Jun 3
life really is just Bad rn jfc
home life Stressful af cause of dad's medical situation! work sucks ass in general/stress of trying to find a new job! every time i left the house this past week (out of necessity nothing fun happening here) something BAD is happening (i.e. stores are out of power, giant car wreck outside of where i need to go, horrible ass thunderstorms/unbearable heat) it feels like the fucking apocalypse...which is 100% the anxiety spiral but like can things be normal?! can things be good?! i BEG!
but like even when things are normal i still can't get my life together so i'm just Stuck and i wanna Scream

















