dianne

“a sucker for happy endings”

[diannedcapelli]

There’s a whole conversation going on inside my head

As I sit patiently waiting for the bus

I imagine what it would be like to speak to you

once again

We discuss art and architecture and poetry

and you’re peaceful

so peaceful

that’s what sticks with me

the sense of stillness that you bring

as if nothing’s truly wrong

and the world can only inspire perfection.

Your eyes are piercing and bright

I wonder what it would feel like to wake up everyday

being loved by them, maybe in some other life

- Ideals

[diannedcapelli]

The love I had for you never needed an answer,

it took me so long to realise that

Your name was carved inside my heart way before you ever held me

and it’s still there now, long after you’ve left me -

I get it now.

Loving You has always been the reward.

[diannedcapelli]

“Was our love a work of art

before the painting fell apart

what was that I heard you say

it’s just the darkness of the day

and where we better at the start

before I offered you my heart

before the demons came to play

within the darkness of the day ”

Isaac Gracie - darkness of the day

[diannedcapelli]

I met someone. It was an accident, I wasn’t looking for it, I wasn’t on the make. It was a perfect storm. She said one thing, I said another and the next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there’s this feeling in my gut that she might be the one.  She’s completely nuts in a way that makes me smile, highly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance required. She is you Karen.

That’s the good news. The bad news is that I don’t know how to be with you right now, and that scares the shit out of me. Because if I am not with you right now I have this feeling we’ll get lost out there. It’s a big bad world full or twist and turns and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment. The moment that could of changed everything.