HEWWOOOOOOO! :3
I'm Beks; it's nice to meet you! I am in my late 20s, married, poly, pan (though, I'm still partial to bi as a label as I grew up using it), and a spoonie. I've been chronically ill since childhood (physically and mentally), which honestly just made me turn into an all around weirdo. I love being me, though! It's taken me nearly 3 decades to reach the point in life that I'm happy to be here.. I cannot believe I can finally say that and mean it, though!
I AM HAPPY TO BE ALIVE!!
I have fought tooth and nail to make it this far in life. I'm going to enjoy it now to the best of my abilities, damnit!
Sooooo, you might be asking yourself "What's up with the username, Beks? Are you a new fur?" Great question, my friend! No, no I am not. I don't think I quite meet greymuzzle requirements, but I've been part of the furry community since high school - probably even earlier, tbh. I am, however, a freshly cracked egg! While I may not be new to exploring other aspects of life, I am new to intentionally exploring my genderfluidity. Yay!!
For now, I've narrowed my feelings down to being nonbinary and genderfluid/genderqueer. I think part of the reason I've been an egg so long is because I *thought* I was never particularly assed about pronouns. I've been using they/them socially online for over a year now, and while my husband knows, I'm still not out IRL yet. It's been so euphoric being referenced as they, I truly don't know how I didn't realize how much binary pronouns really bothered me. :,,) Oh, and the body/gender dysphoria I've felt since childhood? Well I've always simply dismissed because I'm fat and thought it just had to do with that. Nope!! All of the signs were there but nobody, including myself, really noticed... Oh well! Can't turn back time. I'm here now!! :D




















