naia

mark lee is my bestie

[bustitdownmarklee]

happy birthday to my bestie markiana!!! god I fucking wish we were bffs irl 😩😔 anyways I hope u get laid tonight and get u some bomb ass pussy 🤪 u deserve it king!!!!

[bustitdownmarklee]

This is not going to be NCT-related, but I feel like I have to get this out here because it is about kpop industry anyway, so please, hear me out.

As we all know by now, AOA’s former member, Mina, was bullied by their leader, Jimin for 10 years, when she was still a member. Jimin’s contract with FNC Entertainment has already terminated due to this issue. 

Let me just say this.

I want to give Mina the biggest shoutout I could ever do because hell, she is so fucking strong to speak up about her struggles. Being an idol must be hard, and living with a toxic, bully person is much harder. She only has shared the tip of the iceberg. We do not even know the specific and horrifying things Jimin did to her. This is unbelievable.

I am very glad that Mina is going through some treatment and therapy for her well-being, and I always hope for the best!

Now, let me say something about Jimin. I can’t believe this bitch really had the damn audacity to bully her with her face being built like that. I knew from the jump I can’t trust a bitch like her (Thank God for letting me have this little sixth sense in me).  I think Jimin is just a self-hating, insecure person, and the only thing to make herself feel better is to step on someone’s feelings, which happened to be Mina. She thought Mina would stay silent that’s why she did it for 10 fucking years. TEN. FUCKING. YEARS. 

What you reap is what you sow. Remember that.

I really do not stan AOA, but I worry for the remaining members of the group. As much as I do not want to see them disband, but it seems like it is going to turn out that way, especially with this bullshit going on? I think there is barely much hope to see the group survive.

I’m also thinking Mina might join the group again now that Jimin is gone - well, maybe not; it’s hard to say something because we do not know what happens behind closed doors.

So yeah.

Anyways, thank you for tuning into my ted talk.

God, it feels so much better to pour shit out here. I feel much lighter.

[bustitdownmarklee]

Hi, everyone! I haven’t been active these past few days. It feels like I haven’t been here forever. A lot of things have been going on lately in my personal life. I really don’t post anything about my personal life, but I would like to share a bit of it (because I literally have nobody to tell this too except to this little tumblr account of mine), but before that, I want to celebrate NCT 127’s 4-year anniversary! I know I’m a little bit late! I apologize for that. It’s been a long-ass ride for these boys (you see what I did there? Lol). Each member has grown not only physically, but also emotionally and mentally. Majority of them came into the limelight when they were barely adults, and a few were still minors (Mark, Haechan). They went through so much, and to see them to where they’re at, it makes me feel proud as an NCTzen. I want them to achieve more things in life, may that be as NCT 127, as artists, or even as just being themselves. Being in the eyes of the public is hard because every movement they do, everybody can see it. I wish them growth, longevity, good health and all the best things every human being could ask for!!! Happy Anniversary, NCT 127 💕

God I miss Winwin with 127. Fuck SM for taking him away 😠

As I was saying, these past few days have been rough for me.

I don’t know where to start, to be honest.

I’ll just pour everything out, I guess.

So, you guys should know by now about what happened to PFC Vanessa Guillen. If you guys don’t know what exactly happened, let me explain this as briefly as I can.

US Army soldier PFC Vanessa Guillen was murdered on April 22nd of this year. She was stationed in a Fort Hood, TX. She was killed in the armory room by another soldier in her unit. Guillen had been missing since that day until her dismembered pieces of her remains were found buried along a river nearby the army base recently. After discovering her remains, the person who killed her found out about it and shot himself shortly when the police found him.

Here is a link about this incident:

Vanessa Guillen Case: What We Know About Killing of Fort Hood Soldier

Private First Class Vanessa Guillen was last seen on April 22 in a parking lot at squadron headquarters in Fort Hood, Texas

So what does this have to do with me? Well, let me tell you.

The person who murdered Guillen was somebody I knew. His name is Aaron Robinson. He wasn’t just an acquaintance to me or somebody that I just happened to know. He was one of my close friends back in Boot Camp. We were in the same platoon, same company — same everything. He was like a brother to me. Back in boot camp, my battle buddies and I were rooting for him; even our drill sergeants were rooting for him because he was a motivated, hard-working soldier. Even if I didn’t make it past Boot Camp (I got a hip injury and found out about it 10 days before graduation), we were still in touch. I can’t believe that the person who did this awful and ungodly thing to Guillen was somebody that my battle buddies and I call “brother.” I feel angry, sad, disappointed — my emotions are all over the place. I’ve never felt so disgusted in my whole life.

After finding out about this incident, I have been struggling with sleep. I may look fine on the outside, but when I’m by myself and not on my phone, I am not okay. I’ve been spacing out a lot just thinking about it. The day I found out about this news, I couldn’t eat properly. I forced myself to eat so I could at least have something in my stomach. I’ve been taking it easy on me day by day. I’m trying to be productive so I wouldn’t have to think about it.

I feel sorry for Guillen family because they have to go through something like this. Nobody deserves to be in this position. I pray that they find the answers they’ve all been looking for. I hope that justice will be served.

Thank you so much for tuning in to my ted talk. I feel a bit better now after pouring everything that I’ve been keeping inside of me. I’m sorry it’s a bit long. I appreciate the ones who took time to read it. Let’s celebrate for the good life that we have, and I hope you guys won’t take anything for granted because anything can happen unexpectedly. Please stay safe!! Much love 💕

[bustitdownmarklee]

happy birthday to our cancer king taeyong!!! this mf went thru hella shit yet he’s still kicking!! wishing u happiness, good health and all the best ✨ again happy birthday king, shake that ass baby 💕

[bustitdownmarklee]

BYE DJJDJDXXJDJJCKDJJUDUWUDUSUSUD

[bustitdownmarklee]

i hate it here

[bustitdownmarklee]

damn Jaehyun really got a flat ass 😔

[bustitdownmarklee]

bitches really can’t get taeyong’s name out of their mouth!!!! the man really got dragged down the mud for something he is proven innocent of, and this shit will haunt him for the rest of his life!! and them sasaengs too??? can these hoes give them privacy??? it’s creepy how u know every fucking movement they do.

[bustitdownmarklee]

i love u chile

[okayysophia]

Teen Vogue is doing the fucking work!!! Since many of you have hijacked the #SAYHERNAME movement...

[hundondestiny]

2 Black men have been found hanging from trees in California near public buildings in the last 2 weeks less than 60 miles apart. In both cases cops claimed no foul play suspected. They are lynching us and hoping you don’t care to notice.

Robert Fuller and Malcolm Harsch

[awkweirdblackgirl]

Sign the Petition

Justice for Malcom Harsch

Sign the Petition

Justice for Robert Fuller

[bustitdownmarklee]

happy birthday to this man!!! tbh ion do shit like this but i got time today lol anyways it’s moon taeil time bitches

[bustitdownmarklee]

xiaojun looking a lil too fine chile 😩😍

[bustitdownmarklee]

calling all my chicago people!!! nctzens, non-nctzens, EVERYBODY!!!! lot of black and brown-owned businesses have been looted last night... everything is all messed up!!!! one of my friends volunteered cleaning up some of the neighborhoods and it’s sad to see how a lot of businesses have been torn down... it’s time to help out our community!!! every penny counts!!! regardless if u can donate or not please spread the word!!! stay safe and take care 💕

Chicago black and brown business relief organized by Aaliyah Lara

This fundraiser is for Chicago black and brown businesses affected by the protest… Aaliyah Lara needs your support for Chicago black and bro

[bustitdownmarklee]

as a chicagoan i felt this tweet... johnny always & proudly says he is from the city but when the city needs his voice he goes missing in action... HE SHOULD NOT BE SILENT ON THIS!!! i’m not hating on him but i wish he would use his platform to speak up about what is going on!!! a lot of kpop idols have stepped up their game, used their platform to raise awareness & show support; if they can, i’m sure johnny can too.

[hailholyground]

IF YOU ARE IN SAN DEIGO PLEASE STAY SAFE

[theblackoutofficial]

#Blackout for Minneapolis. For Louisville. For Toronto. For Brooklyn. #Blackout for Us All.

To the #Blackout Community and Tumblr at large, 

We know you must have a lot of questions or are feeling distressed about the news. The world has been dealing with a lot this year, and it is an especially harrowing time for Black Americans and Black folks abroad. We know your biggest question right now could be summed up by a quote from Toni Morrison:

“What can I do where I am?”

Here at #TheBlackout, we have decided to help you start finding an answer to that question - we feel that we need each other. We need unity, organization, a clear sense of direction, but more importantly, a space where you can be yourself without judgement or fear.

So, in addition to boosting your art and businesses, our highest priority right now is to provide you all with resources to help you start from where you are.

This is a masterpost of places you can donate, find mental health + spaces for radical self-care, and just do something fun. We will be adding on as things change. 

Donate/Boost/Sign:

Minneapolis Freedom Bail Fund  & Louisville Community Bail Fund 

Reclaim the Block

Black Visions Collective

The Official GoFundMe of George Floyd’s Family

Official Petition for Breonna Taylor 

Justice for Regis Official Fund

Tony McDade’s Memorial Fund

Black Lives Matter Network

Mental Health Resources:

Ethel’s Club - Black-owned and operated social club offering access to Black therapists and a multitude of creative events for People of Color. 

Crisis Text Line - A different approach to crisis intervention, Crisis Text Line offers you help when you text 741-741. You’ll be able to chat with someone who is willing to listen and provide you with additional resources.

Shine Text. – Black-owned! Sign up to receive cheerful texts and tips every day. 

Therapy For Black Girls - A Black-owned a directory to help you find Black therapists in your area. 

Tips for Organizing/Protesting:

Knowing your rights - ACLU

How To Prepare for a Protest. (Remember to wear a mask in or to protect yourself!)

A Twitter thread of suggested readings

Fun Online Communities and Things to Do:

Some of our favorite online communities. 

Nerd Culture: @blacknerdproblems, @superheroesincolor

Poetry and Literary Spaces: Cave Canem Literary Balms program for Black poets,  Nuyorician Online Open Mic Events, Well-Read Black Girl

Podcasts: Therapy For Black Girls, Strong Black Legends by Netflix’s Strong Black Lead, The Read with Crissle and Kid Fury.

Hobbies: #BlackBirdersWeek by BlackAFinSTEM (5/31 - 6/8), Wellness Week by Black Girl Gamers. 

Join us for the 5/31 Emergency #Blackout/#BlackoutDay here on Tumblr and Twitter. 

[staff]

Thank you to @theblackoutofficial for providing resources on knowing your rights, how to protect yourself, where to donate, and how to find mental health resources if you need them right now.

Tumblr has always been a fierce believer in free speech and the power it gives to the people who wield it. Throughout history, free speech has been the most important tool used to fight for racial and social justice. The protests being held in honor of George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, and Ahmaud Arbery are no different. They are important. They should not be ignored or derided. The disproportionate violence Black people face from those who have power in our country is not acceptable. It’s on all of us, regardless of race, to stand up for what is right, to demand justice, and to demand change. 

Say their names.

Black lives matter.