𓂃₊ 𝗚𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘀 ‘𝗺 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂.
╭﹕ღ﹒ 𝗬𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝗲!𝗵𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗲𝘆 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗲𝗿
⤷ 𝐓𝐖: dead dove do not eat: dubcon relationship, noncon mentioned at the very end (not rlly explicit), mentally abusive relationship, f!reader is a nerd and a loser, forced relationship, misogynistic theme, gaslighting, manipulation, playing victim sorta, him being an absolute dick, size difference, soft power imbalance, he's insane, nihilistic tone, pet names, him being fully naked. No sex truly happened but the background context is there.
• You have read the warnings, you know what you are getting into; if you choose to read it and get upset, don't say I didn't warn you.
You were such a loser, have you known that? you worth absolutely nothing. Not even worth spitting on, not even worth breathing next to. Ever since you came to this fuck-ass college, all you're good for is high grades and yet at the same time? a laughably low skill of socialization.
An absolute anti-social, introverted fucker who had nothing ahead of her life. Who can't take shit for fun, always too sensitive’, always too.. too serious for life, for her dreams. Disgustingly so.
They knew it. You knew it. So how, how did you still managed to pull someone like him?
Ah—him. The golden boy of your college. The Apollo. The ones who catches heart from ladies and gentlemen alike as easily as it was breathing for him. The man everyone would spent their blood, sweat n tears’ licking the fuckin' mud he had stepped on.
So how? what kind of gods did you pray to in order to achieve someone like him, as someone—like you?
Honestly? you yourself did not know, how by any chances that the stars has granted upon you, that it would be him.
You weren't even sure if being in a relationship with him was considerably a luck. Because there's times where you couldn't help but pondered if knowing him in the first place was your biggest mistake.
“Where you goin' love?” your boyfriend huffed. His voice tired from all the rough training he did yesterday noon. Mouth gaped as he yawn, with gem-like eyes hovering over your nude body in almost a cannibalistic loving way.
“I'm going to study.” You calmly replied. He scoffed, softly, in a way that he already predicts those answers but still somewhat unpleased.
“It's only 7 AM, baby.” He whined. Iris lazily locking onto yours. “And it's weekend.”
“So you shoulda’ calm the fuck down.” He grunted, his eyes narrowed in annoyance.
There is your so called “perfect boyfriend”
Your 'Apollo’, or whatever the hell those grifters always talked about. They truly had no clue of your misery over here, isn't it?
Your lips pouted. Eyes staring down at the soft pajama set you picked from that sweetly decorated wardrobe of yours, the ones you and him painted together in your early relationship.
Does it really matter anymore?
He roses from the soft mattress, body still fully naked mind you—you guys fucked like mutt yesterday, right after he had come home from finishing his practice.
Not sure if ‘fucked‘ was an accurate words, cus.. most of the time, the sex happened half-handed. And his grinning ass abso-fucking-lutely aware of it. But he couldn't care less.
If anything, as disgusting as it sounded, he loved it. Sickeningly so, mentally unwell so.
He approaches you, slowly. Hands gripping the wardrobe shelf as his muscle flexed.
“Please cover yourself.” You reminded him, eyes couldn't help as your gaze trailed over his towering frame.
“Why, i thought you love me, babydoll.”
Fuck this man. And his filthy pet-names that makes your skin cringes no matter how much impossibly handsome and ethereal he could've been.
“Right, now you hate me again. Guess ‘m just a play date to you, huh?”
“So shut up.” He interrupted.
Silence drove between you two like painful glue stuck onto your hair. Your eyes looked down at the pajama set, and your body — still in your bra and panties, lil' cutesy with all the bows, floral ornaments and shit.
That ain't gonna help nothing.
“See?” he paused, “This is the side of you that I'm not fond of.” he clicked, mockingly so.
“I mean, i love you baby and i'd gladly skinned someone for you but—sometimes those will of yours to study, and to.. whatever it is to reach your ‘careers’, it almost irks me.” He chuckled, but no joy come out of it, no giddy-ness, just irritation.
He sighed. Hands covering his face with cold eyes peeking between shadow corners, locking onto yours.
“You're always so pretty when you calm down and being so good for me.”
“But, i have exams! and—” You reasoned, but not fully as he always had something to say in between you.
“We all have, baby. And we still have tons of times to hang out and fuck like some stupid’ fucking bunnies, alright?” He replied.
“You worried too much, that's all you are. You worried that i'll betray you, worried that your beloved dreams will snitch on you or some—fuckin' shit. This is like your plan b all along, right?” he chuckled.
He leaned closer, bending his body halfly so his face could be an eye-to-eye with you.
“Truth is, i would never. Okay? no one will ever.” he paused, “It doesn't matter if your dreams run out or fuckin' leave you or something. You will have me, baby.” He reassured, til he decided to ruin it altogether for the worse; “No matter whether you asked for it, or no.”
“You're gonna be my future wife anyway, so please don't try to argue with me. We'll try, fuck, and study together, alright?” He smiled. His beautiful, almost like a really beautiful and handsome prince up-close, cruelly smilling at you.
“And don't you worry if you die or worse, because i'll gladly kill, and die for you without a second thought baby.”
He rises up, arms slowly wrapping around your body—not in a way that makes you feel safe, but in a way that makes you trapped beneath his control once more.
“Nothing else matters when i'm here.” He whispered, cupping your neck before he slowly grabbed a fistful of your hair, body's thrown back together onto the soft mattress. And the rest is history.
Yeah, it's probably more of a mistake than a luck to be honest.
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