking, allured by nature's beauty. “You’re not going to jump in the water, are you? It’s dangerous” He warns you, but you were hypnotized, as if all of the sounds were muffled. The only thing that would ring in your ears was the sound of the water.
You stop in front of the small lake and finally turn to look at your lover, who’s looking at you, panic visible on his face. “How about we take a bath? The water looks so nice…” You smile at him and he looks down.
“But, we will get wet. And we have no spare clothes”. You just keep smiling: “It’s okay, we will deal with it later. Now come here, let’s jump in together” You wave your hand, signaling him to come over. He lets out a little sigh and slowly walks towards you.
One of the particularities of you to which Soonyoung has fallen for is your braveness. You never had fear of trying new things, of discovering the world, of being curious. He loved how you would always suggest things to do, and he would always give in because of his extremely unavoidable love for you.
After taking your shoes off, you intertwine your fingers with his and look up at him. “Are you ready? I’m going to countdown from three” He turns his head and looks at you for a few seconds before nodding. You smile and take a deep breath in: “One, two…Three!”.
Soonyoung jumps, squinting his eyes. But he panics when he feels you releasing the hold on his hand while jumping.
Eventually, he lands in the water, floating in it. What makes him panic more, is the anxious feeling scattering through his chest. He feels empty, as if something is missing.
When his body is pushed upward by the water, he takes a deep breath and wipes his face quickly. Opening his eyes, he looks forward, expecting you, laughing at him for falling into your trap. Meanwhile, he’s met with the sight of no one.
You weren’t there. It was you who was missing. Soonyoung breathes slowly, thinking that it’s one of your torturing pranks again. “Y/N, enough joking! The water’s cold. It’s not fair, you should jump in too!” His tone is whiny. But when he hears no reply, the panic starts to rise again. “Y/n?” He’s now looking around, his brows arching. No reply.
That’s when he decides to get out of the water, his feet touching the ground once again. Too busy trying to find you, he doesn’t mind being barefoot. Soonyoung starts to walk around, calling out your name while checking all of the angles of the dreamy place he’s in.
You were nowhere to be found. He feels a sting on his heart, his breath getting heavier. Your prank was getting too much. “Y/n, please it’s not funny anymore. Just come out!” He yells, hoping desperately for a reply from you. Still nothing.
After what seemed like hours of walking around that seemingly endless grass, searching for you, Soonyoung stops his tracks. He’s still looking around, oblivious and afraid.
Where could you be? How could you disappear in such a short time? His mind is filled with thoughts and questions. The place was virtually infinite, it would be impossible to find you.
Soonyoung is filled with anxiety, his desperate voice is not calling you out anymore as he just keeps looking around miserably. Then, what comes to his mind is: going to the cherry blossom tree. “What a fool. How come I didn't think of it earlier?”. He makes up his mind and starts walking again.
Countless were the steps he took on that green grass, trying to find that tree. Finally, reaching a particularly fragrant, bright area, he looks up. There it is, the cherry blossom tree. Still with its beautiful pinky color. Some of the flowers were falling on the high grass, slowly, floating in the air.
But still, there was no sight of you.
Soonyoung starts to call out your name again, circling around the trunk of the tree. After a while, he loses hope. He feels himself consumed, his throat tightens and the tears he has held until now start to flaw down his round cheeks. His back is on the trunk, as he slides down, sitting on the soft yet biting grass.
That’s when he realizes that he’s trapped there alone, forever.
a/n: I know, I know. I've been missing for a whole month...that's not great is it? School really consumed me we could say. I am so busy, that I don't even have the time to complete my regular routine and do regular things. I'm always on my books T^T. I apologise for my absence. My birthday was few days ago, so here's a gift to you from me. Stay safe!
req: by anon: "hi hi hi!!! can i request svt with a short and chubby s/o? if it not too much for you!! love love love your blog"
warnings: mentions of physical insecurities, kisses and hugs.
summary: how seventeen would act with a short n chubby s/o.
scoups, jun, hoshi, mingyu
loves your body so much oh my. he finds you literally ethereal, perfect, your curves, your marks (if you had any). would worship you 24/7, make you all flustered and shy. loves your height also, the way he always towers you makes him feel confident. he sometimes teases you, when you want a kiss, and can't reach him, he will not move and make you whine, so he laughs and finally bends to kiss you. will embrace you with his big body, warming you <3
wonwoo, minghao, vernon, dino
all he wants to do is love you and protect you always. will never leave your side, will compliment you, help you with things such as grabbing things from a high shelf, kneel to your height to look at your face properly, or when you have to whisper in his ear, he always bends a little so you can reach him. always has an arm wrapped around your waist, or on your hip.
jeonghan, joshua, dk, seungkwan, woozi
he adores you. like really, anything you do is just so cute to him! your existence is a tot level of cuteness. has a soft spot for you. he could be mad at the whole entire world, but he would never ever be mad at you. is just so calm and patient when it comes to you. if you ever struggle with insecureness about your height or weight, he would do anything to make you understand how actually beautiful you are, how you are from his pov. would kiss all over your body and make you feel loved <3
a/n: this request was so cute, thank you anon! and remember, humans will never refrain from judging. so ignoring is the best option.
warnings: mentions of alcohol and being knocked out (lmao)
summary: their reaction when their s/o tries to sneak out for a party (at night)
s.coups
if you have seen gose episodes, he's a very light sleeper. immediately wakes up to a little sound. so when he doesn't feel your presence besides him, he already starts to shift in the bed. he hears some noises of fabric, some tapping on the floor. heels. surely, they were yours. he finally opens his eyes and checks his phone. 1 am. what could you be possibly doing at this time?! he looks around. no sight of you. he walks to the door and sees you, all dressed up, almost getting out, your hand resting on the doorknob. "ehm ehm" he coughs. you squint your eyes and turn around slowly, smiling at him widely. he points at the bedroom without any words. you pout and walk back to the room.
jeonghan
he also probably feels the empty spot besides him. he had his back turning to you. after a while, he wanted to turn to you and wrap an arm around you. he goes for it, only to meet air. he taps on the mattress, his brows furrow. it's empty? he quickly opens his eyes and stands up. "y/n? babe?" he calls out. no answer. he gets up and looks around the house. he frowns, the panic starting to rise. the first thing that comes into his mind is grabbing his phone and dialling your number. no answer, again. he tries multiple times, no use. he waits the whole time, walking back and forth around the house, biting his nails. he finally gets a call. rushing to his phone, his brows furrow even more at the dialler. "mingyu?" he picks up the phone. "jeonghan hyung, y/n is drunk. please come pick her up" and he is in his car in seconds. he is mad at you, for sure, but you make it up to him in your own way.
joshua
catches you right before you get dressed. you were making too much noise. he furrows his brows and hums angrily. "my love, stop making noise and sleep" he mumbles. the noise kept bothering him so he sits up. he is met with the sight of you, trying to zip up your dress. he looks at you with a confused face, and you meet his gaze through the mirror. you go 😀, while he's 🤨. "what the hell are you doing?" "nothing?" "yeah...now get back in your pyjamas and cuddle me". and you can't say no.
jun
is low-key offended. he wakes up to you, throwing yourself in the bed, your dress still on. you try to kiss him, but he whines and blocks your face with his large palm. "you smell like alcohol. where did you go?" he whines out, looking at you with a (fake) angry face. "i went to a party" you mumble, smiling at him. he gasps and looks at you in a very offended way. "you could've at least invited me". you laugh loudly, he pulls you close. you try to kiss him again, and he blocks you again. "first, you shower and brush your teeth. then you'll get a kiss". after that, he takes care of you and gives you your kiss.
hoshi
so so so whiny and sulky. he gets up as soon as you do. "hmmmm! where are you goinggg.." he whines half asleep. you try to get out of his grip, but fail miserably. "no! you're staying with me." he pulls you by your arm and tugs you into his embrace again. guess no party tonight!
wonwoo
i think he would be a little disappointed in you. why would you go without warning him? he probably doesn't notice, so when he gets up in the morning, he's met with the sight of you passed out. you didn't even make it to the bed, you're literally on the couch. one shoe on, one off, your arms literally stretching out, your hair and makeup all messy. he couldn't deny that you were looking adorable, but he was a bit angry at you. when you wake up, he scolds you, tells you to shower and then makes breakfast for you.
woozi
my man does not sleep, he works. you ain't going nowhere. even if you do, he would still catch you. so nope!
dk
is in panic when he doesn't feel your presence besides him. keeps calling your name. when he gets no answer, he walks around the house, still nothing. he is really going to have a heart attack if you don't pop out. he calls everyone he knows in the middle of the night just for you. when hoshi tells him that you're at a party, he releases a long sigh. then panics again, because, you're getting drunk alone?! asks hoshi where the party is and picks you up.
mingyu
party? without him? nah. he knows every party that is held. so if you're going, he's going. if you said no and then wanted to go anyways, sorry, but it's not going to work with him! he wakes up in an instant, and pulls you into his embrace, saying: "you said we wouldn't go, so you're staying with me".
minghao
you're not playing with him like that. literally, pretends to be asleep, while you get all dressed up, and when you reach the door, you notice it's locked. you look at the door confused while trying to open it. you look around for the keys, but they're nowhere to be found. when you hear a jingling, you look at where the sound came from, and it's none other then your boyfriend holding the keys with a smirk. "you're not going anywhere alone at this time. if you really want to, i'm coming with you". he probably already knew your plan, since you were talking about it with your best friend.
seungkwan
low-key offended number two. you? partying without him? how dare you! he wakes up to your noises. when he sees you all dressed up, he whines and then gets up, dressing himself as well. "you're not partying without me, it's dangerous to go alone".
vernon
dude sleeps so deeply he does not notice. you come back home, around 5 am and he's still sleeping. when he wakes up, he sees you, strangely in your pyjamas, but he sniffs and smells the alcohol. he sighs. when you wake he asks you if you went to drink. you tell him that you went to a party and he shakes his head in disappointment. (he's not actually angry tho). "you should've told me, don't do that again. always tell me where you go".
dino
honestly, he was still up until late, so you probably end up asking him to go to the party, to which he agrees. so, i guess you're partying together!
a/n: finally back! i can't believe it's september already...i'm going to start school soon, i hope i will still have time to be active 😭 anyways, hope you enjoy!
you were staring at seungkwan as he told you something. he was telling you some gossip he'd heard at work and but were you listening? no. you were too busy thinking about something else - about kissing seungkwan to be exact.
it was stupid to admit but you had a silly little dream about seungkwan kissing you and now you couldn't stop thinking about it. so here you were, too distracted thinking about other things, that whatever juicy gossip seungkwan was filling you on going right thorugh one ear and out the other.
"and then do you know what he did?", seungkwan asks, looking at you. "huh-who did what?", you ask, coming to reality. "are you listening to me babe, this is important!", he emphasizes. he seems to repeat the last two sentences but still you're too distracted and in your own thoughts. and before you know it you lean and place a kiss on seungkwan's lips. (well it was more like a peck).
seungkwan is frozen his lips slightly parted as he takes in what just happened. when you realise what you did you mumble a curse under your breath as you cover your own mouth in shock.
"kwan-um-shit-um", you stumble over your words. seungkwan still doesn't say anything as he just blinks at you. "what was that?", he asks softly and you think he's mad.
"a kiss?", you explain. "but im sorry maybe i should have asked", you stutter out. "babe", he says but you don't listen. "i didn't mean to-but-um-i wasn't thinking", you tell panicking and that's when seungkwan leans forward and kisses you again, shutting you up. and when he moves his lips against yours you swear you'd have melted into a puddle on the floor. he pulls away and looks at you. your eyes flutter open and you're a little dazed as you blink up at him. seungkwan smiles softly at you.
"you weren't listening to a word i was telling you were you", he asks, catching you red-handed. "um..yes..no?", you reply shyly. "busy thinking about other things i see", he adds, teasing you. "no! it's not like that but-", you tell, mumbling and eating half your sentence because you didn't have anything to say for yourself. so you just kiss him again.
"Y/N! Come on, we can't slow down now, we're almost there!"
"And where," you pant, "is 'almost there', Seungkwan? Almost there to my death?"
Seungkwan smiles, and it's not his brilliant, heart-bursting smile but it's close enough. "You shouldn't have offered to take me out hiking, love," he says teasingly, from where he's standing on the path further up. "You gotta deal with the consequences."
You groan, pulling yourself up with your hiking poles along the dirt path. "Yeah, next time I'll just offer to pay for a full spa day for you. That'll be way easier than this torture I accidentally signed up for."
Seungkwan chuckles, continuing to hike up the mountainside while you groan and complain and sweat to death behind him.
Your boyfriend loves nature. He loves being surrounded by it, feeling humbled by the vast everlastingness of the earth, feeling part of the unending beauty of the world and the countless lives of animals and plants that he has the privilege of living alongside. It relaxes him, brings him peace, allows his soul to settle more comfortably in his body once he's able to see that he's important, that he matters, that nature is there for him and surrounds him and he is at once a part of it and forever under its power the entire time.
It's a complex combination of feeling humility at nature's capability and feeling comfort at being in her care, but you get it. You understand Seungkwan.
That's why you offered him a healing day out trekking up some of South Korea's most idyllic mountains, after all.
You're kind of regretting agreeing to come along, though.
Well, almost.
"Y/N, I swear, we're almost there this time," Seungkwan insists when you wail about your legs again. He's standing at a curve in the path you're following, which isn't really much of a path but more of a wobbly line of soil where the ground has been worn down just a little more than the rest of the undergrowth surrounding you.
"What, almost to the top?" you manage to say. Wow, you need to exercise more.
Seungkwan shakes his head. "No, we're almost at a rest point though! There's a fallen tree we can sit on."
"A fallen tree," you deadpan, crunching through leaves. "We're almost at a fallen tree."
Seungkwan wrinkles his nose playfully at your tone. "Yes. A fallen tree. But I'm really, really certain that we've almost reached the summit, if you wanna forgo a break and carry on…?"
"No, no, let's take a break," you say hurriedly, hobbling up the remaining stretch to find the fallen tree he was talking about and flopping down. "Ah, that's better."
There's a peaceful silence then, as you drink your water and Seungkwan tilts his head back, revelling in the quiet that comes with being so, so far away from other people. You watch him out of the corner of your eye and fight the urge to grin widely.
This is the one, sole reason that you don't regret coming on this trip.
He has his eyes closed, the sunlight peeking through the green leaves of the trees and casting an uneven glow across his face, one cheek, half of his forehead, the tip of his nose and small spatterings of his eyelids lit up in gold. He looks like he's been blessed all over by some sun deity, but nothing can top the utterly content look on his face.
Seungkwan hasn't been feeling himself lately, and you get it, with all that's been going on for him. He's been doing so well, and you tell him so, but sometimes those words aren't enough. Sometimes he just needs time to distance himself, to heal without having the reminders of his pain and struggles hitting him in the face.
Somewhere in the distance, a bird chirps, and Seungkwan opens his eyes.
"Don't you think that the day sky is so beautiful?" he says, contemplatively, squinting through the forest canopy.
You look up with him, squinting your eyes. "The day sky?" you echo.
He shrugs. "Yeah. Everyone always talks about the night sky, and yet no one seems to mention how pretty the sky is during the day."
You tilt your head, watching as faint wisps of white clouds drift by, in between the green leaves and up there in the brilliant blueness of the sky.
"The moon is really, really beautiful," you say, "but I guess we never do think about how pretty the sun is too."
"The moon will forever be beautiful," Seungkwan agrees, voice softening, "but there's beauty in the day as well. There's so much light. So much vibrancy. So much potential for living."
You smile, lowering your head to look over at Seungkwan. He still has his head tilted upwards, so far up that you can't see his eyes. But after a moment, he squeezes his eyes shut and looks at you with a smile. It's a sad smile, but there's relief there, a happiness that comes from having the time to be with such refreshing scenery and his thoughts and with you.
His eyes crinkle as he leans forward to press a kiss to your nose. "You know I love you, right?"
You hum, placing your hand on his cheek to keep him in place and quickly kiss his forehead. His skin is clammy with sweat, your hand warm on his equally warm cheek, but the softness in his eyes makes everything else rendered irrelevant.
"I should hope so," you say drily after pulling away. "I'm here, suffering with you right now. I'm currently loving you too damn much for you not to love me back."
Seungkwan laughs at that, a ringing bell sound that sounds so much like his usual self that it makes you laugh too.
"Well, thank you for loving me that much," he says, and it's teasing, but there are rosy warm threads of sincerity to his words. "Thank you, oh noble Y/N, for putting up with me."
"Any time," you say, and you can recognise that warm sincerity in your own voice too. "I'll do anything for you."
Seungkwan smiles.
A wind blows around you, blessedly cool, and you sigh in happiness. Sometimes small and cold sticks to your forehead, and you dislodge it to gawk at the small blossom petal that managed to stick to your sweaty skin.
"Kwan, look at this petal that stuck to me," you say, turning to your boyfriend, only to laugh at the way he has two on his cheek, seemingly going unnoticed by him.
"What? Why are you laughing?"
"You had a little something on your face, babe," you say, taking off the petals and showing them to him. Seungkwan blinks down at them before chuckling and shaking his head.
"There must be cherry blossom trees further up ahead," he said, watching as more pale pink petals float around you.
You hum thoughtfully, staring at the little blossom petals. "Blossoms represent growth, you know," you say. "And new beginnings. They symbolise a better tomorrow."
Seungkwan tilts his head. "Really?" He's silent for a moment, before standing up. "Well, we better get going, I think. I want to see this blossom tree at the summit, now that we know it's there."
Instantly, you're groaning, and Seungkwan laughs as he takes your hand and pulls you to your feet, teasing you the entire way. But he doesn't let go of your hand, and the two of you walk leisurely up the mountain, skin all sun-dappled and with blossoms in your hair as you make your way to the top and to that blossom tree.
hi people, just wanted to say that i will post soon. and also working on a request. aaaand also trying to write a long fic suwhixbwid (i'm struggling tho)
i honestly relate to this so much. like i would have the best idea for a fic but i just can't word my imagination?? like how do i start? what words do i use? how should i end it?!
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