tweek, a g(o)od

malaika or bapi | she/her wannabe artist and writer (on hiatus)

[fcldspar]

i’m not going to be active on this blog anymore. like i said in my post they have ruined the fandom experience for me. as someone who has seen people like them in other fandoms and has been in this position before, i don’t have the mental strength to continue. the only reason i’m not deleting my blog altogether is because my last reblog needs to stay up and people need to know of the bullying they can and do commit. that post explains my feelings and my reasons for distrusting them perfectly, i’m not interested in people trying to persuade me of their “innocence” when i know from very first-hand experience that they have none. i don’t feel safe in this fandom as long as they remain active here. i’m going, and you have them to thank for that.

[fysus17]

There’s something I’ve been needing to get off my chest for a good long while now. Before I dive in, I want to say that I know I’m going to lose followers, friends, and probably receive a lot of backlash from the friends of the people I’m going to discuss. But this has been a long time coming, and I can’t stay silent anymore. It’s time for people to know what I’ve been through and how it’s affected me, my friends, and how it continues to target others without their knowledge. So, here we go. This is a callout post for tumblr users @preciadology (Ella) and acerola (Also goes by @mareanie, @jimvalmers.)

For the sake of anonymity, I’m going to try and keep as many identities secret as possible, minus those of the two I just mentioned. Now, getting on to how I know them, I used to share a couple discord servers with Ace and Ella. We were friends, actually. At least, I used to think we were.

I first met Ella when another ex friend of mine decided to make a group chat between the three of us so I could vent about a problematic member of a server I was in. I didn’t know her before that, and looking back it should have bothered me that a complete stranger was seemingly fine with talking about someone they didn’t even know, but at the time I just didn’t think anything of it.

I never expected that three person group chat to grow. I thought that it would just be a temporary thing, but it didn’t stop once I was done venting. They added more people to the group chat, and they started talking about everyone in a few other servers that they had problems with. Before I knew it, they were trashing everyone they came across with different opinions in private while pretending to be nice to their face, making fun of every different headcanon they didn’t like, artists and writers they hated, and…

I let them. More than that, I joined in on the mess that chat had become. After all, they’d been there for me during my situation, so I felt like I owed them. I didn’t want to be the one person out who had a problem with how everything was going, so I just fell in line. In the back of my mind, I always had this concern that one day I’d be one of the people that they all made fun of, and one day that fear came true. Someone that was close to both me and Ella came to my DMs one day to tell me that she’d been making fun of me in her server and that she felt like I should know. She showed me screenshots that Ella had sent of her and her friend Sapphire (also known as ask-spaceman-and-coffeecutie, sapphire-and-ice) making a list of stuff about me that they thought I was a “know it all” about, and mocking my spirituality as they did. There probably would have been more than just this if she hadn’t spoken up and said the conversation made her uncomfortable.

I suppose I should have expected it at some point, but I really didn’t want to believe that they’d do that to me. I thought that we were friends, or at the very least, that they didn’t have a reason to make fun of me like they did everyone else. I thought that since I was on the inside with them, I was safe from that kind of thing, but I wasn’t. This whole event has had such a negative impact on my mental health. I experienced something similar back in high school and it made it so hard for me to trust people wouldn’t turn around and backstab me. Having it happen again online, I was thrown back into a depressive state. I was put on medication. Scheduled therapy. All to help me recover from people I thought were friends of mine secretly talking shit about me behind my back and then barely giving me so much as a “sorry” when I found out. As terrible as this all has been, I wish that it had ended with me, but they’ve targeted so many other people, both in public and in private, and I can’t stand by silently any longer and watch their toxic behavior continue.

Some of you at this point may be wondering why their behavior in private matters. If no one else knows about it, is anyone really being hurt? Well, no. The people they make fun of won’t ever know about it unless someone else tells them it’s happening, so as far as they’re aware, there isn’t any reason to be upset. Maybe this is just my personal opinion, but to claim to be friends with somebody in public just to mock them in private where they can’t see is incredibly dishonest. It makes them liars, it makes them untrustworthy, and it just plain makes them fake people. Ella had the audacity to claim that she still considered me a friend directly after making fun of me the way she did, and I’m sorry, but that is not how you would treat a friend. A friend wouldn’t go behind your back like that.

Their own server, Pouth Sark, is a place on Discord that houses terrible toxicity. Mostly the only thing that they care about in there is Creek, and only a very narrow version of top!Craig and fem bottom!Tweek. If you post an hc about Creek in that server they don’t agree with or say anything in there that they don’t personally agree with, they won’t hesitate to belittle your ideas and bully you out of the server. I’ve seen it happen to so many people time and time again, seen actual mods of the server that enforce that and verbally attack members despite one of their own rules saying their actions aren’t allowed, and that kind of terrible behavior makes me sick every time it happens. Hell, while I was in that group chat with them, I watched them make fun of people that shared the exact same ideas as them and had the exact same attitude, something that proves that even no matter how close you think you are to Ella or Ace or anyone in that friend group? They’ll still find some reason to shit on you behind your back.

I hope that everyone who sees this post is able to come to the same conclusion I did and see that these people can’t be trusted for their face value. They put on masks and pretend to like you just so they can talk trash about you as soon as they’re alone. If you’ve ever interacted with them before and didn’t think exactly what they did, you’re probably one of the many people that they make fun of privately. I’m making this post because I’m tired of acting like everything is okay when it’s not. I’m tired of feigning ignorance to the fact that they stay in a certain big server purely to take screenshots of the people in there and laugh at them where nobody else outside of their crew can see. I want people to know about their awful attitudes and that they’re being talked about so that they know to avoid these people at all costs. To them their behavior probably doesn’t seem like a big deal, but they’ve literally run people out of their server with how unwelcome they’ve made them feel for simply having different ideas that they didn’t agree with.

One last thing. There were a lot of names that I left out of this, but for anyone involved in that sexy cuntfest group chat who happens to see this, I want you to know that you’re just as bad. You’re all equally responsible for the people that have been hurt whether you were actively part of it or just a bystander that watched and laughed. All of you share the blame, and all of you are snakes.

If you want to see every single bit of the proof behind this here you go.

[fcldspar]

to everyone reading this: at first glance you might think this is someone trying to stress others out with “private drama” between three people, but it’s not that. it’s two people who have been caught in the act outright bullying not just thal but also myself and many others, too many others.

i would like to emphasise that we aren’t some group of conspirators who have hated them from the start. we were their friends, the people they talked to, the people they laughed and created with for months and months. every day thal and i looked forward to jumping onto discord to see what new art they were working on or what new creek hcs they’d come up with. we looked up to them, both as creators and comrades.

but they were the ones who pushed us away. they were the ones who wrecked not just discord but the south park fandom in its entirety for me, because i now feel that i can trust absolutely no one. they were the ones who pushed thal to suicide watch, and as thal’s good friend seeing her messages that she couldn’t trust herself to be alone and worse was one of the scariest experiences of my life. they were the ones who continued to harass innocent people on not just their own but on other servers, just because they had slightly different hcs (again, check the link for the evidence). as their friends once upon a time we had wanted to believe that they were just stressed or had other things going on, that they were good people, but you don’t get away with shit like this and think it’s exusable. as a member in functioning society you have a duty to show basic decency and respect to those around you, something they failed to do not just with us but again with many other innocent members of their server.

we want people to know what we have gone through because of those two so that you don’t end up the same way. call me dramatic, but if you’d been there for the amount of times i debated with myself why they were doing this while i was divided and while all this was going on, or again if you could see thal’s messages to me when she was on the brink, your anger would drive you too.

we trusted those people, and they turned around and stabbed us in the back. so please, for the sake of your wellbeing, do what will keep you safe and avoid them. you all deserve to have happy fandom lives, and that is what thal and i have been forced to give up as a result of ella’s and ace’s actions.

[fysus17]

There’s something I’ve been needing to get off my chest for a good long while now. Before I dive in, I want to say that I know I’m going to lose followers, friends, and probably receive a lot of backlash from the friends of the people I’m going to discuss. But this has been a long time coming, and I can’t stay silent anymore. It’s time for people to know what I’ve been through and how it’s affected me, my friends, and how it continues to target others without their knowledge. So, here we go. This is a callout post for tumblr users @preciadology (Ella) and acerola (Also goes by @mareanie, @jimvalmers.)

For the sake of anonymity, I’m going to try and keep as many identities secret as possible, minus those of the two I just mentioned. Now, getting on to how I know them, I used to share a couple discord servers with Ace and Ella. We were friends, actually. At least, I used to think we were.

I first met Ella when another ex friend of mine decided to make a group chat between the three of us so I could vent about a problematic member of a server I was in. I didn’t know her before that, and looking back it should have bothered me that a complete stranger was seemingly fine with talking about someone they didn’t even know, but at the time I just didn’t think anything of it.

I never expected that three person group chat to grow. I thought that it would just be a temporary thing, but it didn’t stop once I was done venting. They added more people to the group chat, and they started talking about everyone in a few other servers that they had problems with. Before I knew it, they were trashing everyone they came across with different opinions in private while pretending to be nice to their face, making fun of every different headcanon they didn’t like, artists and writers they hated, and…

I let them. More than that, I joined in on the mess that chat had become. After all, they’d been there for me during my situation, so I felt like I owed them. I didn’t want to be the one person out who had a problem with how everything was going, so I just fell in line. In the back of my mind, I always had this concern that one day I’d be one of the people that they all made fun of, and one day that fear came true. Someone that was close to both me and Ella came to my DMs one day to tell me that she’d been making fun of me in her server and that she felt like I should know. She showed me screenshots that Ella had sent of her and her friend Sapphire (also known as ask-spaceman-and-coffeecutie, sapphire-and-ice) making a list of stuff about me that they thought I was a “know it all” about, and mocking my spirituality as they did. There probably would have been more than just this if she hadn’t spoken up and said the conversation made her uncomfortable.

I suppose I should have expected it at some point, but I really didn’t want to believe that they’d do that to me. I thought that we were friends, or at the very least, that they didn’t have a reason to make fun of me like they did everyone else. I thought that since I was on the inside with them, I was safe from that kind of thing, but I wasn’t. This whole event has had such a negative impact on my mental health. I experienced something similar back in high school and it made it so hard for me to trust people wouldn’t turn around and backstab me. Having it happen again online, I was thrown back into a depressive state. I was put on medication. Scheduled therapy. All to help me recover from people I thought were friends of mine secretly talking shit about me behind my back and then barely giving me so much as a “sorry” when I found out. As terrible as this all has been, I wish that it had ended with me, but they’ve targeted so many other people, both in public and in private, and I can’t stand by silently any longer and watch their toxic behavior continue.

Some of you at this point may be wondering why their behavior in private matters. If no one else knows about it, is anyone really being hurt? Well, no. The people they make fun of won’t ever know about it unless someone else tells them it’s happening, so as far as they’re aware, there isn’t any reason to be upset. Maybe this is just my personal opinion, but to claim to be friends with somebody in public just to mock them in private where they can’t see is incredibly dishonest. It makes them liars, it makes them untrustworthy, and it just plain makes them fake people. Ella had the audacity to claim that she still considered me a friend directly after making fun of me the way she did, and I’m sorry, but that is not how you would treat a friend. A friend wouldn’t go behind your back like that.

Their own server, Pouth Sark, is a place on Discord that houses terrible toxicity. Mostly the only thing that they care about in there is Creek, and only a very narrow version of top!Craig and fem bottom!Tweek. If you post an hc about Creek in that server they don’t agree with or say anything in there that they don’t personally agree with, they won’t hesitate to belittle your ideas and bully you out of the server. I’ve seen it happen to so many people time and time again, seen actual mods of the server that enforce that and verbally attack members despite one of their own rules saying their actions aren’t allowed, and that kind of terrible behavior makes me sick every time it happens. Hell, while I was in that group chat with them, I watched them make fun of people that shared the exact same ideas as them and had the exact same attitude, something that proves that even no matter how close you think you are to Ella or Ace or anyone in that friend group? They’ll still find some reason to shit on you behind your back.

I hope that everyone who sees this post is able to come to the same conclusion I did and see that these people can’t be trusted for their face value. They put on masks and pretend to like you just so they can talk trash about you as soon as they’re alone. If you’ve ever interacted with them before and didn’t think exactly what they did, you’re probably one of the many people that they make fun of privately. I’m making this post because I’m tired of acting like everything is okay when it’s not. I’m tired of feigning ignorance to the fact that they stay in a certain big server purely to take screenshots of the people in there and laugh at them where nobody else outside of their crew can see. I want people to know about their awful attitudes and that they’re being talked about so that they know to avoid these people at all costs. To them their behavior probably doesn’t seem like a big deal, but they’ve literally run people out of their server with how unwelcome they’ve made them feel for simply having different ideas that they didn’t agree with.

One last thing. There were a lot of names that I left out of this, but for anyone involved in that sexy cuntfest group chat who happens to see this, I want you to know that you’re just as bad. You’re all equally responsible for the people that have been hurt whether you were actively part of it or just a bystander that watched and laughed. All of you share the blame, and all of you are snakes.

If you want to see every single bit of the proof behind this here you go.

[neutroisenjolras-moved-deactiva]

if you ever try to befriend me and you expect to be in frequent contact with me i am so sorry. i do that with maybe two people and even then i often go days or weeks without saying anything before talking daily for a while. 

the point is if we dont talk that doesnt mean i dont like u and think about u a lot im just terrible at maintaining close relationships

[pancakeke]

[gayestgen]

@goopy-fella

[fcldspar]

@fysus17 @zennyisasleep

[fastkite-deactivated20190908]

This is oldish art from my deleted blog “SP-Musical” !! 

It still looks cute so I thought I’d share hghsdfg,, 

[amvs]

[daz4i]

cus u are mom 👌💦💪💯👅 (i want me to die too dw)

i got fucked by lightning mcqueen?

[fcldspar]

he gets your heart *slides shades on* racing

[daz4i]

this is the face i’ve been making irl since seeing this comment

[fcldspar]

same energy

[daz4i]

cus u are mom 👌💦💪💯👅 (i want me to die too dw)

i got fucked by lightning mcqueen?

[fcldspar]

he gets your heart *slides shades on* racing

[trashcandroid]

i’m too scared to put something in the middle

[kittyblurr-deactivated20230328]

Here you go, did it for ya.

[fcldspar]

@mccreal

[surf4ces]

How do you politely tell someone that you want them naked on top of you

[sparkafterdark-deactivated20181]

I’m pretty much positive that’s why poetry was even invented in the first place.

[hidden05876-deactivated20180901]

for the constellations of your skin to brush against the earth of mine i would swim the seas a thousand times (please let’s fuck now)

[i-was-so-alone-and-iou-so-much]

That was beautiful

[loverstabbedaswordthroughmyheart]

poets

[fcldspar]

if aliens are planning to invade and kill the earth can they hurry tf up

[ask-style-creek-and-bunny]

hey kyle did you sign stan's cast?

Kyle: At least I put a heart on it

*SPECIAL GUEST ARTIST: @chili-arts my lovely girlfriend 💗*

(UPDATE: Hi I know its been a while, sorry I went on hiatus but a lot of very bad personal stuff happened but hopefully ill pass it, for now ill try to upload as much as I can, I’m behind on questions but I have help and I’ll get back to it)

[pyrochickenpollo]

this happened and you know it

[indexcard]

have you guys seen this site where you can craft your own emojis out of other emoji bits (within reason)

[existentialterror]

I call this one BE NOT AFRAID

[rcktpwr]

just HOW high do you even have to BE just to DO something like this………

[just-shower-thoughts]

Unprotected sex is how we got Justin Bieber and lost Freddie Mercury

[fcldspar]

who’s gonna be the one to break it to them that the earth is overpopulated

[dudemarsh]

clyde: *x-files theme*

i really want to see these two interacting more

[daz4i]

a dad friend.............. give a hearty dad joke :eyes:

i don’t have a sense of humor that’s not shitposts so i had to use google but… the rotation of earth really makes my day :D

[fcldspar]

my dad jokes aren’t just bad.......

they’re tearable