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[gayeddies]

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[winteriron-shipper]

[artndetails]

pink moon.

[fair-itself]

I feel like this is the kind of thing you only reblog if you have an aesthetic blog, which I do not, but goddammit I just love it when the moon lines up with stuff

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

dandelion sun~

[oneclickangel]

reblog if you're corny and insufferable

[aurumacadicus]

[emziess]

Oliver Stark as Evan “Buck” Buckley 9-1-1, S08E17 - Don't Drink The Water

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[caughtthedarkness93]

I love my job, but reblogging employment jelly for someone else I love.

[tevanbuckley]

↳ you were wrong, you said i'd be okay

[crazy4thewinbros]

Rant 911 8x17 don't drink the water

Ok disclaimer I love Eddie, I love the concept of buddie and I know their relationship would be a good one if the writers get their shit together so... Here is my rant!

Ok I'm mad as hell about the buddie scenes we got tonight.

I hated how Eddie once again snapped and exploded at Buck, why does Buck have to take it, give the other cheek and apologize to Eddie?

he accused Buck of making it about himself, about being dramatic about it too, the 97 acts? Like what was that? And then go about Buck spiraling? Dude, Buck just lost his father, the final words Bobby said to Buck were I love you and you are going to be ok, they are gonna need you? And what Buck has to be ok, he needs to be emotionally stable and sane, because you need him to be?

Because why didn't you care that I suffered, that I was alone in the dark in pain miles away grieving a friend while you were just grieving a dad, worried about your brother in law almost dying and Hen too?

Why don't you ask me how it felt to get a call when you were there front and center to see your father die? Don't you see my pain is more important? Like?

I get that his pain is important but also is Buck's, why dismiss Buck's grief to make Eddie's more valid? Why, because he was in Texas? Because he had to cry in the dark in order to not wake his son? And then have the difficult task of telling his son that Bobby died? What if they hadn't been in Texas he wouldn't have told him? would he have sent Buck to tell him instead?

And Eddie was the one who choose to leave, to call Buck to fix his own relationship with his son, because everything is about Buck? Hell every single conflict they have fought about Eddie always makes it about himself, and blames Buck! The lawsuit? You weren't there when I needed you, I couldn't call you to bail me out of jail, Chris misses you and when you apologized over and over I was magnanimous and forgave you, when I was leaving to Texas you had to find out by accident because why would I tell you? You helped me and when your feelings started to come out I exploded because it's harder for me, don't you see I'm missing my son's life? Because I let him go to Texas when you couldn't talk him out of it? And when I got to Texas I had to call you almost daily because I couldn't fix shit and I needed you to do it, tell me what my next step was? And now that your dad died, my pain is greater because I wasn't there and it was harder, you don't get to be sad about Bobby, because you have to be sad for me, comfort me and be there for me.

Buck selfish? Since when?

and then have the gal to almost get physical with Buck when he said sorry I'm sad about Bobby dying? Because he wasn't the only one who lost him? Like what the fuck was that and Buck flinched, he made Buck afraid.

And just to get Chris and said some stupid line about someone being a dick to him? So you aren't even going to own up to your words and actions? Just here, here is Chris and now we can be ok and when another argument arises I can call you selfish and snap at you and it will be fine because here look Chris and never ever properly apologize for the shit I throw at your feet?

Nah, this was messed up on so many levels.

[t00manyfand0mss]

The writers of this show are PISSING ME OFF SO MUCH RECENTLY. Like how are we gonna have Eddie telling Buck he’s making it about himself AGAIN, when we didn’t even get to see Buck grieve Bobby to anybody but to himself in the confessional booth. How are we then gonna have Eddie MAKE IT ABOUT HIM, and Buck then ends up APOLOGIZING. Like no Buck does not need to apologize for how he’s handling LOSING A PARENTAL FIGURE. 9-1-1 get it together for real before you lose a viewer

[crazy4thewinbros]

Eddie always explodes and snaps at Buck and then blames Buck for his own reaction and Buck has to apologize.

[unfuckablebogtroll]

I, for one, think he should.

🗣️ Evan Buckley did nothing to deserve that!

[crazy4thewinbros]

Like for sure, he deserves to be the one angry and lashing out and not apologize for doing it.

[eddiesmustache]

[ackernen]

ultimate male fictional characters i fell in love with // a thread 51/?

51. Ryo Sohma (Fruits Basket 2019-2021)

[crazy4thewinbros]

The chokehold this character has on me since the manga!

[userilyarozanov]

[crazy4thewinbros]

I loved this scene, don't get me wrong, I just think it would have been more powerful with Maddie.

I think it leaves a bit of unresolved feelings between them, because I'm sure as hell that Maddie must feel relieved that Chimney is alive, that he made it through but guilty about feeling that because Bobby died. And she knows Bobby meant a lot to all of them, and that wasn't explored in the episode, I think it would have been more powerful to see the feelings behind their grief, Chim in anger and Maddie having both the relief and the guilt of having that relief.

But eh maybe is just me.

[emziess]

Fixing his collar. S01E06 vrs S08E16

[crazy4thewinbros]

Ok, this hurts.

Now imagine when Buck is finally getting married to Eddie and he looks at the mirror, tie untied and blazer still hanged, and he remembers that night when Bobby helped him get ready and for a second he sees Bobby in the mirror just behind him just like that night, so he does his tie and pulls his jacket on and smiles a bit brittle but genuine.

"it looks us a bit, pops but here we are" Buck whispers, Bobby smiles proud.

"I love you kid" ghost Bobby says.

And I'm 😭😭😭

[userilyarozanov]

ROBERT WADE NASH ▸8x16, the last alarm

[crazy4thewinbros]

911 kinda rant, kind of prompt

Ok hear me out, I hate Bobby dead arc like so much you guys have no idea, but I just, my mind created this thing and I just have to share it.

So Buck is the one to somehow clear Bobby's office at the 118 a couple of days after the lab shitshow, and he files everything that needs to be filed and clears everything that needs to go to Athena, the photo of them in their wedding, the photo of them all when he returned from his brief stunt in Hollywood, the picture of May, Harry and him in a barbeque at theirs, and the few trinkets he had there.

He is sitting behind the desk going through the drawers when he sees just another manila envelope dated a few years back almost 6 years, he frowns, he opens it and freezes because inside are relationship status forms with his and Eddie's names and completely filled, It's not just that, the address update and all the forms they should need to file to the department, the union and even medical proxies and emergency contacts, the only missing items in the forms are Eddie's and his signatures and the date of filling, Bobby's signature is at the end, it feels like a punch to the gut because Bobby believed and now, he was gone without even been proven right or wrong.

He stared at the forms in the desk hyperventilating, because Bobby believed Eddie and him will end up needing these forms and now he was gone, and Eddie was in Texas with Chris and he couldn't see the papers anymore, he was ready to shred them, forget that they even existed because they won't need them, he won't need them.

he stared at the papers, letters going blurry and he couldn't make himself shred them or toss them into the trash, so he put them in to the envelope and decided he will forget he even saw them because it didn't matter anymore, Bobby was gone and Eddie had left too.

So he packed everything and left the office, thanking Capt. Miles from B shift and took the box to Athena's, he didn't mention the envelope or its contents, he didn't give it to her either, he kept it.

Arriving at Edd- his house now, he shoved it in his dresser and tried to forget about them, to forget that Bobby somehow knew without an ounce of a doubt that Eddie and him will end up together.

That no matter what label he believed Eddie was, they would end up together, Bobby believed firm years that he loved Eddie and Eddie loved him. How many times has he denied such a statement, to his own sister even and now... Well it doesn't matter does it? Bobby is... gone and Eddie is straight.

Eddie is straight and even if he wasn't, he couldn't be in love with him, he couldn't.

Bobby thinking Eddie was into men, no less him, was laughable, why would Eddie like him like that? He couldn't do shit to save Bobby hell he didn't even know Bobby needed saving. Why would Eddie look at him in that way when he was a mess, to needy, to selfish to... exhausting.

He knew of course Eddie cared for him as a friend, he made sure of it didn't he? He helped, he made himself useful always but he couldn't keep Chris here in LA, he couldn't make Chris return and now... Eddie was in El Paso with Chris in his new home and with his family.

He stared at the ceiling and made himself forget, because he couldn't break he couldn't not be ok, Bobby said so, the others would need him, he needs to be ok, he... He is fine.

Eddie and him will never need the papers, Eddie isn't coming back and Bobby is gone.

And now I made myself cry.

Forgive me if this is badly written, English is my second language.

[tevanbuckley]

1x01 ● 2x13 ● 3x14 ● 4x11 ● 8x15

[crazy4thewinbros]

I love them, Athena and his over grown step son