chicat

19 years ruined by being mentally ill | he/him

[chicatcantcatchabreak]

I notice every single change and completely new word in their vocabulary and they have the audacity to lie and say they don't talk to anyone but me

[jupitertears3]

i just want to smash my head onto concrete

[maladapt3d]

Nobody has ever loved me the way I loved them

[shelly890]

how much fucking clearer do i have to make my abandonment issues for people to stop casually abandoning me as simply as one takes out the trash

[stupidbpdb1tch]

I'm the problem. If I died everything would've been better

[vk20002]

I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation

[maybeineverwas]

chaining you up by the front door and making you wait for me to come home every day. maybe when you've come to your senses and learned you love me all the same we can ditch the chain and you can just wait like a good pet, yeah?

[angelicdev0tion]

"you attract what you fear"

ohhh noooo mutual obsession..oh noo a clingy, obsessive and devoted partner..I'm so scared..

[obsessiveon]

normalize having favorites. in fact, normalize me being your favorite. normalize loving me more than you’ve ever loved anyone else. please please please please please please

[cannibalsheart]

i literally want your flesh between my teeth but texting you works fine i guess.

[chicatcantcatchabreak]

How am I ever supposed to live when the one I love has other people in their life

[yourgirlinpieces4]

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

the thing about me is i will fail everyone in my life eventually

[yourgirlinpieces4]

"attachment is the root of all suffering" and I have the get-attached-to-everything disorder

[emotionalsupporthandgun]

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me watch every single one of my favorite people give up on me

[yourgirlinpieces4]

i wanna smash my head on concrete

[s1ck-pup]

abandonment issues are turning “i’m going away for a few days” into “this is the beginning of the end.”