transphobes,, racists,, sexists//misandrists//misogynists,, homophobes,, under 16,, pro//neu nontraumagenic system,,
anti shippers//pro shippers,, pro harassment,, pro cencorship,, anti paraphilia//ableists,, pro abuse//pro contact paraphilias that includes
non consenting humans and animals,, kink shamers,, anti fictozoo,, (pro/neu) radqueer && transid,, disorder abuse believers,,
people who faker disorders,, people who lie about trauma,, anti neos//xenos,, ramcoa//oea deniers
If you break our dni we will not be nice to you ˚ · .
*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ 𝖂𝖊 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖈𝖐 𝖆𝖘 𝖜𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖊 𝖋𝖎𝖙
If you don't like something we said please be kind or we'll block you as we need to protect our peace over your opinion and we're prone to getting into fights with people *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ
We like Pokemon anime Minecraft cookie run kingdom genshin and other things(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
We're collectively in a relationship with another lovely system who we deeply love and care for ੈ♡˳
We're severely mentally and physically ill ૮꒰◞ ˕ ◟ ྀི꒱ა as well as physically disabled ✧˚ · .
˚ · . we tend to be very sensitive and can take things the wrong way sometimes
We struggle with depression,, anxiety,, obsessive tendencies,, and empathy issues *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ
Dissociation is like a free drug trip you didn’t ask for and you come out of it like what the fuck did I do that whole time and there’s a 4 half-done art pieces in front of you and two of your friends are mad at you
"i self diagnosed myself with CDD and the method is valid!"
sure is! some people don't have the resources required to get professional help. identifying an issue by themself to proceed with dealing and managing the symptoms and effects, while not the most credible and reliable, is still valid if done correctly!
"i self diagnosed myself with CDD after listening to others' experience and stories heard, and the method is valid!"
well . . .
"i've been researching CDD for a month, and 2 people said I (definitely) have it! So, self diagnosis is valid because help was provided by people with experiences and also I have done research"
wait no go back-
"i found out about my 20 alters after-"
NO NO GO BACK THAT'S NOT THE POINT I TRIED TO MAKE-
this is why i try to stay away from mentioning i'm self-dxed towards places that, don't get that I've done extensive research way before this
developing a system is like making toast. hear me out on this one.
sure, there are multiple ways you can make toast. you can use a toaster, a grill, a pan, an oven, even a flamethrower if you like it REALLY toasted. but you know what all of those methods have in common?
they all require heat.
if you have no heat source, you can't make toast. sure, you can use a sharpie and scribble on bread to make it *look* like toast, but it's still bread. it still isn't toast without the heat.
developing a CDD (aka system/plurality) is the same way. trauma can look vastly different, but it's all still trauma. abuse, neglect, bullying, it does not matter. trauma is required for the formation of a system just like heat is required for toast.
endos can try to look like systems all they want. they can use a whole box of sharpies trying to pretend they're the same as us. but at the end of the day, they're still bread and we're still toast.
don't freely share information about your system. especially not triggers, including positive ones. even on your system blog, you are not required to make alter intros or even use their real names. do not assume everyone online will be kind to you.
"omg you're a system!!! it just be so fun to have friends in your head!!!"
Yeah. They are my friends but you know what's really not fucking fun? Seeing how intelligent an alter is and how much they want to pursue their dream career but they can't because we share a body. Seeing how creative and talented alters are but we can't spend hours and hours drawing because we share a body and the body has to work. Seeing that an alter really wants to do something and we just don't have time, they say it's okay but we share a body and I know how they really feel.
Yeah I have friends in my head and I'm constantly letting them down because the things we all want aren't physically possible. Yeah that's really fun.
okay making an edit because this was months ago:
i was not mourning the fact someone can't do a career. this post was about feeling like a useless shitty fucking host that for some unknown reason needs to be the host of this system of genuinely incredible parts.
and yes, this is the least of my issues. there is so much fucking shit I go through bc of this disorder i don't talk about. but this is the internet and my blog. im allowed to vent.
(also this post originally was made at a time where part separation was hard/before we started did therapy. we didn't know much about our system back then)
"Endogenic systems have zero terms that aren't stolen" BE SO FOR REAL WITH ME. Hey. Hey. Where does the term system come from. Where does the term alter come from. Where does the term part come from. Where did the idea of systems come from. Could it be that.... the only reason endogenic systems exist is because they saw CDDs and wanted to make them non-disordered? Genuinely look me in the face and tell me that if CDDs NEVER existed, endogenic systems would have existed. You guys literally stole the ENTIRE CONCEPT OF A SYSTEM and stripped it of everything except for "haha fun alters". I don't wanna hear about your pussy ass EnDoS dOnT hAvE a SiNgLe TeRm ThAt IsNt StOlEn motherfucker you stole an entire disorder and turned it into a roleplay 😭😭😭
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