I regret so much not being able to know what could’ve happened if i had stayed with you, how our lives could’ve been, would we have lasted? I know this is what i get for the choice I made, was it the right one? I don’t even know to be honest, it feels like i never knew anything and i still don’t.
Wish everything didn’t feel so confusing all the time, so blurry, so incomplete, so dark, so pointless.
Wish you were still around even if we’re not together anymore, wish you still wanted me around but I get thats very selfish to expect.
Wish I didn’t miss feeling like someone wanted me in their life the way you did.
Wish I didn’t feel so temporary and unimportant they way I’ve been feeling lately.
Wish someone would see me the way you did.
Wish I didn’t feel like I’m fading more and more everyday.
