Kalon🌻

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[darkkiss0fdeath]

Hi friends! It’s been a while, I’d love to hear from you all in the replies or anonymously, how are you doing? My dms are open <3

[darkkiss0fdeath]

I’ve been inactive for a while now, even when I decided I wanted to be more active to help people who need again. But a lot of my followers became inactive with me too, meaning that when I do post, the engagement is very low. Although this account has existed for years now, and peaked in 2017, its time for me to move on from this app. I’m so thankful to have gotten where I once was, and that I was able to share many quotes that people really needed to read when they were at their lowest. Tumblr can be a dangerous and very triggering place with so many popular accounts that post negativity, I didn’t want to be a part of that. I wanted to remind people of their power and the control they have, and always will have to think better of themselves. To remind them that there is hope, and they are enough, no matter how much that little voice in their heads tries to convince them otherwise. Your feelings are real, and valid. And you all deserve the best. To those I helped, I’m so proud of you. And to those who have never talked to me or reached out, I believe in you. I’ll believe in you until you learn to believe in yourself. Stay away from the stereotypical triggering depression / ED accounts that promote unhealthy coping mechanisms, and instead please surround yourself with people that nourish you and your growth, like I once did. Or tried to do. You can all make tumblr a better and safe place if you live by that. Stay strong my lovelies, and live your life to the absolute fullest and do what you love. (Adding tags so the people who really need to read this can find it). ~ maybe I’ll return someday, but for now, this is goodbye. <3

[darkkiss0fdeath]

Remember you can text SHOUT to 85258 when you’re struggling to be connected to a partner of a crisis textline, a lot of people prefer texting over a phone call!

[darkkiss0fdeath]

My hearts never felt so heavy in my life

[darkkiss0fdeath]

If you want love, you gon’ have to go through the pain,

If you want love, you gon’ have to learn how to change,

If you want trust, you gon’ have to give some away,

- NF, If you want love

[darkkiss0fdeath]

[darkkiss0fdeath]

You wouldn’t pretend it didn’t hurt if you stubbed your toe. Emotional pain is just as valid as physical pain and you should never be ashamed of it. You are allowed to feel your feelings too. Your emotions are valid.

[darkkiss0fdeath]

[darkkiss0fdeath]

Yknow what, a lot of the people who post/share stuff about being kind to other people because ‘everyone’s battling something you don’t know about’ are often the same people who treat them like they haven’t been through their own shit and quite frankly - I’m tired of it. Posting a quote on your snapchat story or sharing a couple of posts on Facebook doesn’t automatically make you a kind person. You know what does though?? Being K I N D to OTHER PEOPLE through your OWN actions and words! Not snapping at them when they’re kind enough to try to help you!

[darkkiss0fdeath]

‘These voices in my head get loud, I’m wishing I could shut them out’

NF - Let me down

[darkkiss0fdeath]

I’m just a half a heart without you

[darkkiss0fdeath]

I’ve been feeling super up and down recently and it’s so emotionally draining

[darkkiss0fdeath]

extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid extremely paranoid

[darkkiss0fdeath]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but if you feel like you need to sit down and think about if your heart is fully invested in something or someone then I gotta tell you it isn’t because if it was, you wouldn’t even be questioning it in the first place

[darkkiss0fdeath]

I’m scared to get close I hate being alone I long for that feeling To not feel at all The higher I get The lower I’ll sink I can’t drown my demons They know how to swim

Bring Me The Horizon, Can you feel my heart

[darkkiss0fdeath]

I almost cut a piece of myself For your life

The Weeknd, Call Out My Name

[darkkiss0fdeath]

i feel my heart sinking