Leam~

pathetic blogger and writer ~ 23 💀

[failureandpoet]

Hii beautiful people!!!

I'm looking for moots and friends (long term?). I'm quite shy and want to DM a lot of people but idk soo I'm going to do a little introduction nyehehehehe

Pls DM me if we have similar interests or you just want a friend ♡

I'm 23 years old, he/him. Trying to be a writer but I'm dying with writer's block lmao. I love anime, manga, movies, literature, philosophy, cats (I have one), and video games. I speak English and Spanish but want to learn more languages. I kinda listen to everything, metal to kpop (stray kids) to jpop, Ethel cain, vkei, Bôa, rock in Spanish, King Gnu, Vocaloid.

So yeah, that's a bit about me ~

[idol-affirmations]

[failureandpoet]

Poet, philosopher, and failure.

But also add writer, chaotic, a maladaptive daydreamer, a hopeless romantic pretending I hate love in any shape or form, an overthinker. And we can go on forever, adding words and phrases that fit in my personality, things I think I relate to, but it's weird. Sometimes I don't know what I am, if my personality is really mine or maybe I've been stealing bits and bits of other people's personalities. Their traits belong to me, I made them a part of myself, but it's not who I am. What should I do?

In the end, I give up. Thinking about the same things over and over and over. I'm tired.

[failureandpoet]

I need to know, if I show you this...

What's your answer? What's on your mind?

I think everyone has that specific ship for this part, or maybe just a friendship between two characters that went terribly wrong. If you ask me, Ash and Eiji, no doubt about it.

I promise I'm not crying (T▽T)

[failureandpoet]

I hate everything and everyone.

I love being alone but sometimes I feel the need to yapp, to tell someone about the books I've been reading or the games I've been playing or the animes I've been seeing but for some reason I can't maintain a relationship, maybe it's because my English is too formal in texts or I'm just awkward or maybe it's because other people have friends, work, plans and I'm in my room all the time with just two friends that have better friends and better conversations. I hate society, I hate to have the need to tell someone about my day and my favourite things and my problems, I hate it so much. Maybe it's a bit too much to ask, maybe I shouldn't ask for someone like that, for a lovely friendship.

Idk, I'm sorry for being annoying and thanks for reading my pathetic yapping ♡

[zephyrdaze]

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[failureandpoet]

So fuck!ng real 😔✨️

[eth3real-man1ac-deactivated2025]

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

[failureandpoet]

Hii! That's me lmao.

Dirty mirror, pretty face (pls tell me I'm pretty and handsome) ~

And yes, that's Han Jisung ♡

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[deadbeatfox]

Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

[ronaldmcdonaldinthehouse]

Answer my message... please text me back....

[buunnyane]

I bring a certain "I like hurting myself" vibe to the function that other people don't really like

[failureandpoet]

My fav characters but I forgot Kirara, Eula, Chevreuse and Xianyun lmao.

What's your favourite element? For me, electro and hydro <3

[failureandpoet]

Genshin players, I need help lmao. Okay so, in the second phase there'll be two banners, Clorinde and Arlecchino. I really want Clorinde, I love electro so much but there's an issue, I'm not even close to Fontaine. Right now I'm in the Dains quest, still in Liyue and ar32. So my question is, would I be able to build her anyway? Can I go to a friend world to farm the materials? I want her to be my main dps but idk.

Also, it's an incredible opportunity to get her, we don't know if she will have a re-run in the future.

Pls help, I don't know what to do

[failureandpoet]

Hi genshin players! I'm looking for friends so we can do fun stuff and help each other. I'm ar23 btw (my team might not be the best but I'm trying). I just want to have fun and make friends ＼(^-^)／

A pic with a friend <3

My last pull, the shy girly (she's so cute)

[failureandpoet]

I'm extremely excited!!! I'm playing Genshin impact ＼(^_^)／ I'm a bit obsessed but that's okay

I want Neuvillette so bad but I'm probably going to lose the 50/50, at least I hope for Fishl in the new banner.

Also, I need Xiangling but beating the Spyral Abyss with my current team is so hard.

[failureandpoet]

I'm reading DearS, so here are some pics. It's not the best manga of course, but it's funny and Ren is sooo cute.

If you want to read it, be aware it's ecchi