Thoughts Of A Cath

Just some random things inside my brain

[cathsbrain]

Didn’t write anything yet but it doesn’t mean she didn’t think about it

- cathsbrain 220124

[cathsbrain]

She's back in the city where she thought she's never gonna see

But something faded away in this city where she feels free

-cathsbrain 100223

[cathsbrain]

The lady said add first the big rocks, then the small pebbles and pour the sand in a jar and not the other way around otherwise the big rocks will not fit inside.

- cathsbrain 180123

[cathsbrain]

She said it’s important but she’s not yet a hundred percent on it

She’s just thinking and praying a hundred one percent

-cathsbrain 060123

[cathsbrain]

What a 2022 it has been! 🎢

Another chapter closed and another one begins 📖

[cathsbrain]

Time where does it go?

Does it go to sleep, eat or even go to the bathroom

Somehow she can’t seem to find it

It’s like the champion of this game called hide and seek

-cathsbrain.031222

[cathsbrain]

I’m okay. If not then I’ll be. Don’t worry too much about me. You need to let me go. You figured the world out and perhaps you’re still trying to. And I need to do that as well- by myself. The only difference between us is that I’m not alone like what you’ve been through. And for that I am truly thankful to Him that I have both of you by my side. So don’t worry sir, I’m okay and if not I’ll be.

- cathsbrain 151022

[cathsbrain]

She just want to be everywhere before the wind takes her where she’ll be happy to be felt and not be seen at all.

[cathsbrain]

The truth is even though you’re nice it doesn’t mean you will be liked by everyone else and you cannot please everybody

- cathsbrain 190922

[cathsbrain]

Sometimes you need to remind yourself that your not Superman but only Lois Lane

-cathsbrain 170922

[siir-poesia]

[cathsbrain]

It’s true then, that you know what you truly love when it’s gone

You think you’re selfish but perhaps you’re not

They think you’re stubborn but isn’t it people learn when bad decisions are made?

And yet there are no bad decisions isn’t it? they’re just choices with a corresponding consequences that we face

- cathsbrain 24.07.22

[cathsbrain]

It was 7:30am and she found out that a friend died. She started to read the messages and remembered the last time she saw her 6 years ago. She looked so chic with that semi high cut boots she was wearing. Her smile, her laughter as her eyes twinkled.

She found herself sending her a dm while others posted pictures of memories shared with her. Video clips of goofing around during those days that we were not that exposed in reality of adulthood.

It was so soon, what happened was so fast. The group didn’t have any clue. Just a month away towards that 30th. She was so young. A life that was borrowed indeed.

Though connection was not always there between them, she hoped she knew that she inspired her to keep doing arts. Thank you for the memories and for the inspiration, you were really her idol.

Til we meet again.

- cathsbrain 200822

[cathsbrain]

Today, she realized that pictures can both be sad and happy to looked at- that both feelings were felt at the same moment.

-cathsbrain 06.08.22

[31court]

“Good morning, and in case I don’t see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and good night!”

— The Truman Show (1998)

[cathsbrain]

Time, the trickiest subject you’ll learn in life

- cathsbrain 23.07.22

[cathsbrain]

The small talks, walks in the market, company during medical appointments, late night chats, arguing what channel to watch, beer with pizza and Netflix night, grocery shopping, playing board games, scary movies during Valentine’s Day and Christmas, gossips in the kitchen, driving to a wrong turn, etc

These things she said to me are little things, little moments that you should cherish cause when it piles up its going to be a big memory. Life can be too short, you’ll never know when your time is up