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you will feel so alive again.. like so incredibly alive. i dont know when that will be but it will be. u are gonna feel so alive that ur cheeks hurt from smiling oh man oh man i promise that day is coming. you do have a future, you do have good things coming, and you’ll survive everything that’s thrown at you until you reach that day

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i do promise

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[ID: Tag reading "#do you promise" /End ID]

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whether you celebrate holidays this season, or you’re stuck in a bad situation, or it is just the general air of the year end doom, i wish you have small moments of comfort and quiet, and you get to eat and sleep regularly. it is okay if you didn’t do everything you planned to, plans are just one path but there’s many ways to get to places. i wish care and warmth and rest for you

Unless you wanna absolutely break your own heart, do not listen to ‘A House In Nebraska’ by Ethel Cain while thinking about Agatha and Rio.

Seriously you guys, this shattered me.

#agathario #agatha x rio #agatha all along #agatha harkness #rio vidal #Obsessed with this song and with them #Has anyone made an edit of them to this song yet? Because if not then that needs to happen-

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please agathario happy ending, please please please, I don’t care that everything’s leading to a sad agathario ending please fix it FIX IT NOW

foxflight

Summoning it into existence-

#the way I’m keeping this pinned to my account until the last episode drops #I need them to have a happy (or at least hopeful) ending more the anything-#would literally sell my left kidney for these two #PLEASE MARVEL IM BEGGING YOU #agathario #agatha x rio #agatha harkness #rio vidal #agatha all along

Since the last season of Umbrella Academy comes out tomorrow, I just wanna take a moment to be thankful for Viktor Hargreeves. I love every member of the Umbrella Academy, of course. But Viktor is a character who just means so very much to me personally.

Many of his struggles have been all too similar to my own. From the suppression of his emotions in season one to finally discovering who he truly is in season three...with each and every season, Viktor's struggles have majorly spoken to me in one way or another.

The scene talking about how he always hated mirrors means so much more to me than I can explain. It was a moment of seeing my own emotions reflected perfectly within a character I already adored. It's a scene that still gives me hope. A scene that reminds me that one day, I will be able to look in the mirror and just be able to see myself.

I had already realized I was nonbinary by the time season two was released. And I still remember texting my friend the moment Viktor's transition was announced, emotional and completely over-the-moon excited at the news.

I still remember watching his transition/coming out scenes in a room with two parents who I wasn't fully out to, hiding my face behind my blanket to keep them from seeing just how wide my smile was.

No matter how things end this season, Viktor will always be one of my comfort characters. And as silly as it may seem, I will always be so thankful to both Elliot Page and the creators of the show for the comfort his character has brought me over the years 💛🤍

#the umbrella academy #umbrella academy #tua #viktor hargreeves #Runaway's Rambles #Admittedly I got a little bit personal here-#but I just had to take a moment to talk about how much this character has meant to me 😭🤍#Viktor Hargreeves you will always mean the world to me

(I wrote this the night episode 11 came out and it's been sitting in my drafts. I reread it while clearing out them out and decided to go ahead and post it anyway 🥺🤍)

David's speech to Ben absolutely broke my heart. You can tell from the way he was talking about it that this is something that he's been struggling with for a while. Like he said, he's thought about it 'every day.' As we heard in the bathroom scene in the episode before, Kristen and God are two of the most important things to him. I can't imagine just how heavily that has to weigh on his shoulders.

More than anything, I want him to be able to make peace with both parts of what he wants, wherever that ends up leading him.

As much as I adore Kristen and David's bond, I've always been perfectly okay with them just staying as they are. Honestly, a big part of me likes that idea just as much as the idea of them getting together. For David to throw away everything he believes in to get into a relationship with Kristen right now just feels...wrong.

If we had more seasons and watched him possibly find a way to still feel like he's honoring his promise to God while also being with Kristen, that would be one thing. But with the three episodes that we have left, I hope that they just stay as they are.

Because honestly, I've always thought that there was something really beautiful in what they have right now. They both know that they love each other. They both know that the other is one of the most important people in their lives. But they also know that with the way things are, a romantic relationship isn't in the cards for them. And that doesn't stop them from being friends. Both are still happy and grateful to have the other in their life. Because they do need one another. Even if it can only be just as friends. Maybe in the future, something will change. Maybe it won't. But either way, it's okay. Because they still have one another- and that's enough.

Through it all, the love remains. The love persists. It just ends up looking a little different than you'd think it would. And that feels super meaningful.

#evil paramount #evil cbs #evil series #david acosta #kristen bouchard #kristen x david #Runaway's Rambles #I could write an essay on how much I love the relationships within this show (especially our beloved OT3)#Expect another one of these talking about the relationship between Kristen David and Ben sometime VERY very soon #With how much I love those three it’s truly only a matter of time 🥺

Birds of a Feather by Billie Eilish is officially a David, Kristen, and Ben song. I realized how well it fits them awhile ago, and now I genuinely can not listen to it without thinking about them-

(Catch me listening to it on repeat today as the fact that we only have three more episodes with them hits me like a freight train)

#I’m feeling VERY emotional over these three today #I mean- I’m always emotional over them #But it’s quite literally punching me in the chest today-#ANYWAY #The song fits them SO well #Regardless of if you view them platonically or romantically (or somewhere in between)#what’s undeniable is how much they all love one another 🥺#evil paramount #evil cbs #evil series #kristen bouchard #ben shakir #david acosta #kristen x david x ben #evil ot3

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you'll make it back.

#these two have my entire heart. they literally mean SO much to me #I can’t even explain it #MARVEL!! LET THEM BE HAPPY!!!#loki #loki season 2 #lokius

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*dies*

#these two have me in a chokehold #I love them your honor #limoreau #jordan li x marie moreau #jordan li #marie moreau #gen v

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chaos and order

so the theme of this episode was chaos and order, and for some characters, these two are in direct opposition. ravonna says so explicitly, “all that matters is order vs chaos.” she says she is order and immediately sylvie comes in, implying she is chaos. so through them we can see what it is to be purely one or the other and what it looks like when order and chaos are set solely against each other.

the narrative tells us that ravonna is wrong bc she just wants to restore the status quo, despite now knowing that the system was actively harming people and destroying lives, because she values order and stability over all. meanwhile, sylvie is wrong because of her complete disregard for the necessity of order. she refuses to take responsibility for her actions; she freed the timeline and that’s it, no need to do anything else, no need to worry about any consequences that might’ve had. unregulated chaos is acceptable bc she sees the corrupt order that was the tva as the only alternative. so they’re both wrong; you can’t have pure order or pure chaos, there’s gotta be a balance.

loki and mobius, of course, represent this balance. but it’s not even that like loki is chaos and mobius is order, so them working together creates a balance. instead, they each demonstrate a respect for both; individually they are both chaos and order. ofc they lean a certain way, mobius being more order and loki being more chaos, but through their relationship, they embrace both. i think we’ve really seen that this season, mobius’ more mischievous and chaotic side and loki’s willingness to work within a certain order when appropriate. they do still balance each other out, but as individuals they are both order and chaos.

in this sense, ravonna and sylvie are clear character foils to mobius and loki respectfully. they are what they could have and probably would have become if they had never met each other. sylvie and ravonna push people away, refuse to trust loki and mobius, but loki and mobius chose to trust each other, became friends and changed each other. mobius convinced loki that he doesn’t have to be what everyone expects (“you can be whoever, whatever, you wanna be”), and he comes to care about the people of the tva because of his relationship with mobius, which is why he can’t ignore the chaos of the new branches and allow them to destroy the tva or let kang’s variants conquer the universe. mobius was also changed by their relationship bc he used to be all about order and no chaos before loki convinced him of the tva’s corruption (“thanks for the spark”). without each other they could have been pure order or pure chaos and ended up like how sylvie and ravonna are rn, a little obsessive and very lonely.

i think this balance is the key to saving the tva and possibly defeating kang while still allowing the timeline to branch and people to live their lives. loki and mobius’ relationship is the key to it all so uhhhh in conclusion lokius is canon.

#THIS!!! THIS RIGHT HERE!!!#lokius #loki #mobius #loki spoilers

So, I just finished watching Across the Spiderverse-

No spoilers here, but HOLY SHIT YALL-

I’m not even exaggerating when I say this is my favorite movie ever. I had such high expectations from the first one, and this movie managed to surpass them all. So much love, time, work, and dedication was clearly put into this movie, and you can feel it from the start. I’ll most definitely be writing and probably posting plenty of my rambling thoughts tomorrow, once I’ve gathered them a bit. They’ll all be tagged appropriately with spoilers and such.

Seriously y’all. If you haven’t seen these movies, please please PLEASE go watch them. The first one is amazing, and the second one is even better. It’s a worthwhile experience and is one that will leave you with love and appreciation- be that for the story, the characters, the animation, and/or the project as a whole. It’s something special (at least, it is to me) and I’ll most definitely be rewatching it the first chance I get.

#spider man: across the spider verse #across the spiderverse #Runaway's Rambles #this movie yall #it’s something special #please go watch it and give it the love it deserves

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Second coherent Spiderverse thought of the night:

I started panicking towards the last five minutes cause, you know, a lotttt of stuff was happening. And I looked at my watch to find that yes, roughly two and a half hours had passed. And I just thought oh no. No you aren’t just gonna leave that there. You can’t leave me hanging like this.

Anyways across the spiderverse is incredible, I’m gonna need to see it at least four more times, and also rewatch the original to draw new parallels and sob about it even more

#across the spiderverse #spiderverse spoilers #spiderverse #across the spiderverse spoilers #spiderman across the spiderverse

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Just saw across the spiderverse today, and I have so many thoughts right now and most of them are AAAAAAAA

They're pretty spoilery so I'll put it under the read more

#spiderverse spoilers #across the spiderverse #spider man: across the spider verse #spiderman across the spiderverse #spiderman across the spiderverse spoilers #across the spiderverse spoilers #i said it once and I’ll say it again- this is my favorite movie ever. i mean it #I’ll ramble more tomorrow when I’m not exhausted but MAN #I’ll literally take any excuse to talk about this #i had no idea it was a two parter so it punched me in the chest man

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Me walking out of Across the Spider-verse like

#across the spiderverse #spiderman across the spiderverse #not technically spoilers but-#spiderman across the spiderverse spoilers #across the spiderverse spoilers #adding them just in case #THIS MOVIE MAN #IT MAY HAVE JUST BECOME MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE #literally a masterpiece #you can just feel the love and time and effort put into this movie. everyone working on it so clearly cared so much about it.

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I’m about to write an essay on the specific situation Miles is in as we set up for a third movie.

With great power comes great responsibility.

Not a single spiderman asked to be bit. No one planned to be spiderman. But, given the power to do so, they chose to become spiderman. Miles is bitten by a spider from a different dimension that was never meant for him. In that moment, two dimensions were doomed. One to lose it’s intended spiderman, and one to never have one at all.

But Miles’s New York isnt in a state of anarchy like Universe-42, where his spider came from. It’s relatively normal. It’s what we expect of Spider-Man’s New York. It’s not doomed.

Spiderman doesn’t choose to get powers. In any universe. But every spiderman looks at what he has and the world around him and does what he can do.

Miles is just as much a Spiderman as every other Peter out there. It could be anyone under the mask, should they chose to wear it.

He may have been in the wrong place at the wrong time but so was every other bite victim. This is not his fault. And it may take another watch or two for me to confirm, but I don’t think Miguel ever directly says something to blame miles as an actor in all this. Yes, miles is the linchpin. To keep to the canon web, miles should not have been bitten. The fault falls on happenstance, though it’s all too easy to pin on miles. But I don’t think Miguel ever says that. Miles shouldn’t exist. Miles is not spiderman, in Miguel’s eyes. But goddamnit he’s not at fault here.

I’m hoping Miles can take control of his own narrative. His entire character revolves around balancing the expectations of those around him while he tries to discover his own. His family, his school, living up to what spiderman is supposed to be. Even The Hole confronts him and demands he acknowledge they are nemeses, and upon being turned down, seeks vengeance and validation which is the catalyst for the movies major conflict. Ppl keep telling miles who to be. And in a universe where a kid got bit when he shouldn’t have, I hope he finds the strength to rewrite more shouldn’ts. Spiderman can do both. The captain doesn’t have to die. His relationship with Gwen Stacy does not end in tragedy.

EDIT: FUCKIN. IF THE CANON RULES ARE SO IMPORTANT. WHY’D JEFF DIE IN A UNIVERSE WITH NO SPIDERMAN? UNCLE AARON DIDNT HAVE TO DIE IN THAT ONE SO WHY DID THE CAPTAIN??? ANSWER ME THAT M I G U E L?????

#across the spiderverse #spiderman across the spiderverse #across the spiderverse spoilers #sats spoilers #spiderman across the spiderverse spoilers #spiderman #the way this captures my feelings so well I’m not even gonna add anything to it