I'm laicized.

Jordan, 32, he/him. AFTG-only blog: sunshinecapt11. Spoilers & NSFW are tagged. Multi-fandom & my own works. ✨️

[cabeswatercowboy]

Hey hey! Working on restructuring my accounts.

I'm gonna start moving all my @sunshinecapt11 posts HERE. Close that account.

COURTESY REMINDER:

⚠️ I'm 32, American, ADULT SPACE, NSFW friendly, NSFW positive, and WILL be posting proper NSFW again more regularly (including my OWN cosplay lewds, 'cus I'm SPICY again.) ⚠️

I love my tags and will do my best to post, responsibly.

YOUR PART:

1.) Blacklist stuff you don't wanna see

2.) Unfollow if you don't want to follow me anymore.

3.) Block me if you don't want to see my stuff AT ALL. That's fine! Take care of yourself first. 💖 Just let me have fun in a space I am creating for myself.

All are welcome to join (as long as you're a legal adult, wherever you live right now), but shit-stirrers will be blocked, reported, *and* reported to YOUR LOCAL law enforcement, if necessary!

I'm an adult in fandom, and I want to make a safe and kind space. But fuck around and find out. 💖

[versegm]

Figured I'd make my own ship bingo for my specific ship opinions. (Feel free to steal!)

[cabeswatercowboy]

In other news. I understand the thirst for Bucky Barnes now, and I hate how stupidly hot and bothered that man makes me. 😭😭😭

[cabeswatercowboy]

But what if Jean fucked Jere over the hood of Bryson's car?? As a tweat. 😌✨️

[louisegluckpdf]

cars should not be the dominant mode of transportation but we should keep them around to have sex in

[rottenroyal]

Reblog if you love looking past Riko's actions and babying him

[ellidoesart]

neil josten as the annoying younger cousin

[cabeswatercowboy]

Ravens gonna Raven. Sunshine Cap is hot shit for a reason. 😌🔥💅✨️

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Two cats resting.

[cabeswatercowboy]

Recently had some free time and drew a bunch of Jeremy-s swearing. If you think that he can't be messy and sassy, you're not reading the same books as me, lmao

[cabeswatercowboy]

I am loved and I WILL be free.

[cabeswatercowboy]

The Holy Trinity of young adult book series that get invaded by dumb bitches that have ZERO reading comprehension and have

Never

Taken.

Responsibility.

(any MW fans around? 🐴🧲)

1. The Raven Cycle / The Dreamer Triology, by Maggie Stiefvater

2. All for the Game / The Sunshine Court / The Golden Raven, by Nora Sakavic

3. Summer Sons, by Lee Mandelo

[cabeswatercowboy]

hi, this goes on the main feed, 'cus ya boy had been having MANY thoughts and MANY moments of growth and MANY MANY MANY rough days, far too often, recently.

My profound and urgent and terrifying and exciting proclamation is this:

My new goal in life is to find *my* Gangsey. People who I am deeply & madly in love with, and every single one of them is just as deeply & madly in love with me.

I need to be surrounded by dreamers who give me a reason to keep moving forward.

& I need practical and reasonable folx who will take care of logistics while I giggle and kick my feet and read about whatever brainworm subject is eating holes through my head. and I can't SLEEP, so why not *learn*? grow? improve?

because the ugly truth isn't ever far from the peripherals of your mind. the truth that repeats itself like clockwork. like the stroke of 6:21. again. again. and again:

you don't know how much time you have left. it rings in a horrifying way. several ways. all at once. none of them good. all of them terrifying.

Now, it feels like sunlight, warmth, and summer have finally started to return to me, after an unending cool, yet bitter summer eve breeze-- it feels so much like an old friend I distantly remember. Any it feels impossible to feel fear. Just for a moment.

[all-for-the-game-confessions]

The Foxes (especially the Monsters) are like Sheldon Cooper. They're great to watch on TV (or in books), but if they really existed, you'd want them 100 miles away from you.

This is the best way I’ve ever seen it described

[cabeswatercowboy]

I am in Washington DC and very hungry for dinner and dont want to get out out of the bath but bitches wont stop fuckin with me???

Smdh

[rafalopesart]

[cabeswatercowboy]

Neil Josten jumping out of Ichirou's car and flashing him a smile on the way out:

"YOU WANNA FUCK ME SO BAD IT MAKES YOU LOOK STUPID."