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I do not want any interactions saying “I’m worried about you” or “get help” and so on I’m getting psychiatric help from professionals and am a psychiatric patient meaning I do get help. besides this is none of your concern. Thanks

If I ever talk about my weight I do not want any comments saying “I wish I had your problem I wish I was underweight” keep your mouth shut i am on an unhealthy weight do not use me as inspo or others.I recommend you seek out for help.

I am pro recovery!!

#pinned post #actually ptsd #actually traumatized #actually mentally ill #cocsa survivor #csa survivor #actually paranoid #actually delusional #actually hallucinating #lain kinnie #actually dissociative #actuallytraumatized #actually ed #actually Derealization #paranoid personality disorder #shizotypical #actually psychotic #shizospec

I ask myself how I did any of this sober last year then I remember I didn’t

#addiction #bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts

I feel so disgusted witb myself all the time

I’m not aggressive. I’m scared.

#actually mentally ill #personal vent #actually ptsd #traumatic experience #actually traumatized #ptsd vent #traumatic childhood #actually bpd #bpd vent #csa vent #bpd splitting #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd stuff #actually borderline #actually cptsd

impure-as-a-lamb

I might not remember but my body does

#actually ptsd #traumagenic system #actually traumatized #traumatic childhood #traumatic experience #actually cptsd #tw csa implied #csa vent #tw csa #csa survivor

I cant look down at my legs in the shower anymore ever since I saw the blood dripping out of my bruised vag

#horrible memories #actually mentally ill #personal vent #actually ptsd #traumatic experience #ptsd vent #actually traumatized #tw csa implied #csa vent #tw csa #csa survivor #r@pe survivor #tw s/a #cw s/a

Maybe I was a bad person or maybe I was just a troubled kid

#actually mentally ill #personal vent #actually ptsd #traumatic experience #ptsd vent #actually traumatized #actually bpd #bpd vent #bpd safe #bpd splitting #did osdd #osddid #osdd system

This always happens

It always ends the same

Yet why do I fall for the same stuff?

Over and over again

Trust. no one.

ssycophanticc-deactivated202410

lostmf

borderlineangel222

it’s unfair how i have the responsibility to heal myself when i didn’t cause my wound in the first place

emptyprescription

feeling unwanted ruins my whole fucking day

rigormortisangel-deactivated202

"what if schizophrenics are the only ones seeing the real world and theyre kept medicated by the government so the rest of us dont know the truth" what if i beat you to death with a shovel

givemeantypsychotics

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

69constellationsinatrenchcoat-d

"Your trauma made you stronger"

all my trauma did was give me voices in my head, and a ton of identity issues but-

okay.

flowersbark

having a complicated relationship with sex/sexual things after sa is so weird because like . it'll be 1 am and ill be switching through apps and ill be thirsting over a character and then ill open tumblr and i remember everything bad shes ever done to me

#cw vent

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