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Nomi. 23. lost my previous Tumblr 🥲 lost - @little-wlw-froggie

[roughentumble]

my friend just told me that there's a secret second dashboard that solely contains posts from people you've turned on post notifications for, and when i click the link in the messages it opens it within the tumblr app, so the tumblr app also has a secret second dashboard for post notification blogs, and the only way to access it is to open the link for it within the app.

i literally love tumblr

[nightpool]

i have a private pinned post that just has a link to this dashboard on it, it's great. two dashboards for life

[cyle]

wow! i was really hoping someone would organically reverse-engineer this and find that dash.

here are a few other "secret" dashboards:

Posts from your "crushes"

"What you missed" (will be empty if you already visit Tumblr every day)

"Trending"

these are all just taking existing feeds of content and putting them in a dashboard-like format... the "Stuff for you" tab/feed is the same idea.

[ekinofantom]

I mainly reblog to find this again easily lol

[lexicanons]

Post TLG, Shane has a rare completely off night. He was awful and he knows it. When they get back to the locker room after the loss, Shane goes to apologize to the team. Before he can start, the team just pushes him out of the way and surrounds Ilya. They’re like “Dude, what the fuck is wrong with you? What’s your problem?” and Ilya is so confused as to why they’re upset with him because he played well despite losing. Someone is like “Cap, it’s your job to put out and you clearly haven’t been and that’s why Shane is playing like shit, so why are you not giving it up?”. Someone else explains that they figured out a while ago that Shane plays like a God when he’s getting laid regularly, and goes back to being a normal human when not, so they need to know why Ilya isn’t bending over and giving it up. They start assuming that something is medically wrong and Bood is like “Well if Ilya can’t take it then someone on the team has to step up” and Luca is immediately like “I’ll let Shane fuck me…I mean for the sake of team and everything…if I must…I’m not actually eager or anything…like I haven’t thought about this at all…ever!” Ilya starts yelling at the team, telling them that everything is fine, but they yell back and now everyone is arguing. Meanwhile, Shane is very amused by the fact that the team thinks he’s the top.

[goldsnows]

WITH EACH LOVE I CUT LOOSE

I WAS NEVER THE SAME

WATCHING STILL LIVING ROOTS

BE CONSUMED BY THE FLAMES

I WAS FIXED ON YOUR HAND OF GOLD

LAYING WASTE TO YOUR LOVIN’ LONG AGO

WOULD THAT I BY HOZIER X JAIMEBECCA!

[that-girl-blogger777]

stephen schwartz / fredrik backman / langston hughes / lorde / gracie abrams / hanya yanagihara / the walters / clarice lispector / prince

[lizardinabigwizardhat]

I don’t usually do this but I made some subtle pride wallpapers

Feel free to use them, I’m not an artist and this was my first time making phone wallpapers so they’re definitely not perfect

[cosmicluvrrrrr]

˚｡⋆𝐬𝐤𝐳 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬: 𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐛𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐥𝐚𝐠!⚢

pride collage #2! lesbian! 🧡🤍🩷 might be one of my fav flags bc of the sunset colors, it’s just so nice to look at :)

Happy Pride Month! Stay safe, have fun, and remember that you’re always welcomed here :)

I do not own or take credit for any of the images used. Reblogs are greatly appreciated but please do not repost or edit my collages on other platforms! All of my collages are made on Pinterest (@/cosmicluvrrr)

divider creds: @saradika-graphics

[holymagdalenes]

"There's no hope for the future." And that's how they felt during the Atomic Age, during the World Wars, during the Enlightenment Revolutions, during thr plagues, during the Viking raids, during the fall of Rome.

Yet, we persisted.

[ave-immaculata]

[letmetakeastabatit]

CS Lewis had something to say about this

[memewhore]

[anger-birb]

[kitstacean]

Im gonna shill for Marie Kondo again but this is why I find her books (yes, books, the TV show is fun but ultimately misses a lot of the core ideas) so good.

A lot of home org advice fully misses this aspect. Kondo not only acknowledges it, but leans into it. And ultimately this helps motivste me to keep my space tidy - it's really hard to me to keep on the nebulous goal of self-care, but much easier to get up and put things away if I envision my salt and pepper grinders as like, retail workers who are now standing in an empty shop (my dining table) and just wanna go home (the spice rack where they live).

Normie tidying process: that heater should be put away for summer! I mean, I'm not gonna need it

Me: well it's just chilling and also I can't be arsed.

Kondo: that heater has done a good job keeping you warm over winter and now it should get to go have a rest in the cupboard

Me: !! Sabbatical for my heater!! Thank you for your service sir and have a very nice break!

[wormofmouth]

just saw a tiktok or something where the person was saying they did this and they were on a hike and they were like "i managed to get myself to go on this hike because i promised my boots we would go" and its like. OH YEAH. THAT.

[sirens-scales]

We don’t talk about this enough. With all the big romantic gestures in The Long Game, this, to me, is one of the most romantic moments.

We know Ilya isn’t a fan of Shane’s restrictive diet. He teases him about it, but Ilya is an expert ragebaiter who knows how to tease the people he cares about when they feel safe and in ways that never really hurt.

Shane is “frantic” in this scene. Ilya has the perfect opening to say something about his diet, and he doesn’t take it. He sees that Shane is panicking, steps in and fixes it. He was looking at that menu thinking about Shane and Shane’s fuckass diet that Ilya doesn’t even like. But he knows this is important to Shane. He knows Shane is already nervous about being on a date with Ilya in public and being with another queer couple. So he meets Shane’s needs without Shane ever having to ask, and he does it quietly, without drawing any attention, so that Shane can save face.

Of course he’s gonna tease him about it a little bit later because that’s what they do. But he only does that AFTER Shane’s had a chance to catch his breath and feel safe again.

To be loved is to be known indeed.

[weewoo911]

Loads of Hollanov fics have them getting walked in on while making out etc which is great

But I’d love a fic where one or both of Shane’s parents drop by the cottage for phone charger/laundry pod reasons and find Shane snuggled on the couch fast asleep on Ilya’s chest and that’s how they find out

They’re dressed in soft casual clothes, sleeping like the dead and wrapped around each other like vines and Ilya’s hand is in Shane’s hair and Shane looks so so comfortable and relaxed

Meanwhile his parents are staring slack-jawed at the sight of their son using his archenemy the Russian Rage Machine as a teddybear/pillow

[shaneybby]

shanebug photo album circa '91-93

[bad3idea3]

So Shane Hollander is put on IR for something minor and gets to join the Ottawa WAGs for a game. They are so jazzed they get him a WAG jacket just for the occasion. They’re coming down the stairs of the stadium in a pack and the jumbotron catches them. The WAGs all jump up and down and start waving, grabbing and pointing to Shane’s jacket as he blushes, until one new girl in platform heels buckles her ankles and nearly biffs it.

NEARLY because Shane Hollander catches her with his professional athlete reflexes. With no room to move on the crowded steps, he pulls her into a bridal carry like she weighs peanuts and twists and shuffles her to a seat. He places her down gently and gets on one knee to ask if she’s ok. She is truly swooning. Everyone in the stadium is swooning.

Shane rights himself and to his surprise a grown woman and girlfriend of his teammate is requesting “uppies”. He tries to laugh it off. Dr. Lisa Hayes announces “You guys are amateurs, watch this!”

She sprints up a couple of steps, turns, and jumps. Shane catches her immediately, but flops her into a fireman carry. He goes full captain about how unsafe this is and they should all know better. He then puts Lisa down just as gently and she high-fives the new girl with no remorse.

Every Centaur accuses Shane of trying to steal their girl. Ilya wants “uppies”.

[dyskoe]

I’m okay with my poetry being bad actually, it’s funnier that way

I think having good poetry would make me insufferable

[manhasetardis]

ILYA WEEK | DAY THREE - FAVORITE QUOTE

"She would have loved you, like I love you."

[m4s0ch1st1c-pup]

I think Shane would be way more of a possessive and protective mf than people think he'd be

He stays near Ilya like a body guard whenever they go out in public, especially in bars. His eyes are constantly sharp and calculating, only softening when Ilya turns to him

Someone goes to make a move on Ilya and Shane wraps his arm around his husband's waist as tightly as humanly possible, dead staring at anyone who tries

He's sharply correcting any reporter that doesn't say Ilya's full name or reminding them that Ilya is HIS husband.

He answers questions for Ilya when the reporters are being idiots too

He's replying to tweets thirsting after Ilya in the most deadpan and borderline threatening responses

If there's an event they have to go to with a lot of people, he's sucking marks into Ilya's neck as dark as he can get them in the most visible spots

He makes sure Ilya's wedding ring is visible in every picture taken

He gets into more fights on the ice than he has in his entire career, laying out anyone who decides to talk shit about Ilya, or the gods forbid, Ilya's mother.

Shane is a possessive, protective, no bullshit person for his husband and he's proud of that shit

[stuckinapril]

Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living

[stuckinapril]

So tempting to keep embarking on the same self destructive cycle over & over & over again . But at some point you have to put ur foot down w ur own behaviors & be the thing that truly saves u

[sicsicthewolves]

#this is unfortunately true#it’s not easy to tell yourself Hey Drop It#like you’re your own dog furtively eating pinecones and rocks#but you gotta#sometimes it’s a Hey We’re Not Doing That#you gotta though

[firstprinced]

🔎 on kiss details: all inspiration credit to this post for pointing out the little strings of spit, and to the anon who requested zoom in on tongue kisses <3