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25+ yrs and tired, bi aroace, they/ them, genderqueer it's a big question mark, ADHD and autistic, self dx, I ramble

[druckkugelschreiber]

This is the long awaited introduction post. I guess? 

You can call me Schreiber, Jojo or Jay. Also if you can come up with a passable nickname you may try. They/ them pronouns. 

Statements that tell you everything you need to know about me Q & A style: 

Q: But they’re evil

A: yes that’s why they’re sexy

Q: But they hurt people

A: fictional people, but I commend your compassion towards fictional people 

Q: but that ship is toxic

A: yes that’s the point 

Q: this is just wrong

A: it’s fictional, that’s the whole fun of it! 

Q: you’re a bad person!

A: yes and I’m going to eat your soul 

Like an honest warning, I like villains, I like toxic ships, I don’t mind fictional underage stuff, I like age gaps, I support Targaryen incest and some other things. If you can’t deal with that, just fuck off. I’m pretty close to just tolerating anything as long as it’s fictional. Go have fun. Fantasizing about messed up stuff is healthy btw :) 

My fandoms change frequently, or at least whatever is sitting actively in my brain a few I shall name Dragon Age, MCU and especially The Old Guard, but really, I’m all over fantasy stuff.

More focusing on characters than actual fandoms as a whole. A few characters at the forefront of my mind: any character by Charlize Theron, especially Andromache and Cipher but also Lady Lesso, Natasha Romanoff and Negan from TWD. My ADHD and autism make me all over the place. 

You can find my Ao3 here

[druckkugelschreiber]

Speaking of gender, my gender is hugely influenced by the fact that I have autism. And I have the „I do not care about my gender autism“ yes that means I refer to myself as nonbinary cause gender is a construct and while I was socialized as a woman I for sure as hell am not that construct.

For me that means my body is nonbinary, my tits are nonbinary and so is everything else. Like I do not care about changing my body to fit a construct cause I exist outside of that.

However I also don’t care in the sense that I do not need the recognition of society. Yes it is absolutely awesome that language is becoming more inclusive and I would love it if my native language had gender neutral pronouns and I am so happy when my English speaking friends refer to me as they/ them, but like if I go to the gynaecologist I am medically female.

Like we call the gyn „women‘s doctor“ in German for most occasions and I do not care. I will say I am going to the women’s doctor cause gynaecologist is a fucking mouthful (I will change that btw when around my nonbinary friends this is for me). I take female hormones to help my body be able to menstruate better (I have friends who have refused those hormones) and I do not care in the slightest that my doctors see me as a women cause I need that medically.

Obviously in a perfect world that would all not be necessary but what I am saying is: I do not give a fuck, I have autism, I have more important things to think about than my gender and also generally think too much about things.

This obviously does not mean I don’t want more inclusion. Gimme all the inclusion and nonbinary and trans rights. I just don’t care for myself in my life to change things cause my body is perfect and nonbinary and society‘s reflection is none of my fucking business

[druckkugelschreiber]

See so I’m not out to my mom as nonbinary, which sometimes is funny and sometimes pretty horrible, but usually when we have conversations about gender roles etc my mom starts going „we women, us women“ and most of the time I’m going „hehe hoho she doesn’t even know I am not one of them“ like an evil mastermind inside of my head, but sometimes I genuinely forget she doesn’t know and when she says „us women“ I almost look over my shoulder like „who the fuck is us?“

Like could you imagine I did that once? 😂

But also today was wild cause she went „all women are good at seduction“ which is a wild take already but especially to her asesexual child (which she knows btw) and obviously I took the opportunity to say „well that then proves I am not a woman“ *fun little jester dance* „I now have my license“ obviously I said that in a joking manner and she absolutely did not get it lmao. My closet is out of glass and my mom is blind cause she doesn’t believe/ understand nonbinary people (again situationally very funny)

[nosimpincurly]

You’re not depressed. You just need $250,000 in your bank account.

[catherinebunnington]

Reblog to materialize $250,000 in prev's bank account

[stuckinapril]

you seem avoidant for a girl who’s so hungry to experience the full breadth of human connection

[partywithponies]

"Your personality comes from the way you were parented" "Your personality is inate and genetic" wrong!!!!! your personality comes from that one piece of media you were unhealthily and irreversibly obsessed with when you were 13 years old

[dragon-png]

nodding my head to show that i approve of all the shitty things this character has done because i'm a bad person

[northirish]

At all times I am filled with a berserker like rage but thankfully for everyone around me I am much too tired to do anything with it

[finefeatheredfabler]

I believe in the separation of church (fandom) and state (media creators)

[outofcontextdiscord]

[toskarin]

eating rice, there's definitely an upper limit to how much you can eat, but thinking about it in abstract? when filling a plate? it's hard to conceive of it. that's what makes it so dangerous

[whimsicalsoulpriscilla]

I miss the OG big potato gang

[visionsfromfashionwonderland]

CHARLIZE THERON in custom DIOR structured white blazer mini-dress featuring sculptural waist bows designed by Creative Director JONATHAN ANDERSON ("THE ODYSSEY" New York premiere /July 2026)

[rylandgraces]

[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode

[wertfi-penguin]

Maybe the most damming thing about Nolans odyssey is i haven’t seen a single gifset from it

[geekyhistoriansunite]

[chaoticneutralwife]

well then can we at least sexualize the problem

[dykecinema]

Women covered in blood. Reblog if you agree.