Eklavya

" like last 11 years weren't enough "

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

It's hard to see the sweater, when you're only just a thread.

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

You can forget but can't forgive me, I can forgive but can't forget you... that's a destiny full of pain in the making, and I can't tell you how happy I am about it all.

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

Maturity might as well be a book with infinite chapters, but then maturity might as well be the book judged by its cover.

--EkB

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

If your life requires you to walk through hell, walk as if you own the place.

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

A forgotten photo, a comment from another era, and suddenly, years of anger melt like ice into the warmth of nostalgia. Time becomes a tapestry, woven with threads of joy and tears, reminding us that even in the digital labyrinth, echoes of the heart endure.

~EkB

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

Okay, I just saw it but here goes nothing, I'm one of those people who would just be happy and feel like it's a freakin holiday when Eminem drops anything, JUST anything, and again you wouldn't know until after he has dropped it, there is no freakin announcement or head up NOTHING AT ALL!! but that's not the thing I wanted to talk about, that thing that I wanted to talk about is that, how I just realized, if we would see Eminem's youtube channel about 5 years ago in 2019or even before that, the man he was doing numbers he was always top of the chart because fans almost CRAVE for his music, the HUNGER and EXITEMENT and the HYPE is real people, it's freakin real, but he was always lowkey on the subscribers, and other artist were doing good on all front, even the subscribers, so I have had a lot of fights, especially with taylor swift fans lol (ifykyk) but NOW... No, he got above all, he is on 4th with ALMOST 60MIL I MEANNN WTF!! I mean we have seen artists gain that many in a day and then drop to half in the next 5 or some years... but this guy is freakin 50+ STILL consistent, his music must finally make sense to most people now Ohh man, this realization just made my morning cuz I LOVE Eminem I owe most achievements of my life to this guy's songs. STAN FOR LIFE!! here is the list 1) BlackPink with 92.5 million subs (yeah Ik lol) even I love them 2) BTS with 77.2 million subs, I still think they are overrated 3) Justin Beiber has 72.4 million subs, I don't even need to make a comment on this one. now these are the people who have been on the hype ever since they came out, it's just genre... it relates to everyone listening but then COMES

4) EMINEM 58.5 million subs now when I say that rap music is just an acquired taste, believe me, it is, and the one that Eminem got, man YES not everyone can relate to or enjoy it, I DO, from 7 in the morning to 8 in the evening when I get back home he is what goes on my Spotify and for him to be this consistent over the years its just an achievement in itself mann Im just soo happy 👻 here are some more on the list 5) Marshmello (56.8M) 6)Taylor Swift with 55.9 million subs (still reminds me of a certain time in my life, I tag that time with innocence) 7) Ed Sheeran (54M) another stan being successful with BANGER music 8) Ariana Grande (53.2M) 9) J Balvin (34.2M) 10) Karol G (33.9M)

now call me childish to compare them all, but yeah It made me happy so I did my research lol, Anyway... let's see how this list changes in the coming time... idk about them, IM HYPED

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

Eternal Enchantment: A Love's Labyrinth

I've witnessed myself emerge, a liberation from the cage, Where senses surrender to unshackle, yet entities lack a taste, A taste I recall, though in diluted memories' embrace, It's the vistas I've glimpsed, not quite what I sought to chase.

In the midst of eruptions, I linger in the space, Preferring the labyrinth, if it means enduring the maze, For lasting beside you feels akin to freedom within confinement's blaze, Eyes numbed by frost, tears crystallize amid the counterfeit's haze.

We're the frozen flames, traversing the icy expanse, Wielding our strengths against our banes in a relentless dance, Your power, love's embrace, mine, a fainter pale, Choosing you, even if it means losing, a narrative I'd never curtail.

As the world wanes and whispers its final breath, I'd cling to you, if it's the price for my last step, Our love, not defying, but defining every strain, In our union, not even an echo would refrain.

Our freedom, entwined in the confines of this cage, A synergy of 'ours,' an eternal, untamed page I've never stopped, and never will, so DW and take your time :)

EkB~T.U.M.S.E.

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

But even in the symphony of suffering, a defiant melody plays on, whispering of a future where healing will be my choice and hurting... my fate :)

EkB

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

sometimes it's not about knowing how to make it work if only you know you want to...

EkB

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

There is as much beauty in this life as there is pain, you just have to look for it, but most of all... we have to look for it with each other, and YES that is gonna take some time, it's one BIG world out there, but then again it is the time we are going to spend together and that is what makes it worth.

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

life finally taught me how important is trust in bonding and how respect is far more important than love in a successful relationship...

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

yes, I do want to end up being with you all my life, but in the end, if for some reason I didn't, I wanna know If I made it in that story of your life that your old self is once telling your best friend when you guys will be discussing life... well at least I'd know that I mattered enough to make it there :)

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

something I wrote after my first breakup(unedited raw version)

cuz what happened with me the last time, was hard to get over, and I still am, getting over/in a little love with her she made a cute kid self in me, she promised to held his hand for the life, she walked me into the mist, I was afraid to go into alone, and she left my hand for some other hand in between so that kid ran, he cried, until his eyes grew dry, running out of tears to cry out his face was red, he dropped he got up a million times, his eyes filled with hope his heart full of dreams, his brain full of happy thoughts got crushed all in a minute, he never got fed with the love again, and there he sat in the mist, calling and crying for the help, and no one ever fuckin came no one did, slowly his heart went numb, his face went pale his hands that were up hoping someone would ever hold them, came down with sorrow and pity, like the rain of crying tears should be, those cute little hands, got submerged in the snow in lonely thoughts he was sooo hungry he ate them all, it was a poison, to his pure innocent soul, he coughed, and shivered screaming her name crying without tears, people think he is making an act, but his land of true love was droughted she never came well no one did and he starved to death, in the hope someone will hug him again, like he did, but no one did, people mocked him, and made a story, about his scared, scarred heart, and now he is just in my thoughts 🙂 soo tell me if it is my fault if I dont wanna let him live another life, cuz I am scared if this time he died, I will die with him

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

the emojis??

Okay, people out there,  here is a thing about texting.... if you ever felt like you are using emojis and an image of a person you are close to, with that expression pops out in your head, well never let that person go away, cuz its something important. we all know emojis were made so that texting can be more emotionally expressible, but at one hand where emojis have expressions, on the other hand they don't have a face, they are like the dots for you to connect by yourself, so when you like someone, enough for you to start imagining them as emojis,  its just that your subconscious knows what is up,  that’s all I have to say 😬

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

Kumpas - Theme of “2 Good 2 Be True”

Moira Dela Torre · Song · 2022

you know how sometimes you don't understand the meaning, but the feeling says way more than the case if you would’ve understood it... 

try listening to this if you are having a bad day, I promise it will be worth it... :)

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

the only happy day, or maybe a starting of a new chapter...

and what do you know, just like that this became one of the best days I had in past 4 years, I met a friend from my old Coaching Centre, like this was just the last thing I expected to do today, I remember how fun I use to be 4 years ago when everything to me was as new as the sun for the new born, I remember the 1st time I had a crush one that “one” girl, I remember the thrill, I can actually feel it on my bones again, I mean still somewhere empty, but I was soo innocent and soo pure at heart, use to care about people whole heartedly without looking at the benefits, my mind use to work FAR better without all the crap I’ve been through all these years, and right when I said him, ON A RANDOME FREAKIN DISCORD SERVER, my mind blew UP!! the depression ran away, I suddenly have a motive again, I feel like boosted and happy again, maybe this is temporary kick, I got to the junk of my life’s car, but I am going to use it, I am going to use it to my fullest, I was waiting for the DAY, for a sign, I guess this is it, I have the motivation, I feel the thrill again, I feel the stuff around me happy and sad, rather than just being sad, I FEEL is the big thing in it self, aint no more procrastinating no more, I guess life need my old self now, and I think its the time I transform for the good,, EVEN in the depressing life of someone like mine, this is what we need, we wait enough and we get it, the hope, that one friend that I count on, OR may be I am just thinking wayyy too much, but idk, I am just going to work hard again, with all my mood not falling apart, JEEZZ have anyone ever seen me this hype ever in last 4 years, Idts, but yeahh IDC, this is a good day, I AM GOING TO LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST and start making things better, dont leave your self in the fog of war, in your own brain, I aint using DEEP FLEX-ed vocab just can describe in words how happy I am, Just live your life good days there will come and will make all the pain worth,  I may get sad tomorrow and post all the sad shit, but this thing will be there in my heart forever now, ALSO I GOT A ALOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO, soooo TC and do what excites 

[eklavya-bhardwaj]

Lose Yourself - From "8 Mile" Soundtrack

Eminem · Song · 2004

you know a lot of people tell me, Eminem is a successful musician when I talk to them about it, I find my self in a state of bliss knowing they know what I mean, but that bliss disappear cuz they are doing right thing for wrong reasons,  cuz he is not all about view, take loose yourself for example, he successfully made this song, now Idc about some fucking plaque he got from Spotify and he blew up the world with, when ofc its pretty darn amazing if you think about it but, when ever I listen to this song a sense of rage against bad parts of me, a FEEL of MOTIVATION and an URGE TO DO SOMETHING, develops in my mind, every single time, no matter how many night I’ve spammed this song to my ears, I know this song like the back of my hand, like ever stan will, but again, when I say Eminem is successful I mean it, cuz he can make you feel every other word he says, this mann is THEE FUCKIN BEST WRITER ALIVE, and the music he put out even when he is FUCKIN 50 years old, I mean lets be real for a minute and think about it, no one will listen to these flashy musicians the minute they hit the getting old streak, cuz they don't have music, they have the views, Eminem still got both, no offence to the girl who hit the mills the moment they touch the internet (for the most part) and show-offyy type of guys as wells, take a lesson. If I will be able to do something with my life, I would owe him big time cuz his songs, they made a BIG difference in my life, and that statement is a constant function for every single stan out there...