Shinx

@_shinyshinx

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Gamer cats

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[mayakern]

swimsuits

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This blog is not a safe space for toxic people who treat their friends like shit ‼️‼️

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Being diagnosed feels so validating cuz finally I have answers to all my questions, to all my thoughts I feel validated and not so crazy random person without motives to be depressed or extremely anxious. It's been so hard, Im trying everyday and I know I have to keep trying but idk I feel finally accepted and heard

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My grandma passed away almost 3 years ago and since I feel like I'm unable to make real connections and attachment, not only to new people but even with my long time friends and even relationship. I feel numb honestly, like a big black hole in my heart or something. And don't get me wrong I love my friends and people around me but its like I don't really care anymore if they stay or they leave. Loneliest sometimes its easier to deal with

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Anyone wants to follow me on threads? Im gonna follow you back ofc. Lets be homies

https://www.threads.net/@_shinyshinx

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Also i just found out that besides being pansexual I might be aromantic too. Everything makes sense now, thats why any of my previous dates has worked before. I do want to be loved so bad but then I find myself unable to feel like I love or like someone at 100%. There always that voice in my head questioning if I truly love them or i just don't want to be alone?!

[cactusogus]

Like fr its extreaaaammly draining and overwhelming just have to go outside and meet and interact with people. I have been calling off the dates with my friends and stuff and it's no because i don't want to meet them its just because I'm not ready to face the world yet. I don't want to be like this, i know i have a lot of things to offer but why just can't be able to express it properly?!

[nelaime-deactivated20210509]

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People don't seem to understand how hard is for me to make friends an connections in general. I do want to connect with people but why am I always ended pulling them away

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LGBTQ+ Pride Pokemon Card Patches made by AlienInAJar

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I tried to kill myself Last night, but it didn't work. I feel so stupid and useless

[lussiane333]

I'm not saying I have a type but... I do.. 🤰🏻

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I got a new haircut... Btw halloween season is near

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Omg! Hace tanto no andaba por acá; que tal? Solo quiero recordarte que te mantengas a salvo, cuida de ti y tu familia. Toma agua🌸 ily