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Alright my loves.

I am finally getting back to some kind of normal feeling during this pandemic. I’ve been laid off until May so I’ve got some time on my hands and a lot of creativity.

Please send your requests in!! I need some help jumping back into something I love 💜

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To all the fanfic writers wondering if anyone but you will like your new idea:

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— have a good day/night; please stop trying to please people who are literally not worth it. You deserve nothing but the best, yet you‘re wasting your energy and time on people who won‘t ever be satisfied because they have such low self esteem that their only way to find happiness is to bring others down. You don‘t deserve that kinda treatment. Surround yourself with positive people who will loev and support, appreciate and cherish you. You keep giving them new chances even though they fuck up every time and idk if you‘re looking for a sign but stop it; you don‘t need them, even if you think you do. I am actually quite sure you‘re way better off wighout them. Prioritize yourself, your mental health and your own inner peace. You matter, you are valid, you are loved — surround yourself with people who won‘t ever make you forget this. ily x

I just wanted to let you guys know that I’m taking a little break from tumblr for now.

I’m having a rough go with my mental health. I just need to take some time to myself to repair. I hope to be back soon. 💚

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Hiii can I have a reaction of Astro having a kiss stolen from a fan they've been crushing since they saw her waiting?

Here you go love!

I hope you enjoy it. It took me a while to get creative with 6 different ways to steal a kiss. I think my favorite is probably JinJin 💚 Tell me yours!

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Scenario Requested: can I have a reaction of Astro having a kiss stolen from a fan they've been crushing since they saw her waiting?

A/N: I had a lot of fun interrupting this one. I didn’t like the idea of a girl just kissing them without their permission so I tried my best to make most of them very innocent.

Send me more requests! I love them 💚

Myungjun

Myungjun placed his elbows on the table, leaning his chin into his hands. He pouted as he watched her talk happily with Jinwoo beside him. He’d been waiting patiently for her to get to him, watching her since she entered the room. She was so close now, but still not giving him any attention.

He exhaled loudly, earning a side glance from Jinwoo, before perking up as she bowed goodbye to him. He popped up with perfect posture and a big smile. She introduced herself and went right into telling him how much she loved his vocals.

He felt like he was on a cloud as he listened, nodding along with a goofy smile. It wasn’t until she covered her face to giggle that he quirked an eyebrow.

“What’s so funny?”

“Nothing! Your dimples are just so cute in real life.”

His smile dropped immediately, a pout replacing it. “I don’t have dimples.”

She laughed harder. “Yes, you do! They’re the most adorable thing.” He shook his head and she leaned forward. “Come here and I’ll show you where.” She smirked as she held up her pointer fingers.

Myungjun leaned forward as well, still insisting that he didn’t have dimples. She poked his cheeks, making him laugh.

“Right,” she mumbled before swiftly tilting her face, landing her lips on his cheek. “There.” She giggled as she pulled away.

He felt his cheeks heat up instantly. He covered both cheeks with his hands, squishing them together ever so slightly. “Okay, maybe I do have dimples then.” He succeeded, feeling his insides melt together.

“Take care, Oppa.” She winked before moving along with the line.

He rubbed at his cheek, feeling the ghost of her lips still there. He stole glances at her as he talked to the next person. He’d never have the guts to go after her, but he watched her longingly as she got farther and farther away.

Jinwoo

Jinwoo had noticed her early on in the show. She had been close to the stage and spent most of the time with her eyes closed as she mouthed the words. He was completely smitten. Only someone who was really here for his music would do something like that.

His heart rate increased as it came closer to start the HiTouch. He was hoping she would be there. He wanted to see her again. He wanted to say something. He sighed, knowing even if she was here there was no way he’d get to talk with her. He wiped his hands on the fabric covering his thighs before falling in line behind the boys.

A manager lined them all up, getting them ready with their hand outstretched and high up. Usually there were tables keeping some distance between them and the fans. Jinwoo took notice as he stood in his place at the end of the line that there was no table this time. He thought to ask as his eyes scanned the oncoming line of fans.

His words died on his tongue as he found her. She was the very last fan in line. He grinned and chuckled as he watched her get nervous the closer she got. She bounced on her feet. She chewed on her bottom lip. She pulled at her fingers.

Finally, she was there.

He watched as she high fived everyone in front of him. MJ. Sanha. Rocky. MoonBin. Eunwoo. His heart fluttered as she paused in front of him. Her eyes looked glassy as she exhaled.

He let out a groan of sorts as she flung herself at him. She hugged him tight, burying her face in the juncture between his shoulder and neck. He chuckled as he waved an angry manager off before hugging her back.

“You mean so much to me.” She whispered the words so only he could hear. He felt the cool liquid dampen his shirt before a pair of warm lips touched the base of his neck. He went frigid while his feelings went wild at both the words and the action.

She pulled back, taking a warm comfort with her. She had some tears sliding down her cheeks as she bowed to all the boys. “Thank you.” She choked out before turning to continue on the way.

He surged forward to grab her. He couldn’t let her just leave. He needed to know more. He wanted to have more. But he couldn’t reach her. She was gone and he was being pushed into another direction. He sighed as he determined he’d never be able to forget about her.

DongMin

DongMin pursed his lips as he watched the next group file in. It was a special VIP event where the boys were taking photos with some fans. They were letting the fans select a theme for the photo before bringing them up. His eyes caught on to a bright haired girl. He couldn’t help but snort as he noticed it was the same obnoxious pink color as MoonBin’s.

He quickly elbowed the other boy, bringing his attention to it too. Of course, MoonBin loved it. As the group started to walk toward them, MoonBin tried to grab her attention. DongMin arched his eyebrows as she strode directly to him, standing before him with her hands on her hips.

The director announced the theme and he quickly felt his mouth go dry as he stared at her. Couples Poses.

The boys chatted eagerly with the group as they matched up two by two with a pose. DongMin cleared his throat when he nodded toward the camera. She smirked at him.

“Are you camera shy?” Her words took him by surprise. He quickly shook his head, feeling heat flood his face. “Good. I’ve got an idea.” She winked at him before turning toward the camera.

He wasn’t sure what it was, but the girl made him nervous. She was pretty, like really pretty. His pulse quickened as he eyed her up and down before turning toward the camera as well. Her confidence was what stuck with him though.

He smiled softly as he thought about the sassy way she had approached him. It was the most he could do without knowing what her idea consisted of. But he didn’t have to wait long.

As the blinding flash went off, he felt her warm body press against his. Her hands locked behind his neck, pulling him toward her. He widened his eyes as her lips landed on his. They closed slowly as he softened into the kiss. His hands locked behind her back, pulling her a little closer.

It was a crazy idea. She disappeared as soon as the clicks stopped. There were managers and assistants that descended quickly. You didn’t just kiss an idol and get away with it. Except she did. DongMin reassured everyone that it was fine, that he had asked for it. He received scolding after scolding about kissing a fan. But he just grinned everytime he thought about the feeling of her lips on his.

Moonbin

MoonBin wasn’t the type to get jealous, normally. He felt an unfamiliar turn of his gut though as he watched her talk to Jin Jin beside him. She was so animated and going on about how Jin Jin had encouraged her to follow her passion for writing music. He had to actively watch himself so as not to roll his eyes.

He didn’t understand it, but he wanted her attention. He wanted her to talk to him like he was the only one at the table. He swallowed nervously as they started to say their goodbyes. He wondered if she would even want to talk to him after that. He licked his lips as he met her eyes. His insides melted as she smiled so wide, a pair of dimples appeared.

“I’m so glad you made it today, Oppa! I’ve been so worried about your health. You need to rest.”

Warmth spilled from his chest to his limbs at the affection in her tone. He smiled back at her. “I promise, I will.”

“Good.” She chided him but then giggled. “You’re so cute when you smile.” She leaned forward, taking him by surprise as her cool hands cupped his cheeks. “I mean you’re handsome all the time, but this smile here, this is my favorite.” She left a sudden small kiss to his nose. Her hands left his face immediately, her eyes widening at her own actions. “Oh, I’m so sorry Oppa! I didn’t mean to invade your privacy. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry! Please forgive me.” She bowed multiple times as she pleaded.

MoonBin had to lean over the table to reach her. He gently put his hand on her wrist to get her attention. “It’s okay.” His cheeks heated up as he gave her a small smile. “I - I didn’t mind it.”

Minhyuk

Minhyuk tapped his hands on the table idly. He had moved to the final spot as a last minute adjustment. But that meant for about the first 30 to 40 minutes, while the fans trickled down the line to him, he was bored out of his mind. He took the opportunity to scan the line.

His eyes immediately glued to the body that moved as fluid as he hoped his own did. He grinned as he watched her jam to his music, mimicking their moves at a skilled level. He felt a little sad when the first fan stood in front of him, interrupting his view of her. He pushed it away quickly, enjoying his time with his fans.

He looked forward to the brief pauses though so he could relocate her in line. His worry went into overdrive when he couldn’t find her, only to eventually realize that she had made her way to the table and was greeting Eunwoo at the front.

His foot tapped away anxiously as he waited for her to go down the table, one by one. He couldn’t help but straighten his clothes as she stood talking with SanHa right beside him. It felt like even that interaction took an eon, before finally, she stood before him.

“I am so happy to meet you. You have been an inspiration. I love watching your choreo videos. I hope to someday be as good as you.” Her words flowed swiftly from her pink lips.

Minhyuk grinned. “You’re definitely talented. You might even be better than me.”

Her eyes widened and her mouth opened. He could see her trying to figure out how he could be so confident in those words with only just meeting her.

He chuckled. “I saw you dancing while you were back there in line.” He gestured toward where she’d originally caught his eye. She flushed as she dropped her chin. “You were really good.” He reached his hand toward her without much thought. He just wanted her to look at him again.

She looked at his hand, her eyes glancing up at him through her bangs, before biting her bottom lip. “Thank you.” She mumbled.

He smiled and started to pull his hand back, startling slightly as she grabbed for it before he could. “You’re welcome.” He squeezed her hand gently. The next scene left him in a daze.

In response to his squeeze, she leaned forward and pressed an innocent kiss to his hand. Her lips met the skin just between his thumb and pointer finger. He blinked and her warmth was gone, as was she. He looked down at his hand to find the perfect imprint of her lips on his skin. He grinned as he moved his hand side to side, noticing the lipstick glitter a little.

He didn’t have the chance to go after her as the next fan stood before him, but she would never leave his thoughts after that.

Sanha

SanHa could hardly contain himself as she introduced herself. He had been watching her as the line had dwindled, stealing glances as she got closer and closer. She stood out in the crowd for him. He eagerly took the photo from her hands though his eyes wouldn’t leave hers. He uncapped his marker, holding the pen in mid air.

She giggled. “Oppa, aren’t you going to sign it?”

His mouth curled into a smile as his heart fluttered at the affectionate term. He felt his cheeks warming up so he quickly ducked his head down to sign her photo. He was mid signature when he saw her lean forward from his peripheral. His eyebrows rose as he watched her place her hands on the table carefully as she crept forward.

He felt like his heart completely stopped as he felt her soft, plush lips press ever so gently against his forehead. His eyes widened as he lifted his face to look at her. She grinned at him, her cheeks matching his with a light pink tint.

“Make sure to take care of yourself, Oppa.” She whispered before reaching for her photo and moving forward.

SanHa watched as she glided over to Rocky beside him. He wanted to stop her, to talk to her more. He’d hardly been able to say anything due to his shyness and shock. He watched as she bowed to Rocky before sliding the photo over again. He chewed on his bottom lip, hoping that their interaction was special.

His breath caught in his throat as she locked eyes with him. She gave him a wink and a grin that made him want to drop dead. She thanked Rocky as he gave the signed photo back and continued on down the row.

SanHa felt like his cheeks would split from how wide his smile was. He greeted the next fan, knowing that at least the small moment they had was special. That kiss was just for him.

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All Night | Special Dance Practice

#this set breaks and mends my heart at the same time #astro #astro gif #moonbin #cha eunwoo #rocky #jinjin #mj #sanha

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Blame Me - Min Yoongi

@god-i-need-help Requested: Could you do a suga fic we’re you two always argue. “God, your so annoying y/n!” “Bite Me!” I just kind of want a spicy make out sesh, not too nsfw!!

Warnings: angst, a bit of toxic possessiveness, somehow there’s a sprinkle of cheese fluff, light smut, really there’s one kiss

A/N: oh man. I have a problem writing things that are not angst right now. I’m real sorry. I promise my intention was to be much more fluff and spicy than dark.

The sound of the door slamming echoed through the apartment. You winced but quickly recovered. Your body was hot as the anger continued to swell in your chest. You were almost to the bedroom when you heard the front door slam again, this time when it was opened.

You quicken your pace to make it to the room before he can catch up to you. You just barely get to see his face before you close the door, making sure to lock it. You swiftly go about grabbing things for an overnight bag. You know he’s going to find his way into the room soon and there’s no way you can stay. Not tonight.

Just as you’ve pulled your dress over your head, the pounding starts.

“Y/N! What the fuck? Open the door!”

Yoongi’s voice hurts your heart. After the night he’s put you through, including the 30 minute cold shoulder drive home, he has the nerve to be irritated. You glare at the door as you throw your dress. You hear it catch something on the nightstand and take it down. You don’t bother to check on it, but instead find more casual clothes to put on.

“Oh right, just throw a fit. That’s the exact way to handle this.”

You roll your eyes as you imagine Yoongi crossing his arms. You love the boy, you really do. But you also hate him, especially when he’s like this.

“Jesus, Y/N. Just open the fucking door.”

Your temper boils over. You drop the clothing from you hands and stomp toward the door. Your lips are pressed together tightly as you wrench the door open.

Your boyfriend stands before you. His face was annoyed, but his eyebrows rose as you came into view. In your bought of anger, you hadn’t yet put a shirt on. His eyes drifted to your chest, which only infuriated you more.

“You have some fucking nerve, Min Yoongi.” Your hands shook in front of you.

Yoongi came to, his irritation returning slightly. “Calm down, Y/N.”

You scoffed. “Why don’t you fucking calm down? You’re the one who spent our entire evening accusing me of eyeing other guys and cheating on you.”

“I never said you were cheating.” He groaned while his hands went through his hair. He pulled at it to where it stuck up in some angles, a look that would normally make you melt.

“Right. You only asked if I enjoyed the way other men looked at me. If I wanted to take them home. What the fuck do you think that means, Yoongi?”

“I can’t help that I get upset when other guys eye fuck you. How do you expect me to react?”

“Oh no!” You shake your head, backing up slightly. “Don’t you dare fucking turn this on me! It’s not my fault you become this asshole.”

“Why? Because you’re completely innocent?” He sneered taking steps into the room. A manic laugh bubbled from your lips as you started to pace.

“Is this really what you think of me? That I want to fuck other men? That I want to have someone that’s not you? That I dream of living a double life? What is it, Yoongi? Am I just not good enough for you?”

He mumbled his next sentence, absolutely shattering your heart. “You’re so annoying.”

You snorted, shaking your head. You bit your bottom lip hard to keep the hot tears from spilling out. You managed to move your feet toward the closet where you had abandoned your shirt earlier. You snatched it up, whispering a simple “Fuck you” before trudging out of the room.

You didn’t care anymore. You wanted to leave.

You didn’t make it far though. Yoongi pinned you to the wall just outside your shared room. He took the shirt from you hands and tossed behind him. His head dropped to your shoulder, hiding his face in your neck. His warm hands splayed across your back as he wrapped his arms securely around you.

You couldn’t hold the sobs back anymore. They racked through your body as you trembled in his arms. The tears tracked down your cheeks, falling onto his shirt.

“I’m so fucking sorry, Y/N.”

You felt every word with his lips against your skin.

“I can’t control it. I know it’s wrong, how I treat you. Something just snaps inside me when other guys stare at you. I’m so sorry.”

You manage to bring your hands up to hug Yoongi to you. There’s a comfort in burying your own face in his shirt.

“I promise I’m working on it. I promise I’m going to be better for you.”

You shake your head.

“Please, Y/N. Let me be better for you.” His voice cracks. His head raises as a hand finds your chin and pushes it upward. He makes you look at him so you see his red rimmed eyes that match yours. “I love you.”

You sigh. “I love you too.”

There’s a flicker in his eyes, a happiness at the forgiveness you give him. His focus darts to your mouth before quickly coming back up. He licks his lips slowly. “You know nothing turns me on quite like hearing you call me an asshole.”

You snort a laugh, more humor in your gesture than before. “You are an asshole.” You confirm, your stomach turning as his lips turn up in a devilish smirk.

He presses his lips against yours with a force that knocks the air out of your lungs. His hands move to tangle his fingers in your hair while yours pull at his shirt desperately.

Yoongi’s not perfect. And neither are you.

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If You Do » part one

yugyeom x reader x jaebeom

masterlist x previous x next

taglist: lemme know if you want to be added :)

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Could you do a suga fic we’re you two always argue. “God, your so annoying y/n!” “Bite Me!” I just kind of want a spicy make out sesh, not too nsfw!!

I finished it! You can find it here.

It turned out a lot darker than I expected 😬 I really hope you still love it. Seriously though, if you don’t, let me know and I’ll totally come back and re-write it. My angst just came out more than I was ready for.

Thanks for sending me a request 💚