Let's talk over a nice game of chess, hmm?

indie rp blog for john of the adventure zone

[grootficguy]

“Every Pokemon is someone’s favourite” I’m making a spreadsheet to see if this is true. Reblog with your favourite Pokemon in the tags.

Here’s the spreadsheet in-progress

[grootficguy]

Ok, mother of GOD that's a lot of responses and I am but one man with Excel. I'll update these ASAP but also some rules:

A Pokemon only counts for itself, not its evolution line.

A Pokemon with multiple forms (like Zygarde) will only be counted for the specified form. A Pokemon with multiple appearances (like Spinda, Vivillon, Sylvally, etc.) count for all their appearances.

I'm literally doing this as a testament to my own depression that not everyone is lovable, so add that to the weight of this post's meaning.

[sumetal]

1-800-VAPORSLAVE

[imwiremother]

Yes I faked discord messages to prove gayhallmonitor ate a person alive when they didn’t. I’m sorry for engaging in call out culture and I don’t want to be run off of here

[laxu]

[microtear-deactivated20181213]

[trapcard]

[thebuttkingpost-deactivated2021]

I’m getting the feeling that this entire website is an experiment to find a string of words that will kill someone instantly upon reading them and I think the experiment is almost over

[cybercrimer]

*opens my third eye*  >⋮3c

[mcnerds]

Is that all you’ve got? >ꙮ3c

[justanotherrpmeme]

Send 💬  for me to make you a starter with a random line of dialogue from this generator.

[cruelonlytobekindarchived]

HOUSE OF LEAVES SENTENCE MEME.

Mix and match things and connect things together however you’d like, this book is cryptic but beautiful as hell.

Nightmares have that quality, don’t they?

It may be the wrong decision, but fuck it, it’s mine.

Is it possible to think of that place as unshaped by human perceptions?

Something to be taken literally as well as ironically.

It takes more than just being good. Don’t get me wrong; I love oral sex, especially if the guy knows what he’s doing.

I’m afraid.

It is hungry.

It is immortal.

Worse, it knows nothing of whim.

Everything whimsical has left.

I see it feelingly.

Myth makes Echo the subject of longing and desire.

Physics makes Echo the subject of distance and design.

Where emotion and reason are concerned, both claims are accurate.

And where there is no Echo thee is no description of space or love.

There is only silence.

Why did god create a dual universe?

So he might say–

Be not like me. I am alone.

And it might be heard.

But as that story usually goes, he wasn’t around no more.

You might try then, as I did, to find a sky so full of stars it will blind you again.

Only no sky can blind you now. 

Even with all that iridescent magic up there, your eye will no longer linger on the light.

It will no longer trace constellations.

You’ll care only about the darkness and you’ll watch it for hours, for days, maybe even for years, trying in vain to believe you’re some kind of indispensable universe.

As if just by looking you could keep it all at bay.

It will get so bad you’ll be afraid to look away.

You’ll be afraid to sleep.

You’ll watch yourself dismantle every assurance you’ve ever lived by.

And then you’ll turn, unable to resist, though try to resist you still will.

The creature you truly are.

The creature we all are.

Buried in the nameless black of a name.

And then the nightmares will begin.

So I swallowed up.

I killed it.

I changed the subject.

You’re alright. Don’t worry so much. You’re still young. You’ll be fine.

The dark line where the eye persists in seeing something that was never there to begin with.

The aftermath of meaning. A lifetime finished between the space of two frames.

I have no sense of anything other than myself.

[horrificmemes]

Send my muse a deadly sin and they’ll confess to something they’ve done related to that sin.

For reference: pride, greed, gluttony, lust, envy, sloth, and wrath.

[persephonememes]

sentence prompts ➝  poetry starters

‘  life— the thing that happens to us.  ’

‘  you owe no one your forgiveness.  ’

‘  how’s that for a happily ever after?  ’

‘  silence has always been my loudest scream.  ’

‘  when I die, do not waste a minute mouring me.  ’

‘  “no” is short for “fuck off.”  ’

‘  you shine brighter than all the starlight there has ever been or ever will be.  ’

‘  i bet you regret making an enemy out of me.  ’

‘  we cannot control what we remember  ’

‘  i don’t even believe in people.  ’

‘  it takes courage to grow up and become who you really are  ’

‘  i am a world of uncertainties disguised as a girl.  ’

‘  whatever it is that stirs your soul, listen to that. everything else is just noise.  ’

‘  i like the disaster of the night sky, stars spilling this way and that as if  they were upturned from a glass.  ’

‘  resist much, obey little.  ’

‘  be patient and tough; one day this pain will be useful to you.  ’

‘  i am a dreamer with empty hands and I like the chill.  ’

‘  i deserved someone who was willing to stay  ’

‘  you’re everywhere except right here and it hurts  ’

‘  time doesn’t obey our commands  ’

‘  girls like her were born in a storm.  ’

‘  only the brave and the broken are kind in this world.  ’

‘  people aren’t born sad; we make them that way.  ’

‘  some people are born with tornados in their lives  ’

‘  there is nothing scarier in their minds than a girl who knows the power of her flames.  ’

‘  tell them to be proud of every bit of themselves—  ’

‘  some are made of witchcraft and wolf and a little bit of vice.  ’

‘  these scars have never diminished your worth, they are the stories that make you whole.  ’

‘  and you say you are broken, but broken mirrors like you create the most beautiful patterns of light.  ’

‘  but what could you possibly see in her?  ’

‘  everything, I see everything in her, because the stardust that makes her is the same stardust that makes me.  ’

‘  did you really think she was a tender flower you could trample upon, and damage her very soul?  ’

‘  you clutter my mind  ’

‘  i close my eyes and see infinite galaxies  ’

‘  i long for a life i have control of  ’

‘  and all i have now are memories that feel like dreams  ’

‘  don’t be afraid of getting hurt  ’

‘  you have to fight to be alright  ’

[the-composer]

❤ ▬▬ emotional starters to kick you in the feelings.

“What am I to you?” “If you could be with me, would you?” “Do you still think about (___)?” ”Do you want to be something more?” “I need to tell you how I feel.” “I miss how we used to be.” “Is it okay to say that I’m jealous?” “I’m so sorry I’m jealous… It’s such an ugly feeling.” ”I can’t help the way I feel.” ”They all want you, but they don’t even know you.” ”Is it okay to want you for myself?” “You’re mine. I don’t want to share.” “I want to be the only one for you.” “It’s you. You’re it. You’re the one I want.” “If you want me, you can have me.” “You can have others, but I will be your priority.” “Let’s talk about what you want.” “Let’s talk about what I want.” “I’ll wait for you. I’ll wait until you’re ready.” “You’re my friend. You didn’t know that?” ”I don’t think I know how to love…” ”Can I trust you?” “I forgive you.” “I only play around because I don’t have you.” “Name it. I’d give it up for you.” “You play so hard to get. Will I ever catch you?” “How can I get you to like me?” “Is there some secret to winning your love?” “Are you available?” “Are you afraid of commitment?” “If I agreed to be exclusive with you, would you do the same?” “Do you feel anything?” ”Why are you pushing me away?” ”The instant you start to feel something, you turn tail and run.” ”He/she/they love you, you know…” ”Don’t. I’m not good for you. Don’t even think about falling for me.” ”I will hurt you. That’s just a fact.” “You’re so wild that I want to be the one to tame you.” ”If you love them, then I want to as well.” “Your heart is safe with me.” ”You’re the type who wants to have your cake and eat it, too.” ”You’ve got me wrapped around your finger.” ”I’ve missed you so much.” ”Your happiness comes before mine.” ”I don’t mind sharing, as long as I’m with you.” “I am so sorry for hurting you.” “Can we start over?”

[quillsmusehub-archive]

chessandquestions:

“No. I meant literally. I don’t think you will be able to go home if I tell you the story in full” he sighs. “i suppose it wouldn’t hurt to tell you the jist of it.  I can be careful. As long as I don’t tell you what I learned at any time,  it should be alright. Besides, its been so long since I’ve spoken to anyone, and even longer since i met a new person”

he focuses a moment and a table with two chairs appear, a john sits. “have a seat”

“What, is the story itself cursed? Can a story be cursed…?” Phoenix asked mostly to himself. To his surprise, a table and chairs suddenly appeared. He looked at Josh then back to the furniture. The man frowned but after a moment, he took a seat.

[chessandquestions]

"Not quite. But in this case, you can learn too much. I did. That's how this started." He sighs. "I used to be an academic. One day, in my reasearch, I learned something that changed everything. I......." johns face contorts , as if trying to make sense of a memory

[chessandquestions]

“I’m a terrible person, but I have a good reason.”

[dochighchurch]

But that’s what faith is all about. Because even though we don’t know what we’re headed into, we believe that we are headed into something.

                                                       ask | dossier | rules

[memestockpile]

therapy / talking about trauma / post - trauma starters. feel free to change things as necessary. 

would you like to talk about it?

please tell me what’s bothering you.

hey, are you okay?

i don’t have to know everything. just what you’re comfortable telling me.

i’m your friend. of course i care.

there’s nothing bad about going to therapy.

would you like to try a different approach?

i – i didn’t know that. i’m sorry.

is this helping?

i’ll try not to ask a lot of questions.

i’m always here if you need me.

shh, it’s alright. shh. 

we’re safe now. you’re safe now.

it was just a nightmare.

sweetheart, you have to tell me these things.

you know i’d never judge you for that, right?

i’m worried about you.

is something going on? 

everything you say will just be between you and me.

what method do you prefer?

do you need help falling asleep?

anything i could do to help?

why are you like this?

i understand. 

sweetie, is there something you aren’t telling me? what’s wrong?

let’s get you cleaned up.

this is good. this is important. 

you’re healing, and healing takes time. 

we can do more tomorrow.

how about you get some sleep, hm?

bedtime.

it’s ok not to be ok.

tomorrow is another day.

hey, hey, hey. look at me, look at me. it’s okay.

breath in for seven seconds, exhale for eleven …

do you need some space?

remember, look for things that you can touch. ground yourself.

[chessandquestions]

((oh btw im using this blog again aa))

[quillsmusehub-archive]

chessandquestions:

“Unitentionally, I assure you. It’s the result of many things I’ve tried to do. It’s an odd story, but If you want to go home, you shouldn’t hear the full why”

Phoenix crossed his arms and cocked an eyebrow. This guy was cryptic to a fault, wasn’t he? “I’m probably gonna be stuck here for a while until someone manages to get me out. I might as well hear this odd story.”

[chessandquestions]

“No. I meant literally. I don’t think you will be able to go home if I tell you the story in full” he sighs. “i suppose it wouldn’t hurt to tell you the jist of it.  I can be careful. As long as I don’t tell you what I learned at any time,  it should be alright. Besides, its been so long since I’ve spoken to anyone, and even longer since i met a new person”

he focuses a moment and a table with two chairs appear, a john sits. “have a seat”

[quillsmusehub-archive]

chessandquestions:

“If you’re the fool who fell in the hole, I’m the one who dug straight down. Does that make sense?”

Phoenix decided to ignore the ‘fool’ comment. “It makes enough sense. You basically made this place then, right? …Why?”

[chessandquestions]

"Unitentionally, I assure you. It's the result of many things I've tried to do. It's an odd story, but If you want to go home, you shouldn't hear the full why"

[welllmet-deactivated20190216]

chessandquestions / john :

“If you NEED to know every fucking unimportant emotion stained detail, which you don’t, you can go get Merle and tell him to get elbow deep on my heart, but again, you don’t need that”John pauses carefully before posing a long, wordy, and perhaps pretentious question “Speaking of my heart, I’d like to ask you something, and I’ll ask someone else if you don’t awnser, but I promise you it is indeed a matter of compassion, more free of ultierior motives than any question I have asked since, well…… since I can remember, probably. I heard something about the day of story and song and I need to know if it’s something you know”

          ❝ — or want that. i’d rather stay way from anything involving you as much as i can. ❞ he’d gesture toward john with a sneer before his eyes narrowed at the other’s request. fingers drummed against his arm, contemplating the request for a few minutes before giving a flippant gesture.

         ❝ fine. fine. what is it ? get on with the whole question deal. ❞

[chessandquestions]

"I heard that the others.... sorry, I heard that after you defeated the hunger, the planes inside it scattered, and the people within the hunger who had come from them, found their way home." Found their way home. He says it like he's memorized the exact wording of someone else. He looks up. "Is that, is that true? Was there really any evidence of that? Was that something you learned? Could something like that really be true?" John speaks each word with the most hope and desperation a man can possibly fit, and he silently wonders if he's going to cough up his heart or something, but luckily he does not