WhisperingWillows

She /her 21

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Life is changing

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So I was just making up my nightly fake scenarios before sleeping. The love of my life ( a faceless man) proposes to me at the tangled ride at the Tokyo Disney park and we get married and have a daughter and now she's a little older and he's letting her paint his nails and having a tea party with her. And I am literally in tears because I love this man so much. And I'm crying even more because he doesn't exist.

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Some people might say that if they could, they would never choose to be born again. But if I could, I would never let my mother have a child because I would do anything to not have anyone go through what she has put me through.

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I'm finally in the phase of my life that I've been looking forward to for so long.

I'm thriving and nothing will take that away from me.

[deadpoeticwords]

"We accept the love we think we deserve." But I know I deserve much more. I deserve flowers and letters, I deserve to know that I'm wanted, that I mean something and not go to bed crying because of it. I deserve to smile because of the love that's shown in any kind of way. And not just romantically but in every form of love.

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Realizing that your attachment styles are slowly becoming secure and you're no longer anxious when you're getting to know someone new is kind of cathartic.

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So I went on a first date with this really cute guy. I wore this nice cute pink top and he ended up wearing a pink shirt. Ummm universe are you trying to indicate something????

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Just had a self realization today and it is making me feel a lot of things.

2 years back, whenever I imagined my future, I would imagine my life being miserable like being sick, being married to a terrible partner, having no friends, etc. You get the gist of it.

But now when I think of my future, I see myself moving to another country, having a successful career, being in a loving relationship. Just being happy.

I'm not sure what brought this change in me but I'm so grateful.

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The journey from being a girl who's very adamant on showing she's tough to being a girl who openly embraces her emotions really is something.

A year ago I couldn't imagine letting anyone see me get emotional and today I can openly cry while reading something sweet on Tumblr and don't even care if my friends call me a cry baby.

You know what, I cry over little things and I am proud of being able to express my emotions freely.

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There's always more than one route to your destination

- The Captain (@sgrstk)

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He is like the rain

Meanwhile I,

I am a paper boat

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I am like other girls

[paranoiadinotte]

I’m watering the connections that water me

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You deserve to receive the love you give

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Relationships are so difficult. In the past I've always been the one to pull away from people but now when I like someone so much that I want to continue this relationship, I'm now scared that he'll pull away like I always have in the past.

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Oh man when he lifts you up while kissing! Like damn my man strong asf and giving me butterflies. And it's extra special because you're insecure about your weight.

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Sneaking kisses with your s/o feels so amazing