DrifloonHat

BIID haver and advocate

[drifloonhat]

What I wouldn't do to be one of those YouTube's doing those 1000° knife trends back in the day. Imagine freedom. The crackling of burning flesh. Or don't. Odds are, I will never get a knife hot enough

[drifloonhat]

this year, everyone gets a little homo, as a treat

[kairithemang0-fm]

Reblog if you're transmasc, support trans men, or want a chocolate chip cookie

[drifloonhat]

Why doesn't alcoholics anonymous have a mascot. Like how about a buffalo. No part of the buffalo was wasted after all.

[drifloonhat]

How is ao3 all smut

[drifloonhat]

Just a heads up, Nikolai can suck his own dikolai

[drifloonhat]

Just wanted to shout out a good BID fix on ao3

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[drifloonhat]

not sure where to put this, but where do i report bugs for the new BIID forum? the profile page seems to not apply the dark theme correctly.

You can do the moderator, Phantom

The site is talking.bid for anyone new

[drifloonhat]

New BIID forum up

[drifloonhat]

Would you rather:

Get your need achived

Get your BIID cured, without your need being achieved

Voting ended onJun 6

Please DNI unless you have biid, without having your need met

[drifloonhat]

I hurt myself sometimes

[drifloonhat]

I messed up

I took the Fyodor_Dostoyevsky ao3 name, and now I can't write fyolai fics without seeming wierd. Please help

[planefood]

rules for thee and not for me

[seraphtrevs]

STOP no more live-action remakes. We're going the other way now. Animated Casablanca. Animated The Godfather. Animated Oppenheimer. Animated Fight Club.

[edhelwen1]

Animated Goncharov.

[marlynnofmany]

Definitely that one.

[ifitistobeitisuptous]

unless, hear me out...

Muppet Goncharov

[marlynnofmany]

[sufficientlylargen]

Look at these idiots who haven't seen Gonzorov (1993).

[unquartdetour]

Reblogging entirely for Gonzorov.

[drifloonhat]

We need to do the bungou stray dogs, where we.make them anime femboys, to everything

[drifloonhat]

Me: I need to be normal for four years, I can do that.

Me: one day later, sitting on the ground, pulling a knife out of my bra and telling myself not to cut

Me: the next day, I should not do that.

Me, the day after.: sawing into my leg at 1209 am.

Me, in the afternoon: buying multiple knives

Why am I like this

[drifloonhat]

I feel like a terrible person

[drifloonhat]

I think that some people seem to not understand the cognitive dissonance within my mind. BIID is not romantisizing disabilities. It is in and of its self a disability.

I neglect my health and social life, because walking makes me feel my leg. I hurt myself. I stay up late listening to the news so that I don't have to be alone with my thoughts.

I know it will hurt. I know life won't be perfect. I know there are people who want to have the leg that I don't. I would give it if I could. I want to seek therapy, but there is no treatment. I would seek help, but no doctor will be willing. I want to be cured, no matter the means.