tshd/black butler art & appreciation blog

Illustration student, currently obsessed with tshd / @j.p8194 on tiktok

[demonfujo]

[vendetta06]

ugh life sucks right now so I gotta read about 2 guys touching each other inappropriately

[httpsnfwmbaby]

hikaru’s sharp tooth appreciation post

[kaboku]

love mokumokuren for this. adding “NO! Because I love ___” to my regular vocabulary

[gh0stwithaheart]

my favorite pastime is ruining my sleep schedule for more alone time

[my-fancy-hat]

there's something about in the way some fans want a type of clousure between yoshiki and human hikaru that makes me admire how good the writting of this story is regardless of the grief of losing someone beloved. because the tragedy of it is that you don't get second chances or last words, death comes and what you get is just plain (and cruel on its simplicity) conclusion. as much as you feel like you had something to say or unfulfilled promises, this is it. and it hurts so much, you won't get all the answers, and you will never get to know the truth. reality only grant us its indifference, as consolation are just the memories and their legacy on us. This is why yoshiki is on a personal level such a human raw character; he's a very unreliable narrator regarding of who hikaru was, and what his sudden death meant to him. If there is any type of solution, it's just the acceptance of what happened, and allow himself to mourn and move foward in life. It's cruel, unfair, this is where this wishful thinking comes from, I know, but is it really necessary for us a second chance to come to value what we had?

[redpepperwv]

scary

[demonfujo]

[demonfujo]

Can anyone explain why there are so few Yoshikaru fanfics that portray “Hikaru” as the bottom?? He definitely has that submissive energy, being so devoted and ready to do anything for Yoshiki, which sets such a good base for dom/sub smut… like do you get what I mean??

[creator-chaos]

Thinking about og Hikaru's little craft project and what it says about everything going on with hikayoshikaru

Like

It's wonky as hell and not at all what it's supposed to represent. But Yoshiki takes it bc Hikaru made it, bc it's proof he existed, bc he put it into the world. And it was bc of Yoshiki that he made it in the first place.

And 'hikaru' watches from across the table with the saddest envy as Yoshiki clings to this malformed creation. (The symbolism is entirely lost on Yoshiki.)

And then

WONKY 'CAT' AGAIN AS WE'RE BEING HAND FED THE MORAL OF 'HIKARU'S EXISTENCE

[tedcruzisthezodiackiller]

[faustique]

not photogenic but i probably look sooo good as a distant memory

[kaboku]

[demonfujo]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru/Tsujinaka Yoshiki Characters: Tsujinaka Yoshiki, "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru Additional Tags: Angst, Grief/Mourning, Hurt No Comfort, Crying During Sex, Unrequited Love, One-Sided Attraction, Character Study, Sexual Tension, Mild Sexual Content, sex as a coping mechanism, Public Hand Jobs, Kissing, Moaning, Begging, Submissive “Hikaru”, Slightly dominant Yoshiki, Takes place during episode 4 or chapter 9 (Summer Festival), Childhood Memories, Mentions of character death (og Hikaru), Love Confessions, Public Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Top Tsujinaka Yoshiki, Bottom "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru, Consensual, Non-Penetrative Sex Summary:

“I know I might not be able to replace him, but I’m always gonna keep you safe… And if ya need anything I’ll do whatever you ask.”

Consumed by his grief, Yoshiki had no regard for what the monster thought of him. It wasn’t even human and had no way of understanding his true feelings. Right now what Yoshiki felt he needed most was Hikaru—or what remained of him. His body, his warmth, his voice, his touch. He desired what had always been out of reach, driven by the understanding that he had nothing to lose, as all he had ever wanted was already taken from him.

It didn’t matter anymore.

- or Yoshiki is grief struck and horny, so he takes advantage of “Hikaru’s” offer to grand him any wish.

[virtual-angelll]

I noticed something!

Og Hikaru was the type to do jokes that make people uncomfortable. Mokmok himself has said in an interview that he committed some microaggressions

And it's quite clear from the very first moments of the first chapter and ep... Yoshiki is trying to talk to "him," but "he" keeps trying to get under his skin 👹

As soon as his performance falls apart, even the way he jokes around changes.

There are two moments that illustrate this well

• first panel, in some translations he says "What? You're asking me out on a date? haha just kidding."

• in the second scene, he opens his shirt, telling Yoshiki to take a good look at him, but then immediately says he's joking

Like seriously.... he's so afraid of making people uncomfortable, and he took over the body of a boy who LOVED doing it

Now, what happened in the very first scene of the first ep was something he felt obligated to do for six months. Six months. The sweetest boy in the world trying so hard to look cool.

Yeahh the entity experiencing the horrors 🎉🎉🎉

[morte-incarnata]

[demonfujo]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: “Hikaru” | Fake Indou Hikaru/Tsujinaka Yoshiki Characters: “Hikaru” | Fake Indou Hikaru, Original Indou Hikaru, Tsujinaka Yoshiki Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Omegaverse, Jealousy, Emotional Conflict, Bodily Changes, Mutual Pining, First Time, Shameless Smut, a little bit of fluff and angst, Power Dynamics, Wet & Messy, Multiple Orgasms, Loss of Control, Masturbation, Anal Sex, Knotting, Claiming Bites, Marking, fated mates, Submission, omega hikaru, alpha yoshiki, Bottom “Hikaru” | Fake Indou Hikaru, Top Tsujinaka Yoshiki, Moaning, Begging, slight Breeding Kink, Happy Ending, Kissing, mentions of character death (original hikaru), Sexual Tension Summary:

Hikaru never got to present his secondary gender before his untimely death. Now, “Hikaru” has returned in his place and is grappling with the confusing biological changes of an omega’s body. As he struggles to understand these new urges, Yoshiki can’t shake the feeling that something is off.

After borrowing Yoshiki’s PE clothes for soccer practice one day, “Hikaru” unexpectedly finds himself facing his first heat. Things take a wild turn when Yoshiki walks in on him in the changing room, and neither of them is prepared for what happens next.

[demonfujo]

I added an unexpected second chapter:

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[glitteringpoet1685]

Least traumatic being in love with your best friend experience.