Malu

Brasil | 99z | ficwriter

[dazzlingkai]

TWICE ♡ MOONLIGHT SUNRISE (2023) – “I’ve been craving for your love, can’t see nobody but us. I see you from across the room, make my way over to you. I’m trippin’ over butterflies. Cards out on the table, what you say? I need you, you need me, you’re mine.”

[changgkyun]

hyungwon, jooheon + changkyun ♡ ‘reason’ photoshoot behind the scenes.

[meroutro]

Dream… 

[malyen0retsev]

i wish everyone who made kit connor feel he had to come out a very merry FUCK YOU. you forced an eighteen year old into coming out publicly, before he was ready, when he stated many many times he wanted to keep it private. how many more times does this shit have to fucking happen before some of you fucking clock that YOU CANNOT QUEERBAIT IN REAL LIFE. this is the natural end to the discourse of ‘if somebody is in the public eye playing a queer person they owe us their sexuality’, and it’s DEEPLY FUCKED UP, they do NOT owe you an answer, and this mindset JUST FORCED AN EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD TO OUT HIMSELF BEFORE HE WAS READY TO

[ksjknj]

ethereal

[coffeeseokss]

also, yes, I'm not only kpop trash I'm also twilight trash

[rose-lily-hale]

its at this moment in time i realize we don’t know emmett’s middle name D:

[leech-lover]

The guide says its Dale.

[rose-lily-hale]

then that’s another one of stephenie’s decisions i choose to ignore.

[hailqueenrose]

Okay, I fully understand but also

Emmet Dale Hale

[rose-lily-hale]

okay only that one gets a pass

[dollyflowers1776]

I don’t Emmett has a middle name in the guide? I think Dale was made up by the fandom?

[rose-lily-hale]

i’ve heard that it is and that it isn’t. the one thing i do know is that i’m too lazy to find a copy and check for myself :)

[coffeeseokss]

it's McCarty y'all

[sofasaurusrex]

I just thought I should say. I fucking love my 💕mutuals💕. Like honestly. I’m not just saying this. Even the mutuals I don’t really talk to. You guys are my fav people on here.

@vorejk @chanluvr @hao-van-gogh @lynnbyun @creamyknees @fentyxuxi @jeonginismyson @never-tobefound @jisinging @toujourssoph @boba-bub @killing-meee @gotlexi @shut-up-mia @koheko-senpai @softhoursbts @vitaminjohnny @nanie5 @jong-yixing @venezuelan-vibes @kookiesushi @euphoriajjkook @hoe4hobixo @officially-fireproof @yellowhyunjin @serpentstyles @ripxandpeep @wangslut7 @sol4rsyst3m @excuseminsuga @sammylikesham @kpoppermehere @ukulelesunset @jiminieaf @jacksonurs @the-mochi-life @yunhosworld @jinsmikrokosmos @lovelifelotsx @junkcooks @sad-but-lovely @artichoke998 @screechingaussie @outrotiddies @haneulskz @choikisworld @malujigae @nswfwithkpop @kookie-taehyun @cyacolor

[coffeeseokss]

this is so sweet ;u; I'm emotional

[hobies]

hobi @ bbmas ‘19

[emmettmccartycullen]

Where would I even be now if that school librarian hadn’t told 12 year old me I was too young to read twilight?? Giving me, a 12 year old that desperately hated authority, no choice but to go to the local library and read the entire series???

[shinyvampireass]

The one and only reason I read Twilight for the first time back then was because my mom told me out of nowhere that I wasn’t allowed to read it until I was older, so I figured that if she didn’t want me reading it, there must have been something interesting and exciting in it she didn’t want me to see

[emmettmccartycullen]

(@spiderwebb93) y’all I’m so glad we can all bond over the fact that the only reason we started reading twilight was bc other people told us we couldn’t,, I think it’s beautiful

[rigor-more-tits-deactivated2020]

same here. my older sister smuggled them to me

[charlieswanismyrealdad]

I stole each book from my older sister and read them as fast as I can so no one would catch me reading them lmao

[vampyrefilm]

every weekend when i would visit my dad i would watch Twilight on repeat because i wasn’t allowed to at home, and then eventually he bought me the books so i would always read them at his house. until my mom randomly had a change of heart and bought me Twilight and New Moon on DVD in look 2010 for christmas. 

[major-lyinlovewith-jasper-blog]

I think I’m the only one who was allowed to read the books (at like, age seven? boy oh boy). And my seventh birthday party was twilight themed, half of my friends couldn’t go. oops.

[sapphiccullen]

dhdjsj i also read them when i was like seven, and at my church when i was moved into the 8-12 year old group my mom filled out this info card about me for an introduction and one of the things was about how obsessed i was with twilight, at that point i’d probably reread the series like five times, i remember when i found out it was a lower reading level than diary of a wimpy kid, my nine year old 12 grade reading level ass was shook, and then i got into fanfiction

[coffeeseokss]

my mom was actually the one who recommended me the books when I was around 11 or 12 I think lol

[iamatinyowl]

Every time I reread the Hunger Games trilogy I become more furious about the movie representation.

These books were about an indigenous woman (with a brain injury in book 3) living in poverty overthrowing a corrupt white government.

She was demisexual, had stomach hair, was not even remotely romantically driven (and canonically didn’t even find romance until after she had finished a revolution.)

And Peeta was disabled and physically abused as a child and they both suffered from mental health problems and the parallel between the Capitol and the ruling rich was so very transparent.

And I’m seeing fun coloured makeup in stores labeled “Capitol colours from the Hunger Games”!

These books were about the revolution of the most oppressed taking over the extravagance and elitism and decadence of the ruling class while citizens starved.

These books were a parallel to our current social dynamics, they were a call to arms. They were a battle cry for the impeding ruin of the rich white ruling class.

And the movies portrayed them as a fantasy, a romance story, a cute little tale. When the real story in the books was one of strength and upheaval and shifting paradigms and revolutions.

[iamatinyowl]

And like…… the death of a young Black child sparked the rebellion.

When Katniss thinks about running away in the second book it is the memory of Rue that makes her decide to stay and “cause all kinds of trouble.”

That is an indigenous woman deciding that the death of a Black child is so horrific and unacceptable that she needs to start an entire uprising about it. That is WOC solidarity.

Then again, when Katniss is talking with Peeta about not leaving he literally, canonically and verbally SAYS it’s because of Rue.

The movies did not lend enough weight to the injustice and violence that Black women face; they didn’t waste any time in deciding the rebellion came from their White Katniss’s determination to overthrow the Capitol.

The movies purposely and aggressively erased all of the racial oppression and power and dynamics that were so apparent in the books.

They made Katniss white, they made Gale white, they erased Peeta’s amputation, they seriously diminished the PTSD both of them faced (which was actually one of the more accuract accounts of PTSD I had ever read in the books), they drastically lessened the weight and importance of Rue’s death.

Anyway, fuck the movies. The books are miraculous. Right down to the respect of survival sex workers. Right down to the power imbalances of society being set in the hands of a violent old white man who has surgery to appear younger.

[feminismandmedia]

I also found it so ironic because the books constantly talked about how the media would portray horrors in different ways to make them “viewable” and desired by the audience. How the hunger games would make it into a tragic love story instead of a horror show.

And you know what? The movies became basically that. People were fighting over #teampeeta or #teamgale and totally missed the point (but partially because the movies watered it down to be a tragic romance instead of a revolution and in doing so, being exactly like the Capital)

[metaangelz]

white people are litteraly so obsessed with trying to prove kpop is the only evil industry in the world to the point where you get situations where gwsn a rookie group made of almost only teenage girls and their company get lied to by a dutch channel saying they want to promote gwsn and get harassed during their fansign with questions about diets, plastic surgery, scandals etc visibly making them uncomfortable and scared and it was aired ON TV

[allforbts]

190418 tylertwin06′s Instagram Post

4.13.19 @bts.bighitofficial on the day of their @nbcsnl performance✨ My wigs are trembling hbu?

[taeguk]

the most prettiest flower

[art--felt]

I remember first learning that you can cry from any emotion, that emotions are chemical levels in your brain and your body is constantly trying to maintain equilibrium. so if one emotion sky rockets, that chemical becomes flagged and signals the tear duct to open as an exit to release that emotion packaged neatly within a tear. Everything made sense after learning that. That sudden stability of your emotions after crying. How crying is often accompanied by the inability to feel any other emotion in that precise moment. And it is especially beautiful knowing that it is even possible to experience so much beauty or love or happiness that your body literally can’t hold on to all of it. So what I’ve learned is that crying signifies that you are feeling as much as humanely possible and that is living to the fullest extent. So keep feeling and cry often and as much as needed

[wishyroses]

SHIT WHAT

[teal-deer]

Also let yourself cry. It really is a biochemical release valve to dump out all the chemicals that make you feel stuff.

I honestly think one reason men in western culture have so many problems is that we don’t let them cry, and literally their brains get stuffed with all this crap that doesn’t have a release valve. Men, please cry. You’ll feel better. It’s ok. You are not lesser for taking care of your health.

[freewillandphysics]

This is why tears from different emotions look different under an electron microscope. They’re literally made up of different things. 

Happy tears are structurally different than sad tears than angry tears than overwhelmed tears etc.

[markdaes]

vixx:

me: they are babey

vixx, all 6ft tall and able to crush me with a single step:

me: babey.

[lqhopekook]