i tried making a contrapuntal poem for hollanov, which can be read 3 ways: shaneâs side alone, ilyaâs side alone, or both sides together. inspired by the long game.
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i tried making a contrapuntal poem for hollanov, which can be read 3 ways: shaneâs side alone, ilyaâs side alone, or both sides together. inspired by the long game.
Me getting up in the morning likeÂ
Hittinâ the keyboard like
Friends cominâ online like
DID YOu SEE tHE THINGg MY GOD
We didn't see Tommy and Buck having sexcapades or sex-related mishaps and that is a crime
AMEN
we got Athena being handcuffed to a bed can you IMAGINE what Buck and Tommy could have gotten up to
Buck comes into work with a black eye and spends the whole episode refusing to explain what happened while everyone teases him and then at the very end Tommy comes to pick him up and he has an identical black eye
Tommy gets stuck out on Buck's balcony in his underwear because he was trying to do a sexy little surprise and didn't realize the sliding door locks automatically
Buck buys some edible body paint and Tommy has an bad reaction to it because it contains coconut oil and Buck didn't know he's allergic
they break a bed. multiple times. that's it that's the premise you can't tell me those two six foot something beefy muscley hunks didn't absolutely destroy multiple ikea bedframes over the course of six months!!!
@capitalnineteen
hi hi this is so funny they found their shared hobby <3
#bucktommy#okay like just... it's never really discussed. they're just always bed shopping#have you guys still not bought a bed?'' someone asks when Buck is scrolling through beds on his phone#''yeah. we did. a couple.''#''how many rooms are you furnishing?''#''just the one''#another time he's watching something on his phone and it cuts to paid sponsorship and Buck just scuffs ''solid and sturdy joinery my ass''#just ALWAYS bed shopping#until finally there's mention of them taking a class together#it's woodworking#primarily so they don't have to but all the tools#because Tommy's already got car tools and they've both got all that gym equipment#can't get invested in another expensive and space taking hobby like that#but they CAN take a class and use the stuff to build their own custom bed
Two lonely gay men who know they are about to see the end of the best relationship they've ever had, and maybe lose the love of their lives.
i actually think that what's being missed in the 'why does everyone love heated rivalry' conversation is just that it's good
it's well made, well shot, well directed, the music is interesting, the costumes are both thoughtful and subtly period accurate, the sex scenes are intentional and, again, accurate to what hooking up when you're like 18 actually feels like...the actors are of course attractive but they look like real people. the characters are varied and well fleshed out, the acting is really, really strong
so many shows and films shoot and then slot in whatever music kind of fits or could be licenced in the budget after time, but you can tell that the scenes in hr were shot with that specific music in mind. and the same intentional approach runs through the whole thing
it feels...so nice to watch a show that cares about itself
BRILLIANT MINDS 2.19
I was rereading some of my favorite BuckTommy fics this past weekend and I found myself getting unexpectedly emotional.
Not because of the stories themselves, although they always manage to destroy me in the best possible ways, but because I was struck all over again by the sheer love and care that this community has poured into bucktommy. Every fic feels like a gift. Every author saw something special in these characters and decided they were worth exploring, worth understanding, worth fighting for. The talent in this fandom genuinely amazes me. The way writers captured their chemistry, their potential, all the little moments and possibilities left between the lines leaves me in awe every time.
But then there's this sadness that creeps in alongside it. Because no matter how many incredible stories I read, there's always the knowledge that the actual show writers are never going to give Buck and Tommy the story they deserved. They'll never get the care, development, and payoff that so many fic writers have given them for free. They'll never get the chance to become what they could have been on our TV screens.
That's why this fandom means so much to me, because while the show has moved on, this community hasn't. People keep writing. Keep creating. Keep imagining a future where Buck and Tommy are allowed to matter. A future where their relationship is treated with the depth and respect it deserves. And honestly, most of those fan fics feel more real and more emotionally satisfying than anything the show could have given us.
I still love BuckTommy. I probably always will. I still believe they deserved better, but today, more than anything, I'm grateful. Grateful for every writer, grateful for every fic that gave them another chance. Grateful for a community that refused to let a story end just because the show decided it was over.
Thank you for keeping them alive. â¤ď¸
Unfortunately Hudson Williams committed several grave sins to the internet:
Masculanized an Asian character
Became a heartthrob as a POC
Gave an award-winning performance for a neurodivergent character
Is dating a woman after playing a gay man
Gets just as much praise as his white costar
Doesn't censor himself to fit in
IS AN ASIAN MAN WHO HAS PEOPLE ALL OVER THE WORLD SO DIABOLICALLY DOWN BAD FOR HIM
happy pride to françois arnaud and françois arnaud only. i donât think anyone who isnât bi understands what it means to see a 40yo out bisexual man in hollywood.
Loyalty (1869)
â by Briton Rivière
Loyalty (2025)
â by Ilya Rozanov
frequently, secretly fond of each other.
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, âI like both. Is secret, okay?â âOkay,â Hollander says. He doesnât say anything else. The airâs so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; itâs the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves menâs bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
just being
Remember "Reduce, Reuse, Recycle" ? I feel like there's been a distancing from the "reduce" and "reuse" part and a favoritism towards "recycle" by corporate American.
Capitalism can still thrive with recycling in the mix. You buy Plastic Thing 1, throw it away after one use, and they take that and recycle it into Plastic Thing 2 and sell it back to you. All while continuing to harm the environment.
Reusing puts a damper on things. They can't sell you Plastic Thing 2 when you're still using Plastic Thing 1. Plastic forks, for example- there is literally no reason why you can't reuse plastic forks more than once (aside from maybe microplastics, but it's too late for that)
Reducing is the one everyone wants to ignore. Just don't buy Plastic Thing 1. You don't need Plastic Thing 1. Pick up a set of metal forks and use those for years. Convenience is killing the planet
the slogan is in that order for a reason! It is listed in order of effectiveness and impact; if you can't reduce, reuse. If you can't reuse, recycle.
Refuse what you donât need
Reduce what you can
Reuse everything still in working order
Recirculate what you donât need by sharing or selling onward
Refurbish whatâs fallen out of good condition so it lasts longer
Repair whatâs broken altogether
Repurpose what canât serve its original function
Recycle what is unsuitable for repurposing
What goes unsaid here is why theyâre all âre-â prefixed: itâs about circularity. Keeping the resources in use means that we donât have to keep incurring the environmental costs of production over and over on infinite one-way trips of new stuff starting in the earth, through human society, and right back into the earth in landfill.
I don't know who needs to hear this but... start living. The days are flying by and all you do is work, pay bills, and stress. Enjoy what you can like walks, sunsets, music, laughter. Joy doesn't have to be expensive. You deserve it.
HUDSON AND ANNA THE FUTURE OF CANADA LIKE MY CSA WINNERS YUP YUP
Hudson Williams and Anne Lambe backstage at the Canadian Screen Awards