Half Moon Run ‘I Can’t Figure Out What’s Going On’
Dear Mike…
Sorry that Cold Fade faded away for a little while Mike. Life does have a tendency to get in the way of enjoying the simpler things in life like just sitting around and listening to music. It was easy when we were in college – when we would literally just sit and listen to REM and The Beastie Boys and U2 with reckless abandon and talk about what we heard as if it was the most important things in the world. Because at that time, it was! And it can be again. I just regret not continuing to do that on a regular basis.
I still love seeking out new music (and new music to me) by accident. NPR, CBC, Google Play, Spotify. How did we do this before the Internet? – says the career broadcasting-guy! Sure, I still turn on the radio when I drive to work hoping to hear something that will beg me to turn it up. It doesn’t happen as often as I would like it to though. Thankfully, Serena Ryder’s ‘Got Your Number’ did just that for me during the summer of 2016.
Also, I’m fortunate I have a job that allows me to listen to music while I work. And while I am plugged into some random online playlists, I will often hear something that will make me stop what I am doing, pick up a pen, and jot down the title and the artist of the song.
That happened this week with Montreal’s Half Moon Run and ‘I Can’t Figure Out What’s Going On.’
I’d heard the song before and I do remember liking it then but there was something about hearing it again that jumped back up at me. And then you called suggesting we roll out another Cold Fade. So it seemed like a natural start.
There is a melancholy-happiness to ‘I Can’t Figure Out What’s Going On.’ And that really works for me right now. There’s something warm and hypnotic about the opening guitar and the way the simple percussion kicks in seconds later. But what really catches my attention off the top is that the song sounds like it starts in the middle. It doesn’t feel like I am missing anything. It just feels like the story (whatever that story might be)… continues.
By the time the chorus kicks in, the tone changes a little and beginnings to sound a little like one of my all-time favourite songs – Liam Finn’s ‘Second Chance.’ It’s not a steal on Half Moon Run’s part. It’s just a feeling and a memory and that’s all on me.
You know Mike that one of my favourite things about any song is the build and ‘I Can’t Figure Out What’s Going On’ builds nicely. The transitions into the chorus are sly and slight… and there’s part of me that wonders if this song is ever going to explode. Then there is part of me that wonders if I want it to. I do… and for a brief moment towards the end, it does – before quickly bringing us back down to Earth.
I’ll be honest… I’m not sure what the song is trying to say to to me. But I do like this:
And what a perfect day To take what you can get And live without regret
It’s almost hopeful… even if the rest of the song might not seem so.
Ahh, to live without regret. I think I will.
—AJ
Dear AJ…
It was a shameless solicitation from Facebook, believe it or not, that actually prompted me to remember how much fun it is to collaborate with you on this blog. When Zuckerberg’s bots told me on my feed that I should think about buying some kind of ad to promote our page, I thought, “Hey, it’s time to get back to Cold Fade.”
As you say, life does indeed get kind of busy for two Dads like us. But it’s important to remember to make time for some of those things that made us the people we were long before marriages and kids and mortgages and dental coverage and doing laundry for people other than ourselves got in the way.
And of course times have certainly changed since we were in college together. Back then, when you and I were managing the campus radio station, we were fortunate enough to be able to read all the trade publications and the wider-circulation magazines that introduced us to new music. And we also had the chance to sort through dozens of records that were sent to us by the labels and distributors. That seemed to be enough to keep us on the cutting edge.
In contrast, these days there seems to be an exponentially larger number of musical acts to sort through and it’s all out there at our disposal through streaming services and YouTube and websites hosted by the tastemakers you mention. And that’s another thing that made me miss Cold Fade, as I have had so much fun digging more deeply into music that you have introduced me to, and I sense you can say the same about some of the songs I proposed to review as well.
So, on to Half Moon Run, finally! It took a few listens before the song started to grow on me. And grow on me it did. Like you, I immediately found that there was something somewhat familiar about “I Can’t Figure Out What’s Going On”. For me it didn’t evoke Liam Finn’s song, though I can see the similarities once you pointed it out. It took me a while to figure out what was going on. It hit me around about the third listen. It’s in the beat and the strings and the slightly slurred vocal performance. And the way it maintains that beat for a big chunk of time before kicking in and getting louder and a little bit faster.
You may remember back in 2014 you and I had a conversation about a song called “Red Eyes” by The War on Drugs. We talked then about that song’s loud/soft dynamic and how the “kick” deep into the track hooked both of us. Every time I hear this Half Moon Run song I think of The War on Drugs. Funny how this one song brought to mind two completely different but I think valid comparisons.
Lyrically, the song is structured in a way that I think brings focus to its title. Consider this stanza:
Time it weighs heavy on your bedroom wall
Time to rearrange the little lines I’ve drawn
Indeed, the song lyrics create a sense of confusion, with parts sounding very positive and other evoking a feeling of confusion. This works perfectly with the sonic structure of the song as well, dragging the listener through peaks and valleys of emotion.
The overall message to me seems to be yeah, I can’t figure out what’s going on, but let’s ride it out and see where it takes us, because we’re really going to enjoy the ride.
No regrets.
We should all strive to live our lives that way, shouldn’t we?
—Mike









