Dead Immortal

Systems are what they do and this system fucks nasty

[dead-immortal]

I have a really hard time asking for help but it's come to the point where I can't just keep toughing it out. Long story short, I'm being stalked by my abusers and I'm trying to make myself safe.

Donate to Help Adrien's Fight For Safety, organized by Adrien M

Hello, I'm Adrien. I'm 20 years old, disabled, and queer. 2 years ago, I cut off my abusers an… Adrien M needs your support for Help Adrien'

2 years ago, I fled the state I'd lived in my whole life because I needed to escape my abusers. I left no evidence as to where I was going yet somehow they keep finding me, even now in my 3rd place since leaving. I am trying to get a protective order against them but every service attempt costs me money that I don't have. I need help with the service fees and once everything is sorted I need help with the deposit on a new place; one where they can't find me and I can finally relax without worrying about them knocking on my door.

Any help is very much appreciated

(For those of you like me who need reassurance, nobody is gonna know if you just scroll past. It's okay if you can't help right now, I promise)

[dead-immortal]

Hello! So update...

The court said that they are no longer allowed to contact me and that if they do I need to document it and bring it to the court again. I still need help with saving for a deposit on a new place though. If you all are able to help that would be amazing. Closer to when I'll get to move if you all want like an Amazon wishlist or something like that I can set that up as well with like boxes and a bed and stuff. If that's something you'd like me to set up please do let me know. Anything really does help. I appreciate all of you 🫶

[classifiedcove]

Also I do think there's some humor in realizing a switch is coming. I've been staring out the window at work for like five minutes now and zoning out rlly hard and it just now clicked "oh someone else is about to start fronting huh"

[toyastales]

Meyle & Mayer snake brooch, c. 1900, crafted from silver, enamel, and opal.

[hhawkeyepierce]

i cosplayed rocky this weekend!

this was my first ever proper con and i met so many wonderful cosplayers and fans, including an adorable middle-aged couple (both wearing 'amaze amaze amaze' shirts) who lent me the paper hat you can see in the first picture!

[waxenneat]

This was a man, dressed as a plant, making pigeon noises at people walking by. I said hello, asked if it was okay to take his picture, and then asked why he was dressed as a plant. He said, “I’m just working through some stuff. Thank you for asking. No ones asked yet.”

[anekie]

I’ve been dealing with stuff the wrong way. 

[littlestarmp3]

Little Grace is very near and dear to me

[thelittlethings83]

Went ahead and doodled Ref. 8. If you can’t tell it’s our favorite little Grace and caregiver Adrian. I adore Adrian SO MUCH!!! Anyways enjoy my ‘eepy little guy drawing and stay posted for more content.

[em0goose]

Itty Grace sobbing that he wants to go home sometimes, and Rocky just having to sit beside him :( he can't do anything, and when he asks, Grace doesn't really wanna leave. He wants the concept home, of warm, safe arms holding him, which is something he doesn't have now, and never had before :((

[tinytinybumblebee]

Stratt can brush off comments people say to her, they don't matter to her. She's been called every single foul name in several languages and she never cares.

But, tiny Grace called her a "meanie mama" one time and that CRUSHED her😭

So now she's sitting at her desk, head in her hands as Carl is standing there.

"He called me a meanie, he called me 'meanie mama'."

Carl just shrugs, "and? He called me mister booger head because I didn't let him have skittles before dinner, he doesn't mean it."

Stratt gives the man a look. One that would make most men squirm. But not Carl, he was used to her.

Carl looks back at her, "look, being told no candy, or being told to stop colouring on documents IS the worst thing in his world when he's small, don't take it personally. He's just experiencing being told no to things like it's a brand new concept."

[anonymouslymadebydesign]

HEAR ME OUT-

Dr. Ryland Grace as an age regressor and Rocky and Adrian being his alien caregivers :)

[em0goose]

I think Grace would be a very fussy tiny, but I also think he'd be too scared to actually be fussy. He just gets real quiet and waits

[anonymouslymadebydesign]

Something something

Little! Grace crying about how much he wants his mama

Rocky not understanding what he means but seeing he's being 'leaky' and shoving himself into Graces lap.

Little ! Grace hugging Rocky as best he can, burying his face into Rocky until he falls asleep

Imagine Rocky singing Grace Eridian songs he sings to pebbles :)

[babyfirefly42]

Grace may be a certified baby but he is still a scientist and his specialist interests are still Space and Alien and golly gee willikers you'll never guess where he is and with whom. So like I feel like a lot of his interactions with Rocky while regressing on the ship would be like this.

Grace: How do you cry?

Rocky: Eridians do not cry. Eridians do not have eyes. Grace knows this, statement.

Grace, frustrated: But- I know. But when you're sad- cuz when I'm sad, I cry- ?

Rocky: Baby Grace want to learn what Eridians do when sad, question?

Grace: *nodding* yes. ...please.

Rocky: Grace sit down. I will teach about Eridian feelings.

Grace: *claps excitedly*

~~~

Rocky: What Baby Grace doing, question?

Grace, struggling to put on his space suit: I'm gonna go on a spacewalk!

Rocky: No. Grace stay on ship.

Grace, pausing and immediately tearing up: What? Why?

Rocky: Grace is baby today. Space not safe for babies. Baby Grace stay on ship.

Grace, beginning to sniffle: But-

Rocky: Non-negotiable. Safety is most important. Grace can do spacewalk when baby time is done.

Grace: ...okay😞

Rocky: Good listener Grace. Look out window instead?

Grace, perking up: Maybe I'll see a nebula!!

~~~

Grace: What's "spaceship" in Eridian?

Rocky: ♪♬♫♫

Grace: What's "alien"?

Rocky: ♬♪♪♪♩♬

Grace: Oooo. What's "friend"?

Rocky: ♬♩♬♫♪

Grace: Rocky, you're my *bad whistling*

Rocky: ...Good try. Baby Grace also my ♬♩♬♫♪.

[babyfirefly42]

I’m having more baby Grace cg Rocky thoughts. Who’s surprised? Not me. I feel like something like this would happen later along in their friendship, once Grace’s regression becomes an established part of their lives. (For logistic purposes just imagine Rocky in his flexible fitted xenonite suit)

Grace watching Rocky surround his bed in large panels of xenonite: Hey dude. What the heck.

Rocky: Grace be more grateful. Rocky work hard on this.

Grace: Grateful for what?? What are you doing to my bed??

Rocky: Xenonite is for baby time. Is removable. Just for baby time.

Grace: ….What???

Rocky, doing the Eridian equivalent of a long-suffering-sigh: Grace do baby time before bed. Baby Grace sleep better. Grace understand, question?

Grace: Yeah, I know that-

Rocky: Baby Grace sleep so good he drop soft Earth animal on floor. Baby Grace wake up and cry, cry, cry.

Grace:…

Rocky, proudly tapping the xenonite: Rocky fix, statement.

Grace: 🥺🥺🥺You made me a crib so I won’t drop my fox stuffy off the bed when I’m little?😭

Rocky: What is “crib”, question? What is “fox stuffy”? Grace not making sense. Why leaking. Why leaking. Why leaking.

Grace, barely holding it together: You know it’s called crying I just heard you say it!!!!😭😭😭😭😭

[thelittlethings83]

I love the idea that Rocky while trying to communicate with grace has been teaching him essentially the Eridian version of baby Sign language because it was the easiest way to connect to grace who picked it up very early(I also like the idea that Grace thinks he is smart for picking up Eridian body movements so quickly when in fact he was actually just signing simply phrases like “want more” “hungry” “sleepy” “nap” “boo-boo” “please”)

Rocky doesn’t tell Grace when they arrive to Erid which leads to a mix of confusion and cuteness overload when the anxious squishy space blob following Savior Rocky around like a shy pebble and signing things like “Hi-Hi!” “My. name. is. G-R-A-C-E” “nice. to. meet. you”.

A whole group of Eridian scientists hold back their coos as ‘pebble Grace’ signs the Eridian equivalent of “Bye-bye!” after every health check. Grace is none the wiser when the other Eridian besides Rocky and Adrian start to speak to him with a gentle lilt (think cooing and babytalk voices when they speak to him) thinking that Eridian must just be a little awkward about speaking to an alien for the first time, he struggled to find his footing a little the first time talking to Rocky so it makes since to him.

Thus ensures;

“Wow human Grace is a whole (number amount) heavier than last check up, someone is getting big and strong.”

“Human Grace is very very very brave human, injection will only last (small number amount)…and…all done! Good job human Grace! Grace must pick out prize.”

“Has human Grace had any owchies since last check up, there is medium sized scrap on human Grace leg? Did Human Grace get boo-boo from problem with Bio dome.”

It takes quite a bit of resistance not to make Grace’s bio dome a giant padded nursery for a delicate pebble and the argument to add more and more safety proofing is a never ending conversation. If Adrian is asked permission to build pebble gates around the shore and every possible cliff side again They will go insane. They once fired a lower level official for arguing the necessity of essentially adding a pebble monitor to every corner of the bio dome.

A many Eridian higher up officials don’t quite understand how savior Grace can be so smart and yet behave so child-like, thinking surely earth would not send a child on such a mission. However that logic goes out the window when they learn that Grace is only in his thirties(the Eridian equivalent to a 4 year old). This then leads to a major misunderstanding where many Eridians start to despise earth for sending a baby into space to die, Rocky lets the misunderstanding stand for a little longer than needed(still having mixed feelings about earth since they sent his best friend to die) before interviewing to explain the human life span.

Rocky once approved of the creation of an Eridian Bib made of a soft canvas-like material of Xenonite after commenting on how disgust Grace is when he eats, not to the mention all the other times Grace begins leaking for one reason or another.

[seaghosst]

happy pride from erid!!!!!!

[cloudabserk]

silly hug doodles from the other day