“if you want it you’re going to have to ask for it properly.”
watching you try. watching your mouth open and close. watching you look away.
“hey.” so soft. tipping your chin back toward me. “it’s just me. take your time.”
long pause. hands twisting in the sheets.
“whenever you’re ready baby.” not rushing. not pushing. waiting patiently.
“please.” barely audible.
“please what sweetheart? tell me what you need.”
swallowing. “please touch me. please i need you to touch me.”
“yeah?” so warm. stroking your cheek with my thumb. “there you go. that’s all i needed.” pressing a kiss to your forehead. “so proud of you for asking.”
you exhaling slowly. some of the shyness leaving your face.
taking my time. pressing kisses to your inner thigh. feeling you shiver. moving so slowly. making sure you feel every single one.
pressing the tip against you gently. not pushing in. just resting there. feeling you shift toward me slightly.
“what do you want baby…?” so soft.
“i know.” so patient. so gentle. “i know sweetheart. tell me.”
“please i want you inside me.” rushed. quiet. still a little shy about it.
“okay.” said reassuringly. “okay baby. i’ve got you.”
“i know.” voice low and gentle. pressing deeper. taking so much time with it. feeling you stretch around me slowly. feeling you grip me immediately. “i know. just breathe for me. i’ve got you. i’m right here.”
bottoming out. going completely still.
just holding you there. one hand warm on your hip. the other stroking up and down your side.
“take your time.” pressing a kiss to your shoulder. your collarbone. “we’re not in a rush. just feel me.”
you exhaling slowly. body relaxing incrementally.
“there you go.” so soft. “there you are.”
starting to move. so gently. slow easy rolls that press deep and pull back and press deep again. feeling you melt into it immediately.
“yes.” barely a whisper. “yes mommy.”
“good.” pressing a kiss to your jaw. your cheek. still moving. “that’s all i want. just want you to feel good.”
working you slow. taking so much time. feeling every small response. the way your breathing changes. the way your hands find my arms and hold on softly. the way you make that small sound when something feels especially good.
staying right there when you do. not moving from it.
“okay baby.” keeping exactly that pace. exactly that angle. “i’ve got you. i’m staying right there.”
feeling you get closer slowly. the way your grip tightens slightly. the way your hips start to move with me without meaning to.
“you’re doing so well.” pressing a kiss to your temple. “so perfectly. feel how good you’re taking it.”
“mommy—” voice breaking slightly. “mommy it feels so good—”
“i know.” so warm. hand finding yours. lacing your fingers together. squeezing gently. “i know sweetheart. just let it feel good. you don’t have to do anything else.”
working you steadier now. feeling you get closer and closer. the sounds you’re making getting softer and more desperate at the same time.
“i’ve got you.” pressing a kiss to your hair. “i’m right here. i’ve got you.”
getting you right to the edge.
a soft desperate sound. “please— mommy please i’m so close—”
“i know baby.” so gentle. pressing a kiss to your cheek. your jaw. “i know you are. you’re doing so beautifully.” stroking your hair back from your face. “can you ask me one more time? just once more.”
you looking up at me. eyes wet. so open. so trusting. “please mommy.” so quiet. so earnest. “please i need to cum. please.”
“okay sweetheart.” starting again. fully. giving you everything. “okay. i’ve got you. let go for me. i’m right here.”
the way your whole body softens and shudders at the same time. the way you hold onto me. the way you say mommy so quietly while it happens like you just need to know i’m still here.
“i’m here.” not stopping. working you through every wave. “i’m right here baby. i’ve got you.”
staying with you through all of it.
after. when you’ve gone soft and still. when your breathing is slow and your grip on my hand has loosened into something gentle.
pulling you close. your face finding my neck.
pressing a kiss to your temple.
holding you there for a long moment.
then pulling back slightly. cupping your face in both hands. looking at you properly.
a small soft smile. “hi.”
pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“you did so well.” cooed at you. “i’m so so proud of you baby”
you tucking your face back into my neck.
keeping you close. rubbing your back slow.
“i’ve got you.” pressing one more kiss to your hair.
