✮⋆˙Hihi 🫶 im loveine / drix :3c im a selfshipper and my main f/o is thraxy ! im mostly neutral 2(to) doubles for all my f/os but if ur a double n i block u plz dont take it personal , its usually a comfort preference .
✮⋆˙I block freely . I dont have a dni , I will just silently block if I get annoyed or uncomfortable . or if youre a dick 2(to) my friends . Thats it
✮⋆˙I am a minor . I will not go on to warn every single mdni blog that interacts with me that I am one , but most posts will have a blinkie stating it .
Links ( NONE R MADE YET EXCEPT 4(FOR) MAIN GIVE ME SOME TIME 😞 ) : strawpage ( with f/o list ) , tagging system , main blog .
Cherry dividers by @dollywons , lipstick dividers by @enchanthings .
all selfshippers with evil malicious ass f/os pulling out the soft gentle comfort imagines whenever something bad happens i feel you and get you so hard and you are not alone actually mad scientist dr finklethorp who wants to kill everyone ever WOULD snuggle with you and give you soft kisses actually they told me so
Awareness post , with the WHOLE story , about @/eugeneroltonidk .
[ Text in alt for those who cannot read it <33 ]
Hello ! ! I’m Loveine :3c I’ve never made like . An awareness post before so . Cut me some slack sorry every pony LMAO anyway - this is about a ex mutual of mine . At first I wanted to just bitch with vague posts and bitch 2 friends but genuinely everything’s gotten to a big point where I don’t think I can really keep it quiet anymore without feeling AWFULLLLL about it .
A bit ago , I got into the Ghs fandom . Pretty awesome right ! Eventually I became moots with Eugene - felt . . off about him . But ignored it for a lonnggg while ( that’s my bad I should’ve just ignored him . Honestly 🥹 ) . I thinkkk our first DMs were bc of me ? Also my faultOH FACK NOT AGAIN🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨GO THE FUCK AAWA🔨🔨🔨STOP . THANK YOU . 🔨🙁 I don’t care . Anyway later on we started talking more ? Eventually - I realized I was uncomfortable with the idea of a character I liked in romantic situations , to the point it made me liek . Nauseous . So I put it on my Blocktag , simple ! If someone didn’t know how to use it I could easily explain :3 bbuttt ,, a few days AFTER I added it , Eugene sent this to me :
“ what’s that Meemaw ? “ well i’ll- hey what the FACK . Anyway I’ll tell you ! This is a link to Eugenes fankid oc for cactusmusic ( cactus gunman x poor conductor . Yeah guess which guy was on my Blocktag for rom ships ) . The og post was about sending asks to her ! Didn’t interact cause I’m . Yeah . That specific link leads to this post :
Now , while it could’ve been just a coincidence - it was RIGHT after I put the ships on my Blocktag . And , again , was sent to me . Did not have my Blocktag or anything . I just ignored it at the time . Thought maybe it was a mistake ? I think I definitely should’ve brought up that I wasn’t comfortable with hearing about Abby and I do feel bad for not saying anything in the first place . That is on me and I have been trying to be more open about my feelings <3
Day after , he sent this to me . More fanchildren with pc and bk ( oh baby you deserve so much better than that fucking record player / j ) that’s kinda when I realized it wasn’t a mistake ? So I ignored it too . Whatever . It was at a point of my life where I had itchier balls to scratch mentally so yk 🤷 you live and you learn or something Eventually - I put grooming on the Blocktag . Thats much more of a serious thing so i figured people would ask how to use it for that if they didn’t know how - nope ! Like either same day or day after Eugene made an entire post on discussing fictional grooming . No Blocktag and the tw tags were censored too . So literally I just like . . blocked him . I only told one friend about it BECAUSE ☝️had an itch about him at least bringing it up to them and . This friend is someone I trust alotttt so I let them know yup yup 🙂↕️
Turns out I was correct about him sending dms about it to our moots ! He probably sent wayyy more to others , but I only know about two close friends who were asked about it . Photo for evidence down here YYAY
Red is a friend Eugene yelled at for doing exactly smth he asked . Which was Tell him WHY he’s getting blocked b4 blocking . Green is a friend he’s been using as a shield for his behavior . Do not blame green for anything in this - she had zero part in it and it’s odd to me he only brought her up when needing a reason . I have more screenshots with red and Eugene’s convo but red is in a very vulnerable state during it , so I don’t want to share much publicly without explicit permission . What I will say is that Eugene freaked out and swore in Russian to red which cause them to be in a vulnerable state . Twisting up my words in front of red ( translated by a friend <3 ) :
Now , mind you - red already discussed that MY issue was not about a vent Eugene made in disc ( which , he only brought up when he tried to defend himself . . So take that how you will ) . It was , and cannot stress this enough , cause of not using my Blocktag . Which Eugene does understand n that will be proved later . Eventually I had red send Eugene over to me to have a conversation , hoping it could be just a talk and go on with our lives thing . Conversation here :
This is where I thought stuff would end mostly , maybe we’d vaguepost but yk . It’s tumblr . but guess what ladies and gentlemen and everypony out and inbetween ? I was #incorrect ! Go figure . I admit - I was rude during the conversation . I worded things oddly and not very respectful . It was in a fit of rage but i definitely should’ve held back a bit more . i am working on that now and will continue to do so .
CANNOT find every single screenshot so . You’d have to unforch just get my word for it blehhh:( . but he kept vague posting about me ( and red ) on his blog and discord servers red is still in , Even though he whined about me bitching about him . So in no specific order :
Yes , third post is about me :p was blocked the exact same time as it was posted lolll
Let’s talk about this specific post ! Many flaws in it which I’m delighted to point out .
“ I’ve tried not to talk about it publicly “ technically ? Yes . But you’ve vague posted and bitched , as have I , and you were the one to NameDrop first . URL DROP SPECIFICALLY . . so in ALL honesty ? That is your fault . You dug your grave and you gotta lay in it . My behavior is not going overboard - it’s mimicking you . If you want me to respect you you have to respect me first . We could’ve dropped this a LONGGG time ago if you gave the same respect I was willing to give you at first . “ ive been trying to talk to you seriously “ no you haven’t . Again , it’s been vague posts on both ends . We talked about this one time and you came out of it worse than the start I fear . “ I don’t want to fight you because you’re a kid “ WE’RE FIGHTING RIGHT NOW . I FEARS . HAVE AT ME 🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺🤺 “ you stole two of my friends when I was in a very weak mental state “ 1 . . . I . Literally had no way of knowing you were in a mental state and 2 . Did not steal them ! They blocked ya on their own behalf . Trust me even I was surprised . “ you keep talking shit about me even though I blocked you a long time ago “ blocked me yesterday . Technically day before yesterday cause it’s midnight here as I’m posting lala . “ accused me of grooming just because of your stupid dni and only one time cause I was emotional “ . . A bit to unpack ? Never accused you of grooming . Like I can pull up every single bitch session . There was no accusations of grooming . Red told you that part of why I blocked was cause of the untagged post about grooming you made . Either you misread or misunderstood but either way it is not at all what I claimed <3 also HERES where I can point out he knew about the Blocktag ^ lalalal I win 5ever . Yeahh . Anyway the last part I don’t understand ? What do you mean “ only one time “ . What . Do we mean here . Huh .
“ the way you make fun of my paranoia is extremely fucking disgusting “ ? Neverrr did that . I think I mentioned it was weird that YOU felt scared and unsafe after everything but didn’t make fun of it ? ? If it came across as such i apologize for that . “ stop manipulating the people i love “ . I don’t . Think I ever did that . I just whined to people who ALSO have had issues with you way b4 mine came along . What they did after that i didn’t have anything to do with :p “ if you keep whining about me regularly , it won’t make you a better person , but it will only prove how obsessed you are with me “ I agree for the most part ! Vagueposting doesn’t make me a better person , but it DOES make me feel better without sending others after the other person . And I think that’s better than nothin . It sucks but everyone , including me and you , do it 🤷 just how we are as beings . No shame in vagueposting ! Now - I ain’t obsessed with you . But I’m still focused on the way you treated me and others and still a bit messed up from the entire situation . It caused me stress just as it did for you .
“ I hope you’ll become smarter and understand what you’re doing “ I understand what I’m doing and what I’ve done perfectly . But I am , , unsure if I can say the same for you :p you’re still twisting up everything :p
anyway , my notes from all this : I think it’s best just to avoid and / or block Eugene . While It stinks that either he or one of his friends started to send threats and wishing the worst onto me , I’d much rather not return that nastiness . Though if you still fully support Eugene , I think it’s best if you distance yourself from my blog . Apologies ! Thanks for reading , reblogs for more awareness or any addons are always appreciated but NEVER forced . As long as you acknowledge everything , I’m appreciative . Thank you and have a good day angelface <3
my sincerest apologies if applicable, but what's wrong with the term yumeship? i can't find anything on google about why white people shouldn't use it
again, my sincerest apologies if applicable, you may feel free to ignore or be mad
This and this and this and this and this and this and many other examples that you can just look through. (Sorry for the many links but several people have pointed this out.) Its literally orientaltism. Its literally "Thing Japan ✨🌟." Its appropriating a culture with a term that never even STARTED in the self ship community, and a term we didnt even need.
like think. Really think to yourself as to why "yume" is more "cute" or "appealing" or "cuter." Really think why a Japanese term is "better." Think as to why, after years of harassment and being called cringe, self shipping became a trend, an aesthetic, popular even, when they found a Japanese term for it. Think as to why white people using a Japanese word is seen as "aesthetic." Its downright racist, especially when people think that yume is a "better" term and will only engage with people who use that term. They wont interact with anyone who calls it "self shipping" because thats the "cringe" and bad and lesser term.
Please stop using yume when yume was never needed, was appropriated, and is seen as "cuter" solely because its a Japanese word.
