song lyrics - self journey

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and now i’m picking her apart

like cutting her down will make you miss my wretched heart

but she’s beautiful, she looks kind

she probably gives you butterflies

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i know i’m not the one you really love

i guess that’s why i’ve never given up

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somehow you’ve become some paranoia

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this year you better one yourself

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all i know of love is how to live without it

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i wonder if they’ll miss me once they drive me out

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i don’t wanna love myself, i’m praying that they all love me

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you’re pointing at starts in the sky that already died

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love is overrated

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i’m a prisoner to my decision

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i’m here, but don’t count on me to stay

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i want your midnights, but i’ll be cleaning up bottles with you on new year’s day

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i swear i’m not angry, that’s just my face

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if i breathe you, will it kill me?

will you have me, or watch me fall?

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i have a fear of intimate moments

if you’re around, why am i down?

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how long will it be cute, all this crying in my room?

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i’ll get older, but your lovers stay my age