Beauty in Imperfection

Ken | 32 | Virgo | SEA | Artist-in-training | Cosplayer | Multi-shipper | Rarepair Shipper | KENPAI not a senpai | Killer & Healer | BTS | Strangers From Hell | DMBJ | Guardian | Free! | Supernatural | 911 | BibleJeff | RinRei | WeiLan | Destiel | Buddie | PingXie | HeiHua | JiangChen Also on a quest to find my own soul. Note: I will answer asks and post them publicly unless stated to reply in private. If you missed my reply, you can track this page: http://fallen-lucifiel.tumblr.com/tagged/ask Check out my art here since my masterlist is currently outdated : http://fallen-lucifiel.tumblr.com/tagged/myart Visit a comprehensive list of my Comic + Future Illustrations (Needs to be Updated): http://fallen-lucifiel.tumblr.com/masterlist-of-comic

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Epilogue 2.0 ~ Tear Down Walls And Break Open A Door | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

Part of Meet Me Halfway Across The Sky 🌌 Series

Read the Main Story HERE!

I forgot to post this here for months omg I thought I already did 😭

[fallen-lucifiel]

UHHHH.....

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Epilogue 2.0 ~ Tear Down Walls And Break Open A Door | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

Part of Meet Me Halfway Across The Sky 🌌 Series

Read the Main Story HERE!

I forgot to post this here for months omg I thought I already did 😭

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Meet Me Halfway Across The Sky 🌌 ~Main Story~ | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

60-pages of Buddie comic?? Am I crazy?? Yeah, crazy about Buddie lol I wanted to upload everything in one post so I combined 2 pages in 1 photo since there’s a max of 30 photos in a post. I hope it’s still readable. Pls lemme know if it isn’t ^^

Storywise, I’ve always wanted to write a scene where Eddie is hit with all the things Buck had done for him in the show. I thought this was the perfect chance to do it and have Eddie realize how much he meant to Buck and how much Buck meant to him. And the separation just begs for the ‘what if Buck gets into an accident while Eddie isn’t there?’ hahaha and who isn’t a sucker for a happy head over feet (yes Alanis Morisette inspi— played it on repeat while making this) in love Eddie???!!?!?!

Although I wasn’t able to translate everything I had in mind into this comic, I’m still pretty proud that I was able to complete it. At least, the main story! So there will be some supplementary comics that will follow this storyline. I’ve written out most of them and drafted two so far. I hope I’ll be able to finish everything in time before 8B coz I’m suddenly moving this month and will be busy, as if the comics jinxed me haha

Thank you so much for reading my work and if you’ve reached until here, thanks for listening to my rambling as well. Take this as a Christmas gift from me and hope it makes anyone reading it happy. Til next time! <3

[fallen-lucifiel]

Guess Buck pretending to be someone else (Freddie Fakeman) to buy off Eddie's house + Eddie realizing just how far Buck would go for him is not just a delusion anymore 🙈

Can you believe how much stuff from this comic sorta happened in 8x09???? I'M STILL IN DISBELIEF LIKE WTF

[preusterreich]

It’s almost been 12 years since Free! released and we’re all still beautiful butterflies! I want to celebrate these guys with you because I know you’re all still here too! This will be a really casual event for RinRei week 2025! Feel free to do as many or as few prompts as you like, because any RinRei that exists in this world makes it more BEAUTIFUL! Art, fics, memes, poems, headcanons, gifs, AMVs, comics, ANYTHING! I wanna see it! Make your beautiful art of these two nerds!

The days will be February 14th - February 20th, and of course we have to start with valentines so we all have a reason to celebrate!

Day 1: Valentine’s Day Day 2: Vacation / Day off Day 3: Pet(s) / Companion Day 4: Library / Study date Day 5: Underwater / Beach Day 6: Courage / Fate Day 7: Free! Day

Make sure to tag your work as #RinRei Week to show it off! I look forward to seeing anything you guys make! I will also be making and posting some art, of course!!

Have fun and show the world your beautiful butt(erfly)!!!

[fallen-lucifiel]

[fallen-lucifiel]

Why am I doing this at 3am again?

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : As God’s Will

A random Buddie x Patrochilles AU that’s a product of a brainrot and a supposed entry for #BuddiePositivityMonth which ofc I wasn’t able to finish at the time lol

I took plenty of liberties in retelling the story of Achilles and Patroclus. So any inaccuracies are both intentional and unintentional to fit the drama I had in mind but it’s closely referenced to Homer’s Iliad rather than the Brad Pitt movie Troy. Initially planned for 5-10 pages but ended up with 32 💀 This is probably my longest published comic to date and I cut like half the headcanon I created tbh maybe I’ll draw it next time…. if I have time

I also wanted to try writing drama again but damn I’m so rusty! But I hope you guys enjoyed this random crossover story! Until next time~ 🎃

[dragons-stories-hoard]

I FUCKING LOVE THIS. This rewired my brain a little lol

Love the whole birthmark is a kiss from a past life from someone who loved him, and that their mixed ashes mixed their experiences in their past life with their current life. The ghost of Patrocles using the phrase "go for the title"? And Chris being in the past life as well, with plans for Patrocles to watch over him should Achilles not survive? My heart hurts and also I love the deliberate parallels.

And I'm wondering which god or gods cursed them to not be together? Why was Apollo mad to begin with? Can Buck end the "curse"?

Love that Eddie thought they were dreams until he met Buck and was like "wait I know him he's the man of my dreams [literally]!"

[fallen-lucifiel]

Oh, this makes me so happy 🥺🥹💕

To answer the question about Apollo, it's because Achilles killed two of Apollo's sons and descrated his temple so he has some beef with Achilles 😆

+Trivia~ the part about Achilles wanting Patroclus to take care of his son Neoptolemus after death... it's actually canon in The Illiad (even tho the child's mother Deidameia is still alive). Sounds familiar, right? 🙈

Again, thank you so much for reading! 🙏🏻💞

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Passenger Seat ✈️ | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

Story is actually kinda old… written back in early September but since we got BT Bones in canon, thought I’d finish this one asap as a tribute! 💀

Posting the uncensored version here. Ngl I never looked at Tommy’s face so idk how to draw him so I just drew whatever I remember

Btw this is what Maddie was talking about!!

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Epilogue 1.0 ~ Some Things Just Go Better Together | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

Part of Meet Me Halfway Across The Sky 🌌 Series

Read the Main Story HERE!

Just something short and cute. See you in Epilogue 2.0!!Happy New Year everyone!! 🎆🎆

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Meet Me Halfway Across The Sky 🌌 ~Main Story~ | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

60-pages of Buddie comic?? Am I crazy?? Yeah, crazy about Buddie lol I wanted to upload everything in one post so I combined 2 pages in 1 photo since there’s a max of 30 photos in a post. I hope it’s still readable. Pls lemme know if it isn’t ^^

Storywise, I’ve always wanted to write a scene where Eddie is hit with all the things Buck had done for him in the show. I thought this was the perfect chance to do it and have Eddie realize how much he meant to Buck and how much Buck meant to him. And the separation just begs for the ‘what if Buck gets into an accident while Eddie isn’t there?’ hahaha and who isn’t a sucker for a happy head over feet (yes Alanis Morisette inspi— played it on repeat while making this) in love Eddie???!!?!?!

Although I wasn’t able to translate everything I had in mind into this comic, I’m still pretty proud that I was able to complete it. At least, the main story! So there will be some supplementary comics that will follow this storyline. I’ve written out most of them and drafted two so far. I hope I’ll be able to finish everything in time before 8B coz I’m suddenly moving this month and will be busy, as if the comics jinxed me haha

Thank you so much for reading my work and if you’ve reached until here, thanks for listening to my rambling as well. Take this as a Christmas gift from me and hope it makes anyone reading it happy. Til next time! <3

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Epilogue 1.0 ~ Some Things Just Go Better Together | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

Part of Meet Me Halfway Across The Sky 🌌 Series

Read the Main Story HERE!

Just something short and cute. See you in Epilogue 2.0!!Happy New Year everyone!! 🎆🎆

[fallen-lucifiel]

This is the full version of this! Sorry for the long wait!!!! Please click the photos to read the dialogues!

“IwaZuka & Ouran High School Swimming-Host Club will be waiting for your return! See you next summer?????”

[fallen-lucifiel]

Edit: Added the very last part (and a bigger version of it)! Okay srsly… See you next time! xD 

[fallen-lucifiel]

#BUDDIE : Meet Me Halfway Across The Sky 🌌 ~Main Story~ | Story & Art by @fallen-lucifiel

60-pages of Buddie comic?? Am I crazy?? Yeah, crazy about Buddie lol I wanted to upload everything in one post so I combined 2 pages in 1 photo since there’s a max of 30 photos in a post. I hope it’s still readable. Pls lemme know if it isn’t ^^

Storywise, I’ve always wanted to write a scene where Eddie is hit with all the things Buck had done for him in the show. I thought this was the perfect chance to do it and have Eddie realize how much he meant to Buck and how much Buck meant to him. And the separation just begs for the ‘what if Buck gets into an accident while Eddie isn’t there?’ hahaha and who isn’t a sucker for a happy head over feet (yes Alanis Morisette inspi— played it on repeat while making this) in love Eddie???!!?!?!

Although I wasn’t able to translate everything I had in mind into this comic, I’m still pretty proud that I was able to complete it. At least, the main story! So there will be some supplementary comics that will follow this storyline. I’ve written out most of them and drafted two so far. I hope I’ll be able to finish everything in time before 8B coz I’m suddenly moving this month and will be busy, as if the comics jinxed me haha

Thank you so much for reading my work and if you’ve reached until here, thanks for listening to my rambling as well. Take this as a Christmas gift from me and hope it makes anyone reading it happy. Til next time! <3

[fallen-lucifiel]

WIP for my next comic~ it might take a while to finish since it's very long. But just thought it might help fill the void of the hiatus even for a bit 🤧

[nicolegendary]

why did eddie pull down the mask and say "he's awake" SO CUNTILY. i want that on loop.

[nicolegendary]

im obsessed

[robraeinnevermore]

why do u ship robrae so much

short answer: THEY UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER mainly childhood nostalgia my brain refuses to let go of.

long answer: I’m a slut for a brooding couple dynamic. Most of my ship fuel is from the 03 cartoon so I can’t say much about comics or any other media. Warning: I am gonna YAP.

In Nevermore Robin is the one to break through her attack on Dr. Light and then later tries to constantly respect her space when she asks to be left alone despite the others wanting to check on her.

Robin was the one to figure out the connection between Raven’s powers shorting out and the haunted house in Fear Itself because he knows her so well.

They confide in each other their hesitancy’s about Terra, both the first time she comes around and when she makes a come back later on.

It’s a small thing in Spellbound but after one of the missions she runs back to her room and he’s the first one to check on her— noticing specifically how she seemed to be in a rush and wanted to make sure she was okay.

In Haunted she easily could have just used her soul self to fly through the building through the walls and used her empathy to find Robin but instead she made a mental link to him. Whether the show meant it to be a physical bond or not, it stirred up memories and information Robin likely wouldn’t have been open about otherwise. He had the option to deny her access to his mind, but I think he needed some sort of reassurance someone else could really see Slade and that he wasn’t going crazy. If he was going to trust anyone physically in his head it was going to be Raven.

Then we get into the fucking birthmark/prophecy/ end arc and I go absolutely mental.

Robin knows she doesn’t want to celebrate her birthday for some reason and even on the insistence of the others he hesitantly goes along with it because he still wants to celebrate his friend. When they’re fighting Slade, Robin is almost crushed by a gear which is what prompts her to panic and accidentally stop time. Robin is the only one she frees from the time freeze and trusts him with the prophecy of her birth. They’re both trying to protect each other and it’s just the start of them doing anything for each other. I think it’s very heavily insinuated Slade assaults Raven, to an extent, and Robin is the one to catch her after and take her home. When they try to throw another party for her he makes a point to check in again and ask her if she’s really okay with this. Plus Robin’s comment of her being in his head and letting him inside hers will always stick with me. He’s trying to be vulnerable with her and hoping she’ll do the same. She almost wavers, but the fear of losing the people she’s close to holds her back from telling him everything.

Robin can tell there’s something going on with her in The Prophecy, especially when they’re in the library right before she leaves to go to Azarath. When she returns to kick Slades ass and she’s goading Slade about protecting the gem Robin puts it together that Raven is the gem.

Then The fucking End. Raven does her best to make the end of the world the best day she can for her friends and Robin tries to get the others to go easy on her when she makes a dogshit breakfast. When her body starts to react to The End and she falls to the ground crying Robin is the one to comfort her. Robin and Cy working on a room to specifically keep her safe from Trigon so nothing can get to her. Then despite all that Robin literally goes to hell for her. Teams up with Slade, the man he hates the most in the world, in order to find her. He guides her through hell to face her father and once again when Robin is knocked unconscious she finds the strength to kick some ass. The lightness in her tone when she hugs Robin and says “Somebody believed,” and he embraces her in return. Their conversation at the end of the saga about how Raven is what gives Robin hope— as if she doesn’t feel the same exact way wtf.

I think they push each other in ways the others necessarily don’t. They understand there’s a darkness to each of them and it’s something they can fully accept in each other. I think sometimes having someone in a darker place than you can bring out an unexpected light.

Robin knows when to check on Raven but he also knows when to give her space. In contrast, Raven knows when Robin needs space but also knows when to force her help on him. They’re both stubborn, snappy and hot headed; but they would do literally anything for each other and regardless of how heated their words may get they’re always honest with each other. The trust they have for each other is insurmountable and I think that adds to their chemistry.

I also just have so many other small niche things in my brain that are just constantly screaming at me like

[anxietyprxme]

i stated watching 911 recently and there is genuinely no way in hell they're not setting buck and eddie up to be a couple. im just abt to start s3 but its like. every time they are on a call they are sent to work together. is that how it actually works? MAYBE. do i know? NO.

also the girl with the maggot and live stream? "they should totally be a couple!" when its buck and eddie on screen THATS FUCKING CRAZY. WILD.

[fallen-lucifiel]

Here you go, the officiated ship name 😆