Storm of things

17 | Multifandom| Lana Del Rey | TVD universe | INFJ | virgo |

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Am I OK? (2022) dir. Tig Notaro, Stephanie Allynne

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” Carpe diem, seize the day guys, make your lives extraordinary”.

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Lately I've been wondering whether I am more a Charlie friend or a Lorde friend. But I guess I am a mix, sometimes I feel like my friends hate me (recurrent thought in my mind lately), care about what they think of me, other time just hate how I look in the pictures they take, goes from losing too much weight to gaining some uncontrollably, and avoiding to go out, finding myself not cool enough.

This song is actually so relatable.

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"I wanna live, I don't wanna die."

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you're all I need, at the end of everything

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me core

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blip

"I was a blip, just a small interruption I was a slip up, a minor obstruction Invisible glitch in a system malfunction I was a blip, I was basically nothing"

Olivia O'Brien

The first time I heard this song was on the day my boyfriend celebrated his birthday. It was also the first day I met his guy and girl best friend. After two minutes talking to them, it felt like I didn't exist, like I was not in the room anymore. So I just left, and listened to this song. Discovered it, and listened to it for an hour while crying in my bed. The all time his friends were there, I felt like I didn't exist to him. I was a blip, I was basically nothing, for almost a week. I cannot listen to this song without thinking of this and thinking this is what our relationship felt like. At a moment when for me he could have been or even was everything, I was just a tiny part of his life.

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"But I always knew that in the end, no one was coming to save me

So I just prayed, and I keep praying."

Ethel Cain, Sun Bleached Flies

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Touch me baby put your lips on mine

Could go to hell but we'll probably be fine ;)

(This song is 24/7 on my mind )

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4 years anniversary

Its crazy, I had completely forgot about this blog, and now after three/four years I am reading all my past posts. I wish I could hug the past me and tell her everything will be okay.

I know she wouldn't believe me if I told her I got to see Harry Styles, Madison Beer and Taylor Swift in concert.

Or if I told her i left my hometown for a year, and even got to live in another country for ten months.

Now I am back home and feel like I am in highschool again.

But I know I have accomplished a lot and the 16yo me would be so proud today.

[ethercain]

This is a MUST

I HAVE to know

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So... guess this is the end?

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Reputation Tour

If I could travel back in time I will go to 2018 to see this show

Her dress, her performance, her smile, the connexion with the public, the guitar, the piano, the dancers... (and the snake🐍)

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Elvis

An American Trilogy

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Summer - In 500 days of Summer

"You don't believe a woman could enjoy being free and independent ?"

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500 days of Summer

"This isn't a love story, this is a story about love"

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"Just like our life, hm? We appear and we disappear.

And we are so important to some, but we are just passing through. "