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(emerges 3 hours later covered in blood) i figured out what emotion i was feeling

oversharing information comes really easy to me which may seem really weird with szpd. i just see myself as another person, atleast in being the same species. i dont really care about myself, not in a self hatred way, its just that im "just another person". it feels like im just sharing details about someone else, not *me* me if that makes sense

i just cant really bring myself to care about anything, even consequences (not that im super reckless though). on top of that ive just always been highly nieve and optimistic. im curious if anyone else with szpd is also trusting and optimistic, i feel like thats probably not even measured at all lol

internetdwellingvampire

being alive is a humiliation ritual

stricatul

no one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between "its okay, i don't care. l'll be okay" and "I don't know how much more I can take"

girlzoid

isolating isnt enough anymore i need to not be a person

vmzoid

when in doubt, keep it to yourself

cluster-a-culture

szpd culture is having a sensitive nervous system (I take psychic damage) and a insensitive mind (nothing can touch me deeply)

the worst of both worlds

sushie-moved

honestly i dont even play an active role in my life shit just happens and im like oh is this what we’re doing now ok

internetdwellingvampire

i’m so nonchalant (trapped in a perpetual state of apathy)

nailgunstigmata

haruki murakami, norwegian wood

lucidloving

Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena // Alain de Botton, Essays in Love // Eden Robinson, "Writing Prompts for the Broken-Hearted" // Chloe Liese, Always Only You // Anne Carson and Euripides, An Oresteia // Two—Sleeping At Last // Studio Bones, SK8 the Infinity // Trista Mateer, "is it okay to say this?" // @moodylilac // D. H. Lawrence, "The Rainbow"