not pro, this is just for me

sw: 53 kg-hw:58 kg-cw:56 kg-gw: 45 kg-ugw: 38 kg ; she/they; picture is allison harvard

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rank of the 8 natural laxatives ive tried, from worst to best

8. almonds, flat out didnt work

7. shreddies, didnt work that well

6. raisins, you have to eat lots of raisins for it to work

5.cranberries, works but there are better options

4.prunes, the og

3.olive oil, disgusting to consume but works

2.chia, delicious and fast

1.salt water, the best shit ever, fast and straight up empties your bowel, rlly gross but its a good laxative

hope this kinda helps :D

be careful !!

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350 ml of salt water before a purge >>>

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ok so use this info responsibly, i dont condone the use of laxatives, BUT but olive oil is a great one, its a household item, accesible, not suspicious and effective, 2-3 tbsp and youll be shitting,, worth the calories.

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i love how i turn into a mathematician when calculating calories

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holy shit i got fat, new hw, FIFTY SIX KILOS. i want to kms, ive got lovehandles, my pelvic bone barely stands out, and im a cow

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i thought i was doing better,

but here we are again

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welp !!

turns out i mightve just gotten a hernia from purging lol

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found one !! cranberries apparently make you shit,, ill come back in like 30 min to inform yall if it works,,

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ok so def not 30 min,, but it worked, i had to eat a palmful but lucky for me i love cranberries,

also,, dont use laxatives too often, you probably already have either a damaged esophagus or a damaged heart, dont damage your colon too

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found one !! cranberries apparently make you shit,, ill come back in like 30 min to inform yall if it works,,

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answer to your ‘natural laxatives’: shreddies or wetabix. trust me it’s worth the calories

thanks,, god i love fiber

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does anybody know of any natural laxatives,, i cant use any of the real ones lol.

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fuck,, my life is going to absolute shit and theres nothing i can rlly do abt it

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pits of depression you cant eat anything w/o feeling full,, hills of mania where you eat everything

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my physical appearence is important to me dont get me wrong, but the way underweight feels is incredible. for me, its the best feeling in the world, its about that for me, i want to feel empty.

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my sensory issues, ed, and intrusive thoughts are destroying any chance of me acting normally.

like......i was trying to fall asleep, and bc of my sensory issues i tend to fixate on a specific body part and over-analize its structure and the fact that its literally inside my body. so i focused on my neck(i have a weird fixation w/ my collarbone and neck, and i love when they show) and this one specific intrusive thought/image of me stabbing my carotid artery repeatedly with a broken mug and bleeding out on my bed, kept appearing.

help

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why dont my drug coctails ever work 🙄🤚

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