BarelyBreathing

Complex character Sometimes I do risky things Coping with life🖤

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Hi,

I’m in my 20’s living my life as best as I can with everything that comes along mental disorders. I try not to let those define me, so I’ll post anything that comes to my mind, but u’ll find a lot of mental health related posts. I’m in therapy and working on my past, while also trying to survive.

TW for depressiv content, suicide, drugs, self harm, eating disorders. Even tho I mostly don’t post direct posts about these topics you might find them in my posts.

Other than that I like being creative, am music addict and I have two pet rats that I love. I also like getting to know new people and I usually interact back 🫶🏼

I’m new to tumblr, so please be gentle👀

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moody men are so funny. like diva what is your problem now

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Continuing to try to challenge myself, this time Maggie Lindemann inspired. Also, when the manic period hit, this is reality.

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Tried to go out of my comfort zone adding more positive things and colors, this time.

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Ticus poetry

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Same colors this time, but added a poem on the right side. A little bit of everything on these pages, still not feeling inspired by colors.

«Im not dead, not literally, but something in me died.»

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Two new scrapbooking pages. I’m in lack of inspiration these days, so I mainly do no colors and same type of pictures.

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High, all the time

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«There isn’t anybody here.

Her words ricochet off the deserted buildings.

«Don’t»

«Why?»

I don’t answer.

Body trembles as I’m standing, clinging to the walls.

Useless,

rotted,

selfish,

long gone.»

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«In her dark world, sticks and stones break bones.»

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«Two fingers against her neck. Alive. For now.»

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Two poems on this page:

1) «We don’t speak. Why? Silence. The father I knew is gone.»

2) «He did it because he loved me. Did he tell you that? Sometimes.»

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It’s my bestfriend’s birthday tomorrow and I made her a birthday card (and a present)

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«Voices dying in the pitts of hell. Souls running, begging, burning away.»

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«Don’t you tell me why.»

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«Windows shuttered. Doors bolted. There is a calm that feels anything but peaceful.»