Stray Cat In A Library

Made by A Nameless Monster

[cigsanddepresso]

About Me

Hi. I’m a stray cat in a library named Coffee. 

The name of my cat is Ozzie.

My hobbies: Writing, reading, listening to music, playing the violin, horseback riding, cooking/baking, occasional digital art and crocheting, journaling, hiking in the nature, stargazing, satisfying my hunger for information, Yapology and acting like a tortured 19th century poet.

I have a degree in Hannibalogy.

The best description for me would be a nameless monster.

I had my becoming when I experienced derangement of all senses.

#1 Rimlaine supporter living in Port Mafia basement with Verlaine mourning for Rimbaud.

@@for-rimlaine-always is my community for Rimlaine, feel free to join and post there!

My favourite ships are Rimlaine, Stuilly, Hannigram, Fyolai, Sidtum, Fukumori, Ranpoe, Johnlock (BBC), GhostMyers (specifically Dead by Daylight), LadyTrish (DMC 2007), Soukoku and O’Brinston (1984).

My favourite cinematic masterpieces: Scream 1996 (movie), Silence of the Lambs (movie) / Hannibal (series), Bungo Stray Dogs (anime), Monster (anime), Sherlock (series)

My favourite books: A Clockwork Orange, No Longer Human, Notes from the Underground, Crime and Punishment, 1984, The Metamorphosis, Stormbringer, Monster (manga), (for short stories) I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream, The Library of Babel, (for poetry) A Season In Hell

Want to read list: The Invention of Morel, The Brothers Karamazov, The Idiot (halfway finished), Animal Farm, We, overall more dystopian novels and more of Jorge Luis Borges, Osamu Dazai and Fyodor Dostoevsky.

I am cigsanddepresso of AO3 and I am burdened with glorious purpose (writing unholy/angst/queer/doomed/comfort fanfics of Rimlaine / Stuilly / Hannigram / Fyolai / Soukoku / Fukumori / Sidtum).

Characters I kin: Fyodor Dostoevsky, Loki (Marvel), Billy Loomis, Sherlock Holmes (BBC), Johan Liebert, Osamu Dazai, Clarice Starling (Silence of the Lambs), Arthur Rimbaud (19th Century France)

no DNI, I love interactions

RimLaine • Community on Tumblr

RimLaine fans in the Port Mafia basement

bi-demiaroace, demigirl, cassgender, sapiophile/sexual she/they

[haushiinka]

some of my mutuals as deer because i like you guys

@nekroliebhaber / max : fallow deer

@prodeathraver / elijah : muntjac deer

@jame-dumb / jame : marsh deer @believeinthe-enemy / party : white-tailed deer @necr0-th1ng / L : tufted deer

@cigsanddepresso / coffee : elk

@lambsareeaten / the red crown : sambar deer

@losermuttgreg / greg : chital deer

[cigsanddepresso]

Wait that’s so cool thank you :333

[cigsanddepresso]

I. Haven’t. Seen. Any. Cats. In. Two. Weeks. Because. Germany. Has. None. Give. Me. My. Cats. Back. I. Miss. Ozzie. And. 10. Other. Cats. On. Every. Single. Street.

[melancholic-whimsy]

things would be easier if i were normal but if i were normal id be so terribly bored . then again if i were normal i wouldn’t be so easily bored

[cigsanddepresso]

— Sherlock Holmes, probably.

[theoverthinkingatlas]

— Ranpo Edogawa (bsd), probably.

[cosmopolitanalienation]

Its always a beautiful day when another academic friend of yours shares the same annoyed vibe from some people in the community and rants to you once in a while forever connected by nerdy topics and hatred

[melancholic-whimsy]

things would be easier if i were normal but if i were normal id be so terribly bored . then again if i were normal i wouldn’t be so easily bored

[cigsanddepresso]

— Sherlock Holmes, probably.

[cigsanddepresso]

I just met a genderfluid person and to the fellow genderfluids of tumblr: you people are superduper amazing pls never stop being so amazing i love you people so much

[cigsanddepresso]

Can you tell that I am an ABC person?

(Asexual, aromantic, asocial and autistic)

(Bisexual, 221B Baker St, books and BSD)

(Cats, coffee, caffeine and crime/cannibalism)

[cigsanddepresso]

There is a correlation between authors and the existence of cats around them I just can’t prove it.

[cigsanddepresso]

Nevermind just realized there are tons of articles written on this topic. There is a correlation guys.

[cigsanddepresso]

And the authors who have cats (plenty, actually) hold their cats as a being equal to a monarch in their eyes by the way, and this is reported directly from their own writings.

This is also linked by many to the fact that cats and authors are quite the same creatures in mind and share tons of similar personality traits if you think about it. They are compatible to live in the same environment as roommates, too.

[cigsanddepresso]

This post made me miss my Ozzie…

[cigsanddepresso]

There is a correlation between authors and the existence of cats around them I just can’t prove it.

[cigsanddepresso]

Nevermind just realized there are tons of articles written on this topic. There is a correlation guys.

[cigsanddepresso]

And the authors who have cats (plenty, actually) hold their cats as a being equal to a monarch in their eyes by the way, and this is reported directly from their own writings.

This is also linked by many to the fact that cats and authors are quite the same creatures in mind and share tons of similar personality traits if you think about it. They are compatible to live in the same environment as roommates, too.

[cigsanddepresso]

There is a correlation between authors and the existence of cats around them I just can’t prove it.

[cigsanddepresso]

Nevermind just realized there are tons of articles written on this topic. There is a correlation guys.

[cigsanddepresso]

There is a correlation between authors and the existence of cats around them I just can’t prove it.

[cigsanddepresso]

I’m gay, nerd, horny, funny(?) and I serve cunt. I am all I ever wanted to be.

[fizzle-pop-berry-twst]

//kkyyyggghhhh i need a weighted blanket or sumth my skin is crawling and my spine is trying to rip itself out and i keep yawning in this really uncomfy way i feel so Fleshy it ' s genuinely so groosssss//

[cigsanddepresso]

THIS IS SO RELATABLE OMG SO SO RELATABLE SOMETIMES MY SKIN IS JUST GOING THE “TIME TO GET IRRITATINGLY ANNOYING AND CRINGE”

[fizzle-pop-berry-twst]

//sixxxx seveennnnnnn//

[cigsanddepresso]

I feel like 67 has deeply rooted connections with absurdism but until I can start thinking philosophically like this morning I can’t prove it.

[minormalady]

I am the surgeon & I am the patient & I am the technician handing over the scalpel & I am the scalpel & I am the pervert touching themselves in the corner

[melancholic-whimsy]

the way i started vibrating when my teacher said the words „notes from the underground“ has to studied

[cigsanddepresso]

Are we like… twins…? Siblings from another mother?

When I was reading that book, I got so overwhelmed (I have high empathy for book characters and I easily absorb their emotions, and that book was a source of embarrassment in my brain) that I threw it to the wall and didn’t pick it up for months before finishing it overnight. This happened on multiple occasions with multiple books

[melancholic-whimsy]

atp we have to be twins that were separated at birth because yes empathy only for book characters and the embarrassment oughough i read a chapter and then i have to put it down before picking it up again im almost done burning will reread it in one go to get the full experience. same happened with the dazai books i read

[cigsanddepresso]

I was reading No Longer Human in a metro and I was all alone because it was mid day and I was travelling and yeah… I had to resist a very strong urge to jump onto the rails because it would hurt af before dying. What affected me more was a Clockwork Orange because I almost threw up after finishing it.